Saturday, May 31, 2008

pictures upload:
the planetarium we had to set up for cosmology, to do star gazing in the auditorium. basically it's this big gigantic silver mushroom thingy that we blew up using a fan and we could either enter it by crawling through the silver tunnel thing thing you see on the left in the picture, or by simply just lifting the bottom of the mushroom thingy, crawling below, and then covering it back again, while you rish deflating the whole planetarium. :D it was cool though, most of us ended up either seeing stars, are just drifting off to sleep, since it was so comfy in there.
rocket science in cosmology! :D we ended up getting wet.

lovely clouds; view from my grandparent's house. :D
---


looking at her, i really cant help but feel that my future is so so bleak.
my insecure future is leaving me more than scared.

---

meine traum gestern nacht! :D

i had a very wonderful dream last night, though it's like so contradictory to what i posted above. and i know it'll never come through. D: niemand. T.T


it was still a good dream though.

---

rahh. the conversation with jasmine still haunts me. i mean im glad that she's really happy in wushu and really coping with her jc life anf all, and hui juan and the others are all happpy with their JC life. and im so glad to have known them; i really dont know where else to find people whom i can really trust anymore.

but hell, im still so uncertain of stuffs, which i certainly shouldnt even be bothering about now, and i guess i should just deal with NANYANG first.

---

"durch den monsun" und "an deiner seite" have been the only 2 songs able to make me have goosebumps listening to them, other then listening to "hymm to infinite sky". those 2 songs only serve to remind me more of band.

which just reminds me of limelight and appassionata, (idk why i still cant let go) which just leads me into thinking that urgh! limelight just seems like a novelty.
---

oh oh oh! im so ridiculously hyped up about this. (oh meine gott. keine. panik.)
tokio hotel won 4 comet awards! they won super comet, best live act, best video and best band comet awards at VIVA COMET awards in oberhausen, germany.
that is sooo cool, but i wished bill could have just looked less girlier. -.- haha.
---

and congrats to me, i totally wasted one whole week of holidays, (actually more than that) slacking my life away, and not starting on any homework at all.

i must have sinned the whole greatest sin. D: procrastinatorrr.


Leb' die sekunde
Live the second.
Hier und jetzt - Halt sie fest
Here and now. Stand your ground.
Sonst ist sie weg - Sonst ist sie weg
Or else it’ll go away
Die zeit läuft , halt sie fest
Time ticks away, stand firm.
hoho. what an irony.

Labels: ,


ich liebe Tom! 11:06 PM


went for HCJC's concert just now. went with jasmine and met more than half the band there.

had some very interesting/ emo talk with jas. talked about her new found "obsession", talked about MY OBSESSION. talked about band, talked about wushu, talked about hc and nanyang.


rahhh the more i think about nanyang, the more upset i get. D:










and we mentioned him.
which was bad, cause it's been almost a year and i still cant let go. wth.









okay. in truth, i just miss __________.

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 1:40 AM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

HOLIDAY HOMEWORK:
  • R & R♥
  • L.A. free-pick (re-do)♥
  • o level chinese 2007 (re-do)
  • o level chinese 2006 (re-do)
  • o level chinese 2005
  • o level chinese 2004
  • o level chinese 2003
  • math remedial ws (re-do)
  • heymath ws 2 (re-do)
  • math remedial trig
  • math remedial integration
  • beethoven timeline
  • waldstein sonata♥
  • SRQ corrections♥
  • environmental reading
  • julius caesar reading
  • politics reading
  • math portfolio♥
  • math ws 6.2
  • math ws 7.1
  • math written task 6
  • math written task 7
  • chinese compo
  • chinese yan jiang gao.
  • opera assignment
  • symphony write up♥
  • symphony ppt
  • composing assignment
  • piano accompaniment assignment
  • concert journal
  • I.H. seminar♥
♥- important!
i - the stuff i plan to do first.

notice how i always seem to do the stuff that are easier to handle, and less important to deal with?


oh how i hate myself.

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 12:47 AM

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

i might be changing to lj soon.
blogger is killing me. rahhhhh. D:



anyway, swsy concert was cool. :D val and chunhui were stars of the night. and chunhui was so freaking retarded during dinner our whole table laughed till our stomachs hurt while eating. haha.

rahhh! chunhui is soooooo freaking retarded!

chong in the lift with val and chunhui.
chong: "eh where are you guys going?"
chunhui: "1st floor."
-stares-
val: "er we going sws."

----

me: "eh where are you going after this arh?"
chunhui: "er i going home."
-silence-
chunhui: "oh. OH! im going yishun!"

HAHA wth. and chunhui's leg was itching so she was like scratching her leg during dinner and we were staring at her thinking wth is she doing man! we were like "eh chunhui WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" and chunhui was like "eh my leg very itchy."

and the way she scratch was damn obscene lah please. haha.





sabbats was okay. cosmo was WAYYYY cooler than headliners though, partly because markshone was such an eye candy, but also because cosmo was super fun. we did star gazing in the auditorium using science center's planetarium thingy (pictures next post.) and also had a chance to do rocket shooting. :D well cosmo was really insightful. after that sabbats, i really did start to appreaciate the world we live in, and of course our planet. cause, like they've always said, there's only ONE EARTH out there. probably the only planet that has life on it. and there probably isnt anywhere else in the milky way that actually supports lifeforms.

i felt bad after headliners though, D: janabel and i were practically slacking our lives away, doing EVERYTHING but listening to the speakers/teachers. oopsies. =x





oh and david cook won american idol! :D now david cook's my new found idol. not that archuleta's very bad though. he's good, but he's just not versatile enough. what's he going to do, sing ballards for a career as a pop star? it's just wrong.

david cook is awesome. <3







went for RJ's concert yesterday at the esplanade. it was very impressive. the soprano sax was LOVE. but even though they had the techniques and all that, i just didnt get the feeling. D: that's probably because im sitting at CIRCLE 3. D:



okay im off. HOMEWORK'S BUGGING ME. D:

Labels: ,


ich liebe Tom! 11:13 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Headliners (continued):

Quotes (derived from pictures from directorworks):

  • connectivity in isolation
  • the day the world runs out of energy
  • office without walls/ the open office
  • one broken link of the chain brings the seed of hope for the striving ones who are under punishment for long.
  • time to look for a new job
  • i can catch no ball
  • Resources, innovation and interest: the fundamental building bricks of a child’s better future.
  • These are the 3 things you need to spray paint without getting caught.
  • Everyone is here cause he or she has a place to fill, and is a piece of the whole jigsaw puzzle
  • seeking the light, seeing into one's own nature.
  • welcome to the dark side.
  • Life is a cycle: grow, thrive, wither, die and finally be reborn.
  • immersing in nature's beauty.
  • The road not taken
  • They didnt say this was part of the job requirement when i signed up!
  • the light of my life
  • how many people does it take to change a lightbulb
  • the modern campfire
  • when shawdowed in despair, turn towards the light
  • i'm your knightin black armour
  • having the X factor
  • brain drain
  • work overload
  • i cant do origami
  • i hope my tan will beat that of sharon's...
  • you can get a fruitful experience despite scarce resources
  • waiter please!
  • are you an oddball too?
  • eat the best compact slice of the global compact pie
  • modernity= spending holidays like this?
  • 24/7 :D
  • no rest for the wicked
  • i multi-task
  • ya ya boss, im working.
  • braving the harsh times
  • black is the new class
  • time is everyone's enemy
  • loving only the non-living
  • yet another home made music video on youtube
  • dominoes: win or lose, we're all in it together.
  • dominoes: it takes only one to let things fall into place.

Media Career Choices (ya THIS is why i joined this sabbats! :D)

News:

  • newspapers/ magazines (print)
  • TV, radio
  • online (BBC, CNA, NYT, Google news, yahoo news)
  • marketing
  • ads
  • prduction

Public relations:

  • IR - investor relations- copes with the the shareholdings of the company

Advertising/ Branding

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 12:09 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

okay.





THIS IS BAAAAADDDDDDD.

i mean. it's sabbats week and im being stressed out. like seriously stressed out.
cause i have to freaking redo BIO SIA cause i didnt know how to use the freaking paul's wheel of reasoning( why the hell did he have to come out with that damn wheel?!!?) and redo my freaking product by TONIGHT.


and i have to do my word setting and composition BY TONIGHT. and i have no idea how to do it at all. firstly because the lyrics is like a nursery rhyme and IT'S ABOUT A WITCH. so it should be in a minor key, but a LIGHT MINOR KEY. and i suck at composing non-pop like MINOR KEY tunes. which is just so great.

i got an idea of how to end it though. but HOW TO START IT. -.-


AND there's SRQ corrections, which i totally dont feel like doing. D: cause free pick essay cost me MY LIFE and in the end i still have to redo the whole damn thing. D:


AND there's math worksheet 6.2. RAHHH INTEGRATION.


AND there's the Huang Na research thing for the headliners sabbats and we have to do a article on the Huang Na case thing. and i totally suck at writing articles. like why am i even in this sabbats?! i thought we were going to do like loads of stuff like the importance of the media presence and the press yada yada but NO. we're going to write articles! D: oh myyy.





ya so you guessed it. im in headliners now and we're in the tablet lab. :D YAY I LOVE TABLETS. <3>







Notes for Headliners:


THE IMPORTANCE OF HUMAN INTEREST IN THE MEDIA.
  • take the huang na's case for an example. if there wasnt so much obsession about the death of the girl from the media, would people even bother about the case?
  • take the china earthquake for an example. if only the buildings were damaged and no one was killed, would there be such a hoo-ha about it? Yet thousands and thousand are killed and hence the big hoo-ha about the whole thing and this is the result of human interest.
  • same goes to the case of cyclone nargis in myammar.

OB MARKERS (out-of-bounds markers)

a term popularised by Foreign Minister George Yeo to describe the invisible electric fence separating the professional from the amateur in the ring of Singapore politics.

  • professional: PAP, NMP etc.
  • amateur: online bloggers, city residents, etc.

Fact is we all live in a world made up of OB markers, whether or not we are aware of it and whether we describe such restrictions as OB markers.

we all have contrictions to whatever we do, limits, an end to everything etc.

  • self-preservation as our MAI OB marker. --> to refrain from hurting ourselves.
  • house-rules
  • laws
  • why you dont do certain things for popularity, not to hurt others, morals etc.
Some personal OBs:
  1. attending school without uniform at a school which has uniform rules.
  2. telling your best friend she's got BO
  3. telling your teacher he is not fit to teach- slander and libel laws apply.
  4. showing off your wealth when you are among thieves.
  5. revealing that your wife is a minister's sister, even though you are a popular and known analyst and critic of government policies

Government OBs:

  1. glamorising alternative lifestyles- e.g. gays, single parent families (changes through time)
  2. making baseless allegations against the government's integrity. (look at semiboy.com)
  3. mocking and making fun of the government to the extent it loses the nation's respect.
  4. journalism.sg

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 1:06 PM


i realised that I KNOW WHAT I WANT.

and I KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER GET IT.










like great. that certainly helps alot.





im addicted to rihanna's "shut up and drive" now. which is so dumb. partly because im like obsessed with TOM KAULITZ new cadilac! :D

why dont we have that in singapore?! D:





yesterday's swsy concert was great and refreshing. :D chunhui (AHMA!) was so darn freaking hilarious and retarded during dinner at MOS and our whole table was just laughing like nobody's business in public. resulting in many stomaches due to ahma's retardedness omggg. haha.



sorry for the lack of substantial posts cause im like dying now.
bio sia is killing me.

Labels: ,


ich liebe Tom! 1:41 AM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

it started out as a dream.






all he wanted was to be different. to do his thing. to create music. to sing.

to create a worldwide sensation. to leave a mark. to last forever.








to carry all the memories into eternity.









wir sterben niemals aus.
and he was granted immortality.

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 3:39 PM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

i just went to youtube and managed to find JIMI BLUE'S "I'M LOVIN LRHP"






HAHA IT'S SO RIDICULOUS IM CRACKING UP.

i still cant believe anisha's like totally in love with him. that jimi blue guy.

Labels: ,


ich liebe Tom! 10:11 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

wth. D:

i need to rant.
i just cant stand it/her ANYMORE.










seriously. what does she take me for?

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 11:03 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

time to change the blogskin. :/










sometimes i just feel like i should just freaking give it all up. D:
maybe it's just not worth it.












someone shoot me :D
im SLACKING myself off.

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 10:11 PM


RAHHH OH MY GODDDDD.



@!#$%#&%$^*!









im freaking pissed off right now. im freaking pissed with my mum and whatsoever.

i am SO suffering from MHRS syndrome today. if you know what that means.







rahhh the next person to really piss me off will really get it. and I MEAN IT. D:
@#$*&%!

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 1:47 PM


i feel numb.

me feeling absolutely NOTHING at all is scaring me.









im still waiting for the pain to finally settle in.
& it's taking a hell long time

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 2:12 AM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

was doing music when i was fondly reminded of gemma's "wet bikini" jiggle for their enterprise. :D.


"I~ WANT A WET BI~KI~NI~ BAG~~~"
HAHA.


I want garageband!! D: it must be the most "efficient" music programme on earth!
actually no. that was bull. it's just freaking easy to use when it comes to composing pop/rock/punk cause it has ready made guitar riffs and drum taps inside. :D




i actually wanted to rant about someone here but i guess i better not to D:



WARNING: RANDOM TOKIO HOTEL RAMBLINGS
CHRISTMAS AT THE KAULITZ'S. :D bill looks so gay with the santa hat but wow. for once they actually look like twins?
an deiner seite (ich bin da) live performance :D
okay i koped this from some fan website. it's not photoshopped by me. but tom looked so cool with his guitar in it so ya :D
tokio hotel getting an award at munch music in france, i think :/


OH. MY. GOD. I LOVE THIS PICTURE ALOT ALOT ALOT. it's tom jumping off the helicopter into the sea for their MV "through the monsoon" IT'S SOOO COOOOLLL :DDD



---------------------



i realised why they've put the sec 4s at the science block, isolated away from the rest of the lower secondary kids.

it's the same as why HE suddenly turned so serious, so non-humourous and non-comical.

i guess you guys should know why as well. D:

Labels: ,


ich liebe Tom! 8:22 PM

Saturday, May 3, 2008

i've always wished the sky in singapore was blue-er.
it was yesterday. :D
i hope it stays this blue forever. <3




haha. just remembered some funny stuff that happened in school some time back.

during bio:

ms khoo: "the formation of ovum in the female is called oogenesis. and the female gamete, which is the egg, is called an oocyte. so egg=oocyte.

yinhwee: "?!?! oocyte?! what kind of name is that lah!"

later during L.A.

sheena: "so what kind of food do we bring for the toga party? what do the romans eat? bread? grapes?"

guenyik: "oh i did some research on the com just now. it was said that they ate alot of eggs"

sheena: "huh so what. we boil eggs and bring for the party arh?"

yinhwee: "oocytes!!!"

us: ?!?!?


----------------------------------


at band, playing hymm for infinite sky>

ms chong: "lorraine, can you play the bird whistle for me to hear?"

-lorraine blows the whistle, but the "bird sound" doesnt come out-

-us laughing-

ms chong: -laughing- "what kind of bird is that?!"

lorraine: "er. a mechanical bird?"











you're loved. always. :D

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 11:57 PM

Friday, May 2, 2008

though it sounds hopelessly pathetic,

i'm so addicted to reading the twilight series by stephanie meyers. D: just after reading the first novel to the series.

and it's not like the novel's "omg. it's so fantabulously fantastic." but ya. it's just kinda decent. and the storyline's abit rahhh. not going anyway. D: the only good thing (probably) about this book is probably how marvelous and perfect the story characters seem to be, and how their love is so "enduring". which doesnt even make the story seem real.




BUT IM STILL ADDICTED TO IT. D:




and i feel like a total idiot for being addicted.
cause no, it's not worth it.




im looking forward to reading new moon.





okay. seriously? this rant is going nowhere.

Labels:


ich liebe Tom! 12:53 AM


♥ willkommen

"WIR STERBEN NIEMALS AUS "

Viel zu viel Liebe an der Musik
Viel zu viele Grenzen unbesiegt
So viele Gedanken
und Wörter nicht beendet
Ich glaub nicht das das bald endet

Wir bleiben immer
schreiben uns in die Ewigkeit
Ich weiß das immer
irgendwo was bleibt
Wir fühlen
wir sind fürs Ende nicht bereit
Wir sterben niemals aus
Ihr tragt uns bis in alle Zeit



this is a slightly fangirly blog of a girl, who loves tokio hotel.
komm shon, wir schaffen es zusammen.

♥ das ist mich

siewying (:
$2,735,264
Lasallian, Nanyang Girl
Nanyang Concert Band double basses! ♥
HCJC OG 13! ♥
APOLLO!!! :D
HC BAND! ♥♥♥
HC Ultimate! ♥♥♥
swimming!
TOKIO HOTEL! :D ♥♥
ich liebe TOM! ♥♥♥

Click to view my Personality Profile page

♥ meine wunsch

more As
tokio hotel caught on cam dvd!
reach 168 D:
drums!
guitarrrrr!
bass!
lernen Deutsch!
get a job
fly to Europe!
stop procrastinating.
to be a global citizen

♥ reden

talk of the town(:

♥ ich hor



♥ ich brech aus

tumblr peter

ching ying chun hui ee ning guen yik han sheng hui zhen jereld jing yi kuan yue liu yi jie qi nicole qianwen shaun shi hui sok khoong wilford yin hwee

clarinets euphoniums fluoboes horns percussion saxophones trombones trumpets nycbsec3s webshots1 webshots2 youtube

APOLLO! :D 09S71 chengxin huihua junde kristie sze min

cindy wenhao

HCBAND! :D cheeshan cynthia edwin germaine jia ying jonathan judy jun jie lionel lorraine patricia pei san quinza rosalind sabrina sun ran tian hui valerie weiqi yufei ziyan zongxian

HCULT! :D cynthia tan daryl evelyn jiajie jiaming jianler jiawei jiawen jingyi kanzy lily lincoln matthew nelson shengjie sijie xinmei xinyu

♥ gestern

June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010

♥ danke shon

design: pure:HS daily blog
basecodes: detonatedlove
image: missromance
music: myflashfetish


♥ adverts

Create your own banner at mybannermaker.com!
Make your own banner at MyBannerMaker.com!