Saturday, June 30, 2007

HOW I WISH-

that i could shop like they did when we go over.


but wishes dont come true. and this was confirmed when they said a bun over there costs like 3 bucks?

man im going broke. ):



sometimes we as students really do wonder what they teach us nowadays.

yes it's true that we know more chem/bio/physics/ maths then our exchange students (from my point of view, mostly from new zealand) but then again, they seem to know alot more about social studies.

and geography
and history
and economics.

which is our normal IH.


which means, actually, we singaporean students arent that smart after all.




and let's face it. we ar so much more deprived than they are. they come over here and they say : "what? you actually have holiday homework?!"


so much for holiday revision huh.



hey im not complaining but-
well maybe i am. :/





i've been down with throat inflamation! on the 3rd day of school. how fantastic. ):

and i cant seem to be able to express myself clearly anymore.





maybe i should reconsider deleting this.
and this time, reconsider reconsidering.

ich liebe Tom! 12:25 AM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

....and i wonder




what exactly am i doing in life?


cause all i have now is a dream that cant be materialised.



thanks to han sheng, the other was broken.












and my mum complaining to my dad about the exchange people aint helping.

ich liebe Tom! 12:05 AM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

it's less than one month to appassionata XI

about one more month till passing down.




jasmine just showed me something sabrina wrote.
which made me very emotional.

i remembered the times when jasmine used to say "im leaving soon" and i would tell myself "there's still a long way to go before that" and live in self-denial.

now it's a month to go, and i realised, it'll really not be the same without her.

being the one and ONLY senior in my section, being the first ever bassist in NYCB, being the sole person in band whom i really fully depended on, i cant say she hasnt made a difference in my band life.

因为有今天的她,才会有今天的我。 (:

是因为她,我才会变得这样疯,这样大方`开朗。也是因为她我才会开开心心地过得了这几年。(:

cause really, juggling between school and band has been tough, and without her and her madness, i would already have died.

it was her who taught me to be environmental friendly (quote: dont anyhow take plastic bags from the supermarkets when you dont need them! and dont anyhow throw them away!) and how to take my own initiative to do stuffs (quote: clear your own tray after eating at macs!) and to be polite and have good manners (quote: DA JIA CHI. (: HAHA. ) .

cause seriously, i dont remember learn all of that from my family. :/


but looking back, i dont remember treating her like a real senior. i've always treated her like my own batchmate, my very best friend, my big sister. after all the things we've been through, i guess she's more than a senior to me. (:


and when she's gone, though we have no photos for us to look back on, (cause amazingly that girl is camera shy!) we still have the band songs, and the moments we shared during band pracs.

the times when we ran around the backstage of VCH before appassionata X like mad people.
the times when we shaked our way through gelato con caffe during appassionata X on the VCH stage
the times when we seem to be the only people helping percussion to carry instruments around during concerts.
the times when we acted so childishly and we started to hit each other's head.
the times when we accidentally walked on stage at the wrong time to get percussion instruments during nanyang glitters.
the times when we talked damn loudly during band pracs, and then look at everybody else like nothing happened.
the times when we walked together from school to bass lessons and we kept suaning each other like there's no tmr.
the times when i fell and THAT EVIL POKE LAUGHED AT ME. ):
the times when we laughed our hearts out and laughed like nobody's business at nothing at all.
the times when we acted dumb and started to do dumb things during band prac.
the times when you gave me an empty letter and i used the same letter to write back.
the times when we were down and we ended up crying in each other's arms.
the times during SYF when we only had each other to hug.
the times during sectionals when we practiced till we could make it.

though these are not concrete stuff which one can hold onto and keep, some things are just best kept at heart.




and YES. though it sounds cheesy,





I WILL MISS YOU JASMINE TAN ):








band will never seem the same without you.

ich liebe Tom! 12:46 AM

Friday, June 22, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




i was reading qianwen's blog and my first reaction was:


OMG WHY BAND SO FUN TODAY!!!

we FINALLY had a batch lunch lah! and thanks i wasnt there! ):
and we made actions for the songs! oh man! must have been really fun! (:

and apparently most of the band has changed their msn nics to:

♥ [yourname] loves nycb(:

just like SYF.

ahh that syf feeling is coming back to me! (: haha must jiayou for this concert!




AND for bass exam. something which i am so freaking screwed for.



went to cut hair today! and my hair is really short when tied up now. ): i miss my hair!

so GEMMA touched down at 20 05 hours today and now she's asleep, throughly exhausted from her 10 hours transit flight from wellinton to auckland, and then to singapore, AND the 4 hours jet lag.

and here i am, half, blogging, half doing my work. :/

she's pretty cool, but i think she thinks im very cold towards her with the tone of my voice.

BUT! im not okay! ): i just feel very "oh so this is the exchange girl" and very "unfamilier" with her! :/

so the programme for her is kind of confirmed, and I'LL BE MISSING ALOT OF BANDDD. (oh man oh man oh man! ): ) except for homestay! :/ what to do! where to go! will she like it?

i think singaporeans are really deprived! we're like " OMG I'VE NEVER SEEN SNOW BEFORE!" and "OMG THE SCENERY IS SOOOO PRETTY!" and "OH MAN IS THIS FRESHLY PLUCKED FRUITS?"

haha. i think when we're overseas people really look at us with the "are you really that deprived" looks haha! seriously!



OH OH. final collection for concert ticket money is next friday! PEOPLE BETTER PAY UP NOW! or else NO TICKET! ):

cause apparently we're so freaking short of tickets.


and HAN SHENG is currently enjoying himself in malaysia! ): and he's missing the first day of school! ): oh man.


this is really random. :/

im off. to do a bit of homework before i sleep. I AM SO SCREWED FOR HOMEWORK. so so so so so so screwed. ):



can anyone teach me IH?!

ich liebe Tom! 11:05 PM


tmr, my life is over.

i have never been so screwed in my life.



and seriously, the exchange thing had to happen at this time of the year. when my grandparents are going through a rough time, my dad's going in and out of the country, my mum's being bothered by her own mum, and my sisters have piano exam.

how great can that be. oh so fabulous.




my family consists of very stubborn people. both my mum and i have very different ideas and we never see eye to eye.

today is no exception.





i hate it when my parents just decide stuff without discussing with us. like hello? the stuff concerns us? dont we get to have a say? it's our life that we're living, not yours.



and thanks. it's not my fault that the school still doesnt have the profile of the exchange students ok. it's not my school's fault either. their school just didnt send their profiles over to us.









and great. i havent finished my homework. and i found out there's still more. like thanks. that didnt help.




on a brighter note, our concert tickets are sold out. there's no more. unless we're going to reprint tickets. :/ we should really add tickets! cause apparently the WHOLE BAND needs more tickets, and people like YEO KEXIN and ZHANG QIANWEN have big circles of friends, and hence they need like 10 more? o.O im short of one. and yes im still trying to get the 1 ticket. ):

the surprising thing is, tickets were only printed on tuesday.

this is madness.

but thanks everybody for your support! (: it is all deeply appreaciated.






and im back to emo-ing.

ich liebe Tom! 12:07 AM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

had band CIP on saturday. i saw nut and went mad! haha. oh man! NUT I MISSED YOU. ):

anyway, decided to do CIP with nut, qianwen and mian jun in tha first place, but horns section started to turn up and people like jiaying, ruohui and cheryl with clara from clarinets decided to come with us! then qianwen pangseh-ed me to go with jo. -.- so in the end us horns and double basses went together.
wanted to go little india at first but found out that alot of people also going there so we decided to go plaza sing instead. alot of funny stuffs happened! like how mian jun and i walked past the starhub promotion event and there were balloons! and i had balloon phobia! so i was covering my ears and running away until this starhub guy ran after me to donate coins to me. like OMG. so embarassing! :/ then he was like "ooi! girl arh. people want to donate to you you run away! people dont want to donate you push the tin can under their noses!"
oh man. ):
and we saw SJI people there. mian jun and i were like WTH. but in the end they were from a different organisation. river valley people were there too! O.O and i saw cedric. god. almost died please. :/

met up with jiaying rouhui and yufei again after a while. clara and cheryl decided to stay outside the mrt station. ): nut and rouhui decided to stay at the bus stop. so jiaying, mianjun and i went outside the istana to ask for donations. and we kept acting dumb! cause we kept singing "dont worry, be happy" at the top of our voices when no one was there, then immediately shut up when some one walked past. =x omg. damn hilarious please! and i kept asking the wrong people for donations! i kept asking people from the same organisation for donations. like wth! ): and i kept falling and dropping stuffs! in front of my junior somemore. ):
jiaying so pro please. she gave people the very "can you please pity these people and give some mooney" look. and they all donated to her. o.O mian jun being the smallest and shortest among the 3 of us, is always being pitied by other people. hence she collected like alot. UNLIKE ME! ): no one donated to me! ayeee.

anyway! went back to the bus stop when our tins were nearly there, and we saw some RV people selling some tickets! and they were like persuading us to buy their tickets while they donate to us. and i was like "waliao your tickets are 4 bucks lah. you give us what, 40 cents?"

but in the end they still donated quite a lot to us, and jiaying bought a ticket from them. haha. went back to somerset mrt and then jiaying but and i went to J6 for lunch. ate at subway but yufei rushed off for piano lesson afterwards, leaving jiaying and i. haha. talked/gossiped/bitched about stuffs. and then went over to mos burgers for their apple pie and corn soup! haha. piged out again and gossiped again. basically talked about band stuffs. you know what stuff i mean. (:

expected to have my very LAST lesson at jason's on sunday. but that big guy smsed to say that he's down with fever so he cant have lessons! ): oh man. drag my last lesson again. :/

anyway, we stayed home to pack the house to make room for my exchange buddy, who will be coming in this friday! o.O that's like so fast. :/ and our whole house looked like war just broke out or a bomb just exploded :/ so freaking messy. and i never know i had so much junk please! and my parents contemplated on buying a bunkbed for us. cause peiying wanted to sleep with us. :/
in the end we did.

stayed home to pack again on monday. spent practically the whole day (ok fine. the whole afternoon) packing jason's stuffs! which was this:
plus this:
omg. i almost died please! cause there was simply no space to keep all of them! please note that all the heard cover files were not the usual skinny ones but the real thick ones, and all of them were filled or overflowing with worksheets! and the best thing was: ALL OF THEM WERE ONLY PRINTED ON ONE SIDE OF THE PAPER! like wth! thanks jason! you're so environmental friendly lah! cant imagine how many trees you killed with this trunkload of homework.
if one year at jason's cost me this much homework, i wonder how much benjamin chai gets. he's been there for almost 4 years!
In the end i had to throw away alot of worksheets, which was :
this, plus:
these 3 stacks. and this is only those being thrown away. the stack for recycling was much much more. and i kept most of the sec 1 and sec 2 notes, and kept all the sec 3 stuff, which was :
this whole cabinet of worksheets and files.
and my room was in a freaking mess.
went for band on tuesday! had alot of fun cause mian jun jasmine and i were fooling around as usual. we finally managed to persuade jasmine to SWING during eighties! and people like judy and janabel ended up laughing at us! ): mian jun and i kept fighting over who should play the old old sot sot antique bass which we borrowed from cresent, which had strings ALMOST broken. i was being paranoid about the strings but i wanted to play it (ironic huh) and mian jun kept quarrelling with me! ):
WE'RE WAITING FOR STRING ENZEM'S BASS TO COME ON IN. PLEASE COME QUICKLY, CAUSE WE SERIOUSLY DONT WANT TO USE THAT FREAKING BASS FOR CONCERT AND LET THE STRINGS SNAP HALFWAY THROUGH THE CONCERT. THAT WILL BE LIKE SO DISASTROUS.
oh! and we kept suanning mian jun on how small and short she was and how weird she looked when she played the bass. she looked like this primary school kid just learning to play the bass lah! and the bass looked like a giant next to her please! haha. so small! MUST GROW BIGGER AND TALLER YOU! still remember jasmine and i used to fight over who's bass was taller before concerts, but now there's no need to, cause there's MIAN JUN! haha.
oh man im being very mean. =x
anyway, went home and found out that we got our bunk bed le. our bedroom looks so different now please!
sparkly clean! and we were packing our toys and throwing stuff away and MY GOD. we have alot of toys lah. we have like 3 whole containers of toys and the 3 containers add up to my height please!
AND THAT IS EXCLUDING SOFT TOYS.
loads of baby toys. :/ in the end we throw away like one and half container and 5 plastic bags of toys. ok more of give away. and our soft toys were reduced to 1 cupboard from it's originally 3 cupboards! haha. we have alot alot of soft toys. :/ dont know why.
went for backbone check up today. and I MET MY WORST NIGHTMARE-
I
AM
NOT
GROWING
ANYMORE.
oh man oh man! cannot! i dont want to be this short TALL for the rest of my life! I WANT TO BE TALLER! wth! i wanted to be AT LEAST 168 please!
but now im only 164!
and FOUR FREAKING CENTIMETRES IS ALOT ALOT ALOT. ):
urghh.
and the best thing is, im getting heavier too! ):and when my mum saw my height and my weight, she was like -sigh- "if you're going to be this short for your whole life, you're considered OBESE. you better go and exercise. be at least 45kg."
and my dad went: "you're growing fat."
like THANKS. maybe i should just shoot myself or something. URGH. ):
there's band tmr, and i need to pass tickets to ky and han sheng, and go school library to do chinese sia. omg im so so so so so screwed for homework and tuition tmr. cause i have like seriously nothing to ask jasper. godddd.
by the way!
nanyang concert band poudly presents with love:
APPASSIONATA XI
20th july
siew mei auditorium
7.30 p.m.
10bucks.
BE THERE. (:
ask me for tickets ok! (:

ich liebe Tom! 11:58 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

life is tiring.




tmr's finally here. finally.
it'll be the last time i'll ever go to that place again.










it'll be the last time i'll ever get to see _____________.


and liuyi, i still dont know what to do. ):




-----


it's funny how time flies.

2 and a half years back you know this guy. he's so and so, he was from this class, he's such a joker, he's going to study in this school, you probably wont be seeing him anymore in your life.

and the next thing you know, he's down and depressed, he's got relationship problems, his family's breaking apart, he started smoking, he's on drugs, he's been cohabiting with his girlfreind for the past month, or maybe he's down with a big illness. very big illness.

seriously i dont know how to react. time flies so fast. and these major changes just prove to show that i've been missing out on alot lately. i never know what's happening anymore. what used to be friends now became strangers and it's just hard to show concern for someone you ONCE knew. cause everything's changed. people change. the circumstances and situations change.

but what can i do! i dont control whatever happens. i dont have a say in how he or she should behave now, or what he or she should wear. and i definitely have no say in whether she's turned bad, or he's so beng.

ok fine. so hearing about some of these actually made me realise how lucky and fortunate i am to be studying in nanyang, without needing to go through any bgr problems or anything.

but really, so what.

sometimes i cant help myself for envying qianwen. she has 4 primary 6 gathering in a year. and it's always confirmed. at least she doesnt lose contact of her friends.

what have we? nothing.

whenever someone calls for a gathering, i doubt half of the people turn up. nobody cares. even if we meet outside, we dont even WAVE to acknowledge each other.

it doesnt seem like we've known each other before.









and today's a good example.

ich liebe Tom! 11:02 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

so apparently i have abandoned -crymeariver.blogspot to here.

i need a break from the past, and im hoping this will work.




we had BAND today! (: which was quite fun actually. played pirates dreams, aesops, simple gifts, the eighties, when the saints and berry goodman. jasmine didnt turn up in the morning, so mian jun and i were left alone helpless. PIRATES DREAMS IS SO SO SO SO NICE. haha. oh man. and i simply went mad with simple gifts lah. i think percussion improved alot alot from when i was sec 1. (: haha. can see the mass difference when they played techno for perc enzem!

and during eighties, main jun and i were swinging againnn. haha, and thanks the whole band just ignored us please. -.-

quotes jasmine: "everytime our section always very mad but everytime the whole band just ignores us lah."

haha. berry goodman is nice! when the saints is killer. :/

went to coro's cosy corner with mian jun for lunch and i dragged valentia's bass guitar there to lend it to liuyi. LIUYI JIAYOU FOR YOUR GIG OKAYY. (: must play well!

then went back to school to have sectionals! jiaying so cheater lah. she said she saw jasmine outside the bandroom when she havent come yet! -.- cheat me! ):

since there wasnt any room available for us (tubas and double basses) we decided to prac outside the bandroom-
to no avail.

cause lorraine brought out the snare to prac and jannabel was out with the vibraphone. then trumpets came out later and i simply couldnt hear myself. so i went to the maths department and prac with the euphos instead.

quite a fruitful sectionals! i can play little fugue properly and i can play pirate's dreams and when the saints better. I NEED TO PRAC FOR MY EXAMM. it's in mid august and i havent started practising the exam pieces yet! i dont even know my exams pieces! urghhh.

after band went to coro AND kap with qianwen. haha. that woman is so paranoid when going to kap after band on FRIDAYS please. so hilarious. and according to her, hci, ri and sji people think that kap is heaven! it's like the best thing that could have ever happened to them, when kap is like normal for us? o.O

but
US
DOES NOT include this person called ZHANG QIANWEN. cause apparently she still goes kap like everyday till the macdonald's person regconises her now. that is so pro please.

and im super amused by qianwen's "discrimination" against all the all boys schools lah. but i cant remember all. i just remembered myself laughing at her! and i only remembered one thing!

ri-dull
sji- poser
hc-loser

and i remembered her saying that sji is like the twin of ri please! haha. so hilarious!

and qianwen told me an analysis of a nanyang girl's life by an ri boy. like wth. are we so geek. i dont think so. -.-

and the whole thinks that ri and rg very close, nanyang and hc very close.

which is not.

the point is- it's a FACT that RI and RG is like very close.

but ny and hc very close?! are you mad? like wth! everytime sports meet we see each other we siam until far far away. cross the stupid bridge also must walk far far apart. at the bus stop also must stand far far away. and we're so evil to each other lah. like HC! their track is so called "open to public. but it's not open to the ones opposite."

like thanks that's us. -.- that's so nice of them lah.

and when there's hc people in our school, we like -gasps- what are THEYYYY doing here?


you get my point.

anywayy, stayed until 6. and we were so lucky cause we didnt see any ri or sji people. haha. if not qianwen would have died. took bus with qianwen to ghim moh. she said i would see ulu pandan cc! i ended up in holland drive instead. but it's ok. cause i needed to drop by there anyway. (:

coffee's my new love! he's so cute! the only problem is that he's so noisy. he barks like the end of the world is coming. -.-

like qianwen's. my to-do list isnt getting any shorter. in fact it's getting longer.
in short. im dead.

ich liebe Tom! 10:30 PM


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