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Friday, September 28, 2007
1 down, 6 more to go. it's only day 1 and i've already lost myself. i doubt i can forgive myself ever. really. i feel so indebted to mian jun. after all the practices, it only took one stupid mistake to screw the whole freaking thing up. and i've been banking on my music to raise my overall marks. now it's GONE. poof. that's just great. i must must must must MUST SCOREEEEEE for listening test. RAH. D: and i MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST do well for at least MATHS CHEM AND BIO. since im so hopelessly HOPELESS at essay writing. and ih and la didnt go well today either. i lost my will to study for the rest. what a freaking loser. i know. ich liebe Tom! 8:08 PM Thursday, September 27, 2007
i read everyone else's blog posts and i dont know whether to laugh or cry. im self delusional. such a freaking loser. but HA i dont know it. cause im an ORSTRICH. :D afterall, it's better off being happy and self-contented, right? hoho the irony. im SO going to fail my eoys. which is basically everything single thing. does it matter? ich liebe Tom! 1:41 AM Tuesday, September 25, 2007
koped from jiaying: Message: GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM About guys,Turned ON, OFF or DM (Doesn't matter) : Is taller than you: ON Is shorter than you: DM (but you know, he'll just have to put up with my teasers and all. :D mian jun knows right! ) Wears braces: OFFF. Dresses Preppy: DM Dresses Ghetto: DM Dresses Gothic: OFFF. Has blue eyes: DM Has green eyes: DM Has hazel eyes: DM Brown eyes: DM Drinks alcohol: OFF unless you're like a connoiseur. :D Wears glasses: DM, but actually i prefer those without. :/ Smokes: DEF OFFFFFF. Plays sports: DEFINITELY ONNNN! :D Smiles a lot: DEFINITELY ON :D Calls you just to say Hi: ONNNNNNNNNN! :D Compliments you: DM Likes to talk: ON. but still to a certain extent. you get what i mean. Shy and quiet: DM but not one who's extremely quiet and it feels awkward \: Good dancer: ON Wears jewelry: OFF-DM depends. :/ Smiles when you walk in the room: ONNNNNNNNN :D Has brown hair: DM Has Black hair: DM Has blonde hair: DM Has red hair: OFF (and any other colour like green, pink etcetc) Makeup: OFFFFFF \: i myself dont like it. Can make you laugh at any given moment: DEF ON :D Loyal: ON Laid back: ON but NOT procrastinate. Plays guitar: ONNNNNN Plays piano: ONNNNN Plays drums: ONNNNNN Sing: ON he's buff (muscles): DM Easily jealous: OFF Doesn't eat meat: DM has a tattoo: OFF has a lip ring: OFF tongue ring: OFFFFF is of a different religion: DM just dont make me convert. thanks. puts CLOSE friends before you: hmm. depends. ______________________________________ About girls:Turned ON, OFF or DC: dresses like a grandma: plays musical instrument: sporty: is shorter than you: same height as you: is taller than you: is bigger sized than you: has chapped lips: has green eyes: has blue eyes: has brown eyes: has long hair: has med. hair: has short hair: drinks alcohol: smokes cigs: lame in a cute way: wears glasses: has blonde hair: has brown hair: has black hair: has red hair: smiles: calls you just to say hi: creative: compliments you: shaves her legs: wears jewelry: has bigger feet than you: as smaller feet than you: belly piercings: virgin: laid back: doesn't party: likes to party: wants to party: laughs a lot: giggles: snorts: pierced ears: pierced anything else: tattoos: honest and open: is of a different religion: puts CLOSE friends before you: petty: _______________________________________ it's something called studying with your ex-classmate and thinking back about your primary school life. it's something called listening to the oldies on your father's com. it's something called looking out of the window only find and hear sparklers being lighted everywhere. it's something childhood reminiscence. stirring up memories from the back of my mind. to finish: -revising MUSIC -IH conflict, nation-state and possibly welfare/trade -maths trigo -bio. D: 3 more days. to doom. D: ich liebe Tom! 9:14 PM Monday, September 24, 2007
i've just "finished" chem. well mainly the textbook and the notes from qianwen AND the chem revision tests papers which mrs chew gave us. erm except the section B questions. :/ AND the olevel questions. god knows when im going to touch them =x. and im left with trigo and quadractics of math. which have like a million questions for EACH chapter. and i have a feeling that i'm never going to touch them either. which is, quite sad. i havent really STARTED bio or ih OR geog, except discussed the essay and source based questions with hui juan, who, very kindly, tutored me for IH and GEOG and MATH for 2 whole afternoons, which im very grateful for. and her class's hilarious. and very "re4 nao4" after school. haha. and kuo's notes are damn hilarious! omg i almost died laughing reading his notes, (which only consisted of what, 7 pages? ) and my sister thought i'd gone mad. seriously. "the reaction between copper and concentrated nitric acid is an exception, but we don't use this method unless we are commiting suicide." -.- so helpful lah. just realised that what the sec 4s do for IH is really different from what we do. they focus more on whether the source is useful, and we focus on how reliable it is. aye. or maybe it's just HAN. heh. please congratulated me. i managed to stay up late until 5 in the morning last night to do math okay! which is quite a big accomplishment. :D but i ended up waking up at 12 today. -.- planning to do the same tonight! START ON FREAKING BIO AND IH. heh. :/ but i've got be up at 8 tmr. THERE'S BASS LESSONS TMR. =x which im quite screwed for. cause my dynamics arent drastic enough. :/ prac-ing at home is so much different from prac-ing at school. mainly because it sounds so much louder at home, so much so that my mum complained about the noise. :/ listening to bands songs helped me keep awake throughout these late nights. i really miss band now. D: jiaying's recent post on LA really "inspired" me to actually STUDY for LA ! :D i've never studied for LA (or chinese) throughout my 2 and 3/4 years in nanyang before, mainly because i dont see the point? but haha NOW I SHALL. cause jiaying inspired me to! :D and at this rate i'm never going to finish studying ANYTHING. there's L.A., I.H. and MUSIC on friday. and it's just FOUR MORE DAYS. ich liebe Tom! 1:23 AM Sunday, September 16, 2007
IM GOING TO FAIL CHEM. AND IT'S LIKE 13 MORE DAYS TO EOYS. i feel SO SCREWED please. i couldnt even do like 3/4 of the chemistry 2006 paper. i just died by staring that the stupid paper please! D: and i wonder why im not in the chemistry remedial class. and TRIGO isnt any better. i got like 7 out of 9 questions WRONG in the last assignment 14.1. so smart lah. and the best thing was, i couldnt even get why i was wrong. RAWRR I HATE TRIGO. D: and the IH source base thingy. i didnt get the paper until like it was supposed to be discussed. and i feel so screwed cause i dont know how to continue after cross referencing source a with source e. cause apparently source c and d justify the statement but source b does not. and I HAD NO CONTEXTUAL KNOWLEDGE to start with so HOW TO CROSS REFERENCE LAH. T.T with the above evidence provided, we can see that my GEOGRAPHY isnt any better. in fact, it seems so much worse. hence we can conclude that I AM SO SCREWED FOR EOYS. on a more settled/ unpanicky tone, JASMINE TAN'S (MISS JASMINE TAN. not jasmine tan my senior) GOING AWAY! D: the news came more of a shock since she's been on MC this whole week and came only yesterday to tell us that will be seeing more of Mr Ng in furture. the reason being she's going for an operation and has to be hospitalised. everything she told us yesterday really touched us; no other teacher has really ever confessed these things to the whole class before. she was really nice about everything and maybe that was what touched me the most. but she going away made me panick more. OH NO MY MATHS HOWWWW. D: anyhow, i'll jiayou because of her. she really made me cry lah wth. D; ich liebe Tom! 12:38 AM Wednesday, September 12, 2007
♥ siewying loves nycb(: 16 days says (23:30): and oh ♥ siewying loves nycb(: 16 days says (23:30): im on lianhezaobao .†.Pῐnky.:// stop discouraging us! says (23:35): I KNOW! .†.Pῐnky.:// stop discouraging us! says (23:35): HAHAHHAA .†.Pῐnky.:// stop discouraging us! says (23:35): the person walking in the background ♥ siewying loves nycb(: 16 days says (23:35): waliao so dumb please. ♥ siewying loves nycb(: 16 days says (23:35): i almost died. ich liebe Tom! 11:34 PM Saturday, September 8, 2007
im a hermit crab crawling back into its hermit shell. im an introvert/anti-social/weird/orstrich/self delusional/self deniable/whatever. i dont know who i am anymore. ich liebe Tom! 11:35 PM list out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for: 1. A1s!! very important okay. 2. $$$$$ for funding my new zealand trip 3. A JOB. ): 4. shoppingggg! (: 5. a FUN FILLED day out with THE people! (: answer the following questions. 1. the person who tag you is? chien han sheng. -.- 2. your relationship with him is? friends. 3. your 5 impressions of him: - the gym is HIS HOME. -he goes swimming TOO OFTEN. -he's a slacker. HAHA. -he is - "whoah whole day go gym never study how he get into ri one??" HAHA. 4. most memorable thing he has done for you? hmm actually quite alot of nice things. HMM OKAY HE'S VERY NICE LAH. 5. most memorable words he has said to you? eh i dont know? oh I KNOW. I STILL OWE HIM A TREAT TO A MEAL. ): 6. if he becomes your lover, you will? erm sorry i dont want him de. he knows it. :D 7. if he becomes your lover, things he has to improve on will be? dont even think about it man. 8. if he becomes your enemy, you will? aye. he wont. HE WANTS MORE FRIENDS. hor? 9. if he becomes your enemy the reason will be? i dont know? I'M NOT MEAN. :D 10. the most desired thing you want to do for him would be? erm. treat him the meal that i owed him? :/ 11. overall impression of him? okay lah okay lah. NICE GUY. :D 12. how do you think people around you will feel about you? erm. i dont know? haha. A NICE FRIEND. IM NICE. 13. the character you love about yourself is? I AM PASSIONATE about the things i really want to do. (: 14. the character you hate of yourself is? procrastinator. D: 15. person you want to be? a more sociable person with a more open mind? and DONT PROCRASTINATE SO MUCH. ): and A1s please. 16. for people who care about you, say something! awww. I LOVE YOU TOO! <3 17. pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you. 1- liuyi! 2- kexin! 3- tianhui! (i bet she mug until she wont do this lah) 4- jasmine TAN. (okay she wont do this.) 5- CHAI jiaying! :D 6- xinyu (will she even read this?) 7- KY otouto. 8- han sheng! (haha. make him do twice.) 9- hakim (does he even come here?) 10- soggy. (: Who is no6 having a relationship with? erm i have no idea? is no9 a male or female?- male lamh. if no7 and no10 are together, will it be a good thing? AHEM. i think they dont even talk. and otouto talks to someone else ALOT. :D how about 8 and 5? hmm i dunno. has jiaying ever seen han sheng before. I KNOW PRETTYMELA DID. cause that girl went to shout his name during SJI's band exchange. -.- what is no2 studying about? she dont need to study. she just needs BANDDD. :D when was the last you talked to no3? erm on msn was on monday. i think. LONG TIME AGO LAH. what kind of music does no.8 like? english pop. RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT. :D does no1 have any siblings? ya and she doesnt like her. :/ will you woo no3? NO. IM NOT LES. AND TIANHUI HAS HERSELF. how about no7? no. sorry but we hardly ever talk. and he still doesnt know that im his big jiejie. :/ is no 4 single? eh no. i think she has /used to have a laopo and laogong. o.O whats the surname of number 5! CHAI. XIE. VEGETABLE. whatever lah. surname of no 10? LEE SOK KHOONG SOGGY SNOW SUSHI! :D i remember okay! hobby of no.4? aiya going out with her clique. do no5 and no9 get along? erm they dont know each other? where does no2 study at? NANYANNG talk something casually about no1? LIUYI! I WANT TO GO OUT WITH YOU AGAIN! haha. and maybe next time can MAKE YOU WEAR SKIRT. :D have you tried developing feelings about no8? as i said, i dont want him. and he knows it. :D where does no9 live? in yewtee near where i live! just 2 busstops down. :D are no5 and 1 best friends? they dont know each other. but i think THEY THINK THE SAME HAHA. does no7 like no2? eh no? ky doesnt even know kexin. unless 02 is liuyi! that's a different case. :D how you get to know no2? BAND. the blurr dodo bird with short term memory! does no1 have any pets? yes. cina! :D is no7 the sexiest person in the world? you have to ask the right person. seriously. holidays are overrr. i rarely did any revision or mugging and stuffs. ): im screwed. but still, we had the javanese gamelan workshop on thursday and it was really fruitful! (:  so nice right! the instruments! (: i loved the music. it was all really. nice. :D and yihui liuyi xinyu and i went jurong library to study yesterday. haha. rather unfruitful :/ okay gtg. jasper's coming for tuition like NOW. ich liebe Tom! 2:48 PM Tuesday, September 4, 2007
eighties and benny goodman cures my I WANT TO GO OUT. ): ich liebe Tom! 11:01 PM Monday, September 3, 2007
 when i told my junior band was more than what meets the eye, i really meant it. why's everything so superficial? after close to 3 years of me fighting all alone for MYSELF, you turn up and tell me after barely a year's of suffering. what the hell were you playing at? i can understand your situation. but i really hate you for giving up so fast. after all the time i've been fighting so long. and after tonight i realised that we cant turn to our seniors for help anymore. they're not always going to be there for us. we'e got to learn to grow up. you know what? so what if im a SL? im a SL of a pathetic section of 2. how pathetic is that? and what say do i have in these? ich liebe Tom! 12:20 AM |
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