Monday, July 30, 2007

qianwen just told me something.










and IM CURRENTLY DYING FROM SHOCK NOW.
cause of WHAT SHE SAID.
omgomgomg.



okay so they postponed passing down to week 8.
actually I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL LAH.
i just feel so URGHH. cause of what qianwen said!







and im angry! getplush is not replying me. I WANT MY JETSETTER. it's so pretty!
and i need to go back to coro tmr! ): cause I FORGOT HOW TO DO THE HOOK THING FOR THE EARRINGS. i need to go back and ask the auntie again. and the aunty very nice! haha.


im determined to set up the shop okay! hopefully by this year.
i need to get chains and charms and stones.

RAWRRR kexin should fly to taiwan and get charms for me NOW NOW NOW.
you still owe me the bags BAG ( XDD ) okay! :D









and THERE'S BAND TMR. oh my. i've been deprived from band for ONE WHOLE WEEK. (very long okayy!) and I CANT WAIT ANY LONGER. haha. i want to see jasmine tan AGAIN!








okay i feel very worried yet very high now.
when a moment ago, i felt like suiciding cause of my results.
failing maths (and IH, and GEOG and LA) doesnt seem to surprise me anymore.





and in organic food today, we learnt that OUR LIVER actually controls our emotions.
if we dont get to bed by 11p.m., we'll probably have flactuating moods, or be in a pretty bad mood. cause our LIVER needs sleep by 11.

omg im so amazed.


i shall go to sleep by 11 tonight.
correction: TRY.

ich liebe Tom! 8:24 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

IM SAD OKAYYY.

REALLY REALLY.




okayyyy. wth am i doing.



today's last lesson didnt seem like a last lesson at all. :/

complete with the same jokes, the same laughter,
but different people.



a few others have been added to the number since my last lesson there.
it used to be just jason, benjamin and i. from 6 onwards till 7.30.
now it's with many others, till 7.30.





so many others have joined the party.
yet so many of us have gone.






and he doesnt know it's my last last LAST lesson there.
my final one.







i wont be going back.
not anymore.

ich liebe Tom! 11:42 PM


it's tmr. ): correction: it's TODAY.

im confused. i feel conflicted.

what am i going to do? i dont want to leave.






friday's interview was crap. i can just forget about the whole thing.

okay actually i cant. but it least i wont get involved in it.







i just dont know what ______ wants anymore.

ich liebe Tom! 12:41 AM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

there's nothing for me to look forward to this week. nothing.

there's no band, which is more despressing. :/

it's chinese now. and wu laoshi's going through about chang wen suo duan when IM WORRYING ABOUT BIO TMR.

there's like so much to study and i dont know where to start. the best thing is christine lee never even finished our syllabus. omgg . ): HOWWW. i dont know anything about BLOOD and im like restudying transport in plants cause apparently i dont listen in christine lee's classes. nutrition in plant is still okay and apparently there's no need to study assimilation at all.

BUT STILL. there's music after school today. and i have to stay back to prac alot alot ALOT for bass lesson tmr. if not i'll die a terrible death tmr.

and apparently interviews are starting TMRR. oh man. and the comm asked me to go for the woodwinds interview BUT there's bass lessons tmr! so i have to like go with the brasses interview, which is on friday,

which has NO DIFFERENCE.

cause we have a geog presentation due on friday, which was only given to us yesterday.

so smart lah. we're not superwoman or wonderpeople who can tahan such stress and worrying or serious heartattacks and hyperventilations.

urgh. and im worrying about music cause apparently i just sit in every music class and listen to mrs ee during that 3 hours.

and afterthat everything just disappears and vanishes and gets washed out of my brain or something. i dont remember anything for music at all.

and there's something called music test coming. SO SCREWED PLEASE.





and qianwen's right, EOYS ARE COMING TO TOWNN!

everyone's favourite horror. ):

and i cant believe peisan and melanie and whoever else are still playing NEOPETS lah. i feel like a primary school kid in my class with everyone shouting "I WANT THAT RAINBOW PAINTBRUSH!" or "AHHHH I ONLY GOT 50 NEOPOINTS! "

omg. i dont know whether to be amused or shocked or whatever. i just cant be bothered.








and liuyi told me a website yesterday.

im shocked by how girls act nowadays. everybody's eyeing for that stick-thin figure, and everyone's turning anorexic.

and it's not just a small matter anymore.

ich liebe Tom! 12:04 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

recess now. chinese later. :/ need to write compo.





and im being really boredddd.


ich liebe Tom! 9:11 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007


i finally have the courage to sit down in front of the com and blog about appassionata XI. cause blogging it would mean concert's over, the sec 4s are leaving, and this is how it'll all end.


i know it sounds cliche, but this is really how our 3 months of hard work comes to and end with a fantastic, marvellous concert, bringing the whole audi down.


and how time flies. it's time the sec 4s are passing down.










ok. shall start with the start of the day.


felt like santa claus dragging everything to school. and i was having mood swings the whole day. excited and scared. and sad. and anxious. and i dont know what else.


went to find mian jun and jasmine during first recess. passed jasmine my scores and she passed me hers. and we wrote encouragement messages on the every top left hand corner of every page. haha. (:and i was supposed to write for mian jun but apparently the LA and CHI teachers decided to occupy the whole class with loads of activites for fear of us getting bored. and hence i got sooo occupied that i couldnt write for her. ): sorrrry! ):


had row lunch on the podium in the quadrangle IN NYCB HISTORY. cause it's always batch lunch or section lunch. never row lunch! haha. but then percussion came to crash our row lunch by smearing valencia's birthday cake all over us. :/ hurhur.


ended lessons at, then went up to bandroomto set up, then had audi prac. was so freezing cold and i was having moodswings againnn. hurhur. was trying to hpe up jasmine and mian jun cause jasmine was so serious! :/ and i was zi-highing the whole time. they tried the smoke thing againn and OMGGG SO SMELLY LAH. :/ haha. and it's directly behind us somemore. mianjun almost died. and i saw kexin and qianwen laughing at us ok! ):


anyway audi was so freaking cold that we couldnt play properly at all. then practiced movements and stuff.


went to bathe at 5. surprisingly i was the first to reach the locker showerooms lah. i thought sabrina sped off at top speed but i reached there first. and guoying, yingrui and jiasian were already there bathing before alumni prac. borrowed soap from guoying and kexin cause i forgot my own. :/ then changed into banduniform. qianwen was waiting for kexin in the bathroom and she kept complaining how warm the room was and how slow kexin was. and I BATHE FASTER THEN YEO KEXIN LAHHH. haha. even though i came out like 1 second after her, but she went in wayyy earlier then me! :/


waited for jasmine to bathe finish then went up to bandroom togther. more of crawled cause jasmine was complaining about her slippers. :/ then there was like mad rush in bandroom to give out presents and letter and all! I OVERBOUGHT CHOCOLATES LAHH. wthh. i had like 1 whole pack of blast and half a pack of merci left! gave away the blast to perc. :/ then had dinner with jasmine and mian jun (which is, pathetically, my SECTION.) and read letters at the same time! (: and NUTCASE AND SAMANTHA CAME BACKK! (: and i heard rouhui being lame lah. she was like "where did you get that skirt! i think i have one too!" hahah it was band skirt lahh. :D

then a lot of teachers walked past and they were saying "whoa, it feels like we're in a japanese school!" hahaha! (:


then after that rushed down to the audi to tune up and stuff. and I SAW THIS!



waliao! still very pissed that THE DOUBLE BASSIST IS THE SHORTEST LAHHH. haha not pissed lah. but WE'RE NOT THAT SHORT LAH. ): stand on stool somemore!


then went into the audi to tune up and adjust bows and stuff. and i was like JASMINE YOUR ACTIONS PLEASE DONT RUSH DONT LAGG DONT STONE. please follow the bandd. haha. okayyyyy was damn paranoid by that time. :/ then after tuning up, went backstage while the audience start streaming in.


backstage, it was hectic. everyone was jiayou-ing everyone else, and hugging everyone else. saw monica and xiang ting preparing for their emcee speeches and wow they were gorgeous. meanwhile, some of us were crying, some were hyperventilating, but in the end we went on stage and the feeling was wow.


it was full-house. we had a full house audience cheering us on, watching us perform.


and at 7.30, APPASSIONATA XI began.


pirates was AHHHH! <3>
little fugue was quite ok. :/


simple gifts! my favourite! was damn high already. and i kept jumping about lah. and i think percussion was really nice! (: plus the lightings and all! (:


aesop's was ahhh! MR LEE IS LOVE. and JIAYING'S DRAWINGGGS. haha! so cute! the audience was damn amused by them lah! (:


perc enzem. i think they did really well! i loved techno! and ding said that HUI JUAN LOOKED SO SHUAIII. HAHA. (: hui juan and pat looked damn zai please. cannot stand them! (:


during the interval i went out and saw sok, liuyi, shena, zihui, alderbert, ding and ky. and i really want to say, THANK YOU GUYS FOR COMING. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! <3



then after interval was alumni band and junior band. then eighties! i think this was the audience's favourite. we put on our retro hairbands! and the audience was shouting for horns and euphos when they first stood up and danced for billy jean! omggg! hahah. and people were shouting for us during flash dance!!!! ahhhh so nice. and we heard people scream when mr bunny came down with the phantom mask! haha. bunny of the opera! comic relief lahhh. so hilarious. and the end of it, the audience's cheers were really exhilerating! oh man oh man. felt damn high! (:



merry window next. i thought it was quite screwed from what i heard. cause it felt like no one was loking at mr lee. :/ but surprisingly the audience thought it was good.



SAINTS. OMGGG. haha was damn nevous for this cause i thought my hand would just rot and die from excessive plucking but HEY I SURVIVED. WITHOUT FAKING OKAYY. haha. and i was hyperventilating about the twirl bass part cause i thought the basswould just fall over and dieee but hey it went ok! and i think the actions were quite nice! (:



BENNY GOODMAN AHH MY FAVOURITE! was damn emotional alreadyy cause encore. and the audience really called for encore this time round lahh. (: like really really shouted for it! and OH MAN PEOPLE WERE LAUGHING AT OUR "HORN" DANCE! ): but it's ok. WE ENJOYED OURSELVES OKAYYY. :D haha.



but then when han sheng sent me this:



"my friend say you damn enthu hopping around. HAHA"




waliao. i really wanted to dig a hole and burry myself lahhh! ):




BUT HEYYY. i was damn high okay!!! I ENJOYED MYSELF AND IT'S OKAYY. (:




and i shall just let our audience shout their praises: (ripped from qianwen's blog)






Anyways, I watched the Nanyang band concert yesterday night and it was brill!!!!!! BRILLIANT!!! When the last song had ended, everyone suddenly went "ENCORE! ENCORE!" and the band encored twice, although the songs were a bit different :D



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So as for the concert. The concert,base on the reportoire itself,has a 86%(random number) chance of encore. And We were right =D. The audience is abit too hyper,esp the nyghs schoolmates. But at least its not as bad as last weeks nanyang poli's audience! And as for the extra effects/gimmicks,I like it caz its the only 'unpredictable' thing lol The only thing i feel sad about is the injustice for the doll,what has he/she/it done to deserve being hanged on the hook above the stage! *phantom of opera theme* The sound for the band is different from the time when they played during SYF,kind of dropped,but at least they're having fun during the concert. likewise,its a well organised concert.



(and im amazed with the audience caring for MR.BUNNY. HE IS SO WELL-LOVED LAH.)



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Then went to NYCB concert (: We were late! Then no place to sit. Had to sit seperately.. horrible. :P Was v.good though.



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den was BAND CONCERT! :D nice nice. good job jo jacey chooyi and NYCB! i love the eighties. (: YAY YAY. (AND I BET EVERYBODY LOVES THE EIGHTIES)



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Yesterday was NYCB Concert. It was great. Totally own us lor... Even their Co-conductor has like 30 years of experience... Not like ours... Oh well... The whole concert was nice. Gimmicks seems a bit similar to ours though... Their junior band quite zhai... Oh well...



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I don't know if I'm biased or whatever but the band sounded pretty in shape for me! Especially SIMPLE GIFTS, it was simply lovely. And funky eighties the gimmicks were whoa hahah andand not forgetting When The Saints Go Marching In! I really enjoyed myself seeing the juniors enjoy themselves on stage. Enjoying every single bit of music they make. Grooviest band no doubt! <3> I miss NYCB! It's a good thing I got forced to join band in saps though I hated band then, all things happen for a reason and He knows best :D I LOVE NYCB. (yes. this is what NYCB is all about! )



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but nygh campus is so much nicer than hci campus (HAHA)



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went to watch appassionata XI by the nanyang concert band it was FUN :D it was really enjoyable.



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fetch us to the Nanyang Band Concert, Appassionata XI, if i'm not wrong. Anyway, saw the Nanyang pitcher there! The two Becksides kept complaining she didnt recognise them xD My mom was the conductor Miss Chong :D So cool :D Thats mostly why i went to the concert anyway. She got a nice big teddy bear (wearing the Nanyang Band Uniform) and lots of flowers! :D



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[random] hahahah. so like the school is super big and damn nice i must say !THE SCHOOL IS HOT MAN !DAMMMMN FRIGGING NICE TO TAKE PICTURES ! (HAHA AGAINN)



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Here are my comments for the concert.



Pirate's Dream: Missed the first 3 movements because Somebody was late, he thought the concert was 8pm.The last movement was quite nice, other than the "quite out of tune" horns, and bad cymbals crashing. Mallets was crisp clear =D



Little Fugue: It felt that the band did not practice a lot for this piece and were sight-reading on stage; very messy.



Simple Gifts: I quite like the sound of the band.Everything was good, except that the transitions of rhythms for drumset was quite slow.The conductor has to hold the band for her to continue to the next phrase.



Aesop Fables: Woodwinds were quite together in running notes, but I cannot hear the Flute section! Mr Lee's voice was quite comical with his "HAHA" (YAY MR LEE! <3>



Percussion Ensemble:

Under the Sea & Technology:Mallets were good definitely.Bells and marimba missed a couple of notes with "Under the Sea"Drumset was too loud on both pieces - Maybe I was on the first row, that's why.Timpani player was like "hopping" while playing technology? (HUIJUANNNNN HAHAHA.)



Alumni Band:

Celebration Overture (No Comments)

Pirates of the Caribbean - Good sound but the piece was played like so dead - not enough expressions?



Junior Band:

Simple Serenade - Clarinets were quite together

Bavarian B-B-Q - Brasses quite weak?



The Eighties: Quite impressed with the gimmicks - I think the audience loved it.The Secondary 2 double bass player played as if her instrument was a bass guitar (EH WHO ARE WHO ARE. if it's me im so going to kill this person! I LOOK LIKE A SEC 2 ?! if it's mian jun, HAHA. comeon lah. she's not sec 2. she's PRIMARY SIX. :D)And I hate the flashing lights during Phantom of the Opera - so blinding!



Merry Widow: Beautiful.But I felt that the waltz at the front was a little fast.And, the back part - tempo 200 was a little too slow?But still, good job!



When the Saints Go Marching In: Very messy.No one was watching the conductor, and everyone was everywhere.



Encore:

Benny Goodman - Quite enjoyable.



i was damn high and was enjoying myself throughout the whole concert lah. for once, this concert didnt seem like a concert. it seemed like a dream, and i didnt care about what the audience think anymore.


anyway, im damn amused by liuyi! SHE GAVE ME A DRAGONFRUITT HAHAHA. and she says cause IT LOOKS LIKE A FLOWER! haha.

anyway! thank you everyone who gave me flowers and letter and food! even though im not as xing fu as germaine who receive a bigg bouquet of roses, IT'F THE FIRST TIME I RECIEVED SO MANY FLOWERS OKAYY. i feel so touched! (: THANK YOU THANK YOU AND THANK YOU! (:

letters!


FLOWERSSS <3>chocolates! (:



and I WANT TO THANK THE SEC 4S ALSO. FOR MAKING THIS CONCERT SUCH A SUCCESS. AND MAKING IT SUCH A UNFORGETTABLE ONE. (:



namely hui juan for the retro bands and the IT stuff! mellissa for the actions and gimmicks, lightings, banners. jiaying for mr bunny! germaine and shimin for the band bears! and cynthis and shimin for always being there to supervise all of us! (:



by the way, after concert saw alot of SJI people sitting behind the auditorium backstage. all waiting for ONE PERSON. omgg. haha. that person knows who she is lah. :/ and ding jie was looking for HUI JUAN haha. but hui juan was busy. and ALOT OF PEOPLE WERE ATTRACTED BY THIS CUTE GUY IN SCHOOL. no it's not ding. not han sheng. not ky. that guy knows who he is lah. HAHA. (:



anyway, asked sok and company to go home first. if not they would have reached home at 12.30 midnight, the time which i reached home. :/


pictures after concert in the bandroom! omg i look fugly. :/
HAHA! the double bassist! (:

went KAP to celebrate afterthat. with jiaying, jasmine, melanie, germaine, sabrina, mellissa and many others.sat down to read letters and indulge in food. was too tired to do anything else. and germaine's dad fetched sabrina, jasmine and i home after that.

GROOVY GROOVY SEXY SEXY NYCB I LOVE YOU GUYS.


AND THANKS FOR EVERYTHING.


this part onwards will be abit more personal. you can stop reading.







3 years of NYCB experience for me, 4 years for you.


and i cant believe the first generation of double basses is going to pass down soon. ):


still remember the first day in NYCB, when i met you. i never thought you as intimidating, only quirky. and maybe that's the reason why i was never a good junior. =x.


cant believe 3 years just passed like this. cant believe you're going to pass down. cant believe im already sec 3, going on to sec 4.


cant believe after 3 years of playing with you by my side for every band prac, it's going to be mian jun for the next year.


cant believe the only section mate and the only senior i have for the last 3 years is going, and from now onwards, i have no senior to look up to.


i'll miss you JASMINE TAN. your madness and crapness and quirkyness during band. cause it's different having a primary six beside me.


suddenly everything seems nostalgic.


LOVE YOU, JASMINE TAN! <3>


and im sorry i cried for you vefore you did on concert night. :/

and and, WE STILL DONT HAVE A SECTION PHOTO. WE'RE THE ONLY PATHETIC SECTION WHICH DOESNT HAVE A SECTION PHOTO. you better come back and take one section photo with MIAN JUN and i okay! and we'll photo-whore like never before. (:

ich liebe Tom! 9:27 PM

Friday, July 20, 2007

less than 10 more hours to appassionata XI. :/


20072007. (:

ich liebe Tom! 10:46 AM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

in about 21 hours time,




APPASSIONATA XI BEGINS.




and i cant help but feel damn excited about it.
all in our band life we have worked so hard for is just to put up a concert every year and give it our all. (besides the SYF point anyway.)


and tmr, we present to the people out there, what NYCB is truely made of.

SOLID GOLD. :D



ya so JIAYOU NYCB. like what qianwen says, WE CAN DE. cause, like what jasmine said, we are EMO(TIONAL) PEOPLE. :D

tmr, we express our feelings and emotions through our playing for the people! (: just like what we did for SYF, like how we clinched that gold.

HAHA i cant help but to feel damn high now. despite the many letters unwritten and the zuowen undone still left on the table waiting for me! :/


I WANT TO PARADE AROUND THE SCHOOL IN BAND UNIFORM! and JASMINE TAN SHOULD DO THAT WITH ME! isnt it the LAST time you're going to wear that uniform? MUST WEAR IT PROUD. so nice kay!


and i want to thank the committee! for all their efforts and thoughts put into this concert! like the presentations and the retro hairbands by HUI JUANN :D and the pictures for aesop and mr bunny by CHAI JIAYING! so cute lah please! and the banner! by MELLISSA YEO! and the band bears for mr lee and ms chong by the comm! :D


and now i know, no matter what happens tomorrow, im going to enjoy myself! :D




AND PEOPLE PLEASE COME EARLY TMR. DONT BE LATE OK! IM TRYING TO SAVE YOU FROM A 20MINUTE WAIT OUTSIDE THE AUDI! (:

AND I WANT MY FLOWERRRR!

BYEEEEE (:

ich liebe Tom! 10:15 PM



im the world's suckiest bassist ever.


and im failing everything. im like going to fail the 3 tests (geog IH and MATHS) and the SPA practicals (BIO), which are the only tests which i took since the start of this term.


so pro lah.




im screwed for lifee. ):
/edit:
refers to jiaying's post.
people jiayou okay. we could do it for SYF '07. so why not now?
and "people" includes me myself.
cause we're ONE BAND, ONE SOUND.
bring down that audi that night man.
end edit/

ich liebe Tom! 7:21 AM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

i like totally gave up on getting a skin on livejournal so im blogging here instead. :/




APPASSIONATA XI'S IN 2 DAYS AND 1 PRAC'S TIME.

oh man oh man. -hyperventilates.-

pictures!



banners for concert! haha. i love the second one. drawn by mellisa! (:

BUT-


WALIAO. SHE MADE THE BASSIST THE SHORTEST LAH. not only that, THE BASSIST WAS ON A STOOL SOMEMORE. and she purposely drew herself the tallest. (which is kinda true) but WE'RE NOT THE SHORTEST LORH. (with the exception of LEE MIAN JUN. HAHA.) at first i thought she was drawing mian jun but then jasmine said mel wouldnt draw someone not of her batch so the bassist is JASMINE TAN instead. HAHA.

and so funny lah. the bass only has 2 strings. -.-





AND THIS IS-
COFFEEE! (the dog of course. not my sisters. :/ ) my uncle's dogg. at my grandma's house. (: so cute!

and amazingly this guy (yes. guy.) is camera shy. he kept trying to run away while i tried to take a picture of him and in the end he was so tired he lied down on the floor and i captured this. HAHA. so cute!

and he needs to go for a haircut. his hair's too long that it covers his eyes and he cant see where he's going. he keeps running over my feet without knowing it! ):
some stuffs are not meant to be said or heard.
they're meant to be felt by people.

ich liebe Tom! 9:17 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007

I NEED TO DESTRESS AND BREATHE.




im seriously panicking for tmr! omg. the paper is set by jasmine tan lah wth. and qianwen says there's loads of functions in the paper.

that's just so great lah. I CANT DO FUNCTIONS. ):


today was pretty funny with band before national anthem. huijuan was like helping mr bunny put on his phantom mask! haha! so jilarious. and she was like complaining how beng mr bunny looked. HURHUR.


and i think this year's sec 4 batch is so dedicated lah. they put in so mush effort for one concert, (partly because it's their last concert, so- ya. ) but everything's like wow. so creative and alot of effort put in.


and I CANT WAIT TO PUT ON THE RETRO HAIRBANDS FOR EIGHTIES ahhh so pretty! haah.




aye. must JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU for APPASSIONATA XI! (:

4 more days. 2 more pracs.


Nothing
You
Can
Beat


we're the music while the music lasts.

JIAYOU NYCB. (:

ich liebe Tom! 10:57 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

and I LOVE YOU LIUYI! (;


thanks for always being there for me.

and really, i miss you. ):

ich liebe Tom! 10:56 PM


i shouldnt be here.



really. i shouldnt.



if im here, i'll probably be failing my maths test. which is on this tuesday.


and im still here.




i've already wasted the whole of today and really i dont really care anymore.
i dont know why either.
band seems more important to me.




and i got some of these off the internet.


warning: image heavy!





some of these imply to my life, some of it dont. but all of them set me thinking and made me reflect on what i've been doing-
nothing. nothing at all.
grandma's just finished her operation but she's still hospitalised.
it's just 5 days 2 pracs away from APPASSIONATA XI.
32 days away from bass exam.
i really want to give it my best at this concert. really.
but i dont want to be the only one giving my best that night.

ich liebe Tom! 7:12 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

so we went to send off the new zealanders from wellington, chilton.

it wasnt a sad thing, it wasnt a happy one either. most of us just felt like it was usual, nothing had happened.

as if they had never come acrossed in our life.





yet for me, i felt nolstalgic. i dont know why. it's the same did-i-forget-anything or did-she-leave-anything-behind feeling.

it feels as if i was the one on holiday and im going back to singapore.






and i cant wait for new zealand. (:









but the thing is, URGH HE IS SO FRUSTRATING.

why must he make us perform for assembly on monday! and us somemore! when he knows that there's something called BAND CONCERT coming up! cant he get anyone else pro-er?

im sorry but IM NOT PRO at all. cant you tell?

we are so freaking screwed. good luck to qianwen and kexin for their flute and piano duet. one of us might just pon school and give up on the whole performance thing. :/






and the message just came in today.

bass exam's on 16th august, 9 .29 a.m. (what's with the ONE minute!?) i feel like my life is so over. there's still a million things to be done. tests, sias, concerts. omg.

and concert's in 9 days 4 pracs.

luckily i turned down mrs ee's offer.

ich liebe Tom! 11:05 PM


im blogging in school. during classes. wow. :/

it's geog lesson now and im very bored by the geog teacher. urgh. ):
and ros is like checking out the seat bookings in the cinemas for the harry potter movie tomorrow I'm so amazed. o.O

I desperately need to do geog report. like desperately. ): Cause were going to send the new Zealand girls from Chilton off at the airport later. and I'mgoing to miss a bit of music and I'm changing my bass lessons to tomorrow

and that made me realise how fast 3 weeks have flown by. it's time for gemma to go back to wellington already. i 'll gemma. i know i will. actually i've already started to miss her. cause without her, my desk feels so empty and the house feels so cold and silent. i feel sad. ):

and soon, the chirstchurch girls will also be going back to new zealand and there will be no more madness and craziness around in school or in town, or at east coastpark or at sentosa or even in the zoo. ):

oh well. just wish them a good and safe journey home! (:

note to self: http://www.bbc.co.uk/schools/gcsebitesize/geography/economic/industryrev6.shtml
visit for geog revision for geog test ON FRIDAY!

and yes im screwed.

-L.A. compre test tmr
-geog test on friday
-geog SIA report due on friday
-maths revision!!!!
-maths test on tuesday!
-MUSICC SIAAAA.
-OMG NYAA!

omg can die please. ): and i want to go and watch harry potter tmr! bu urgh there's something called the geog test on friday! and something called the geog report due on fridayyyy. T.T

and oh yes. there's bio SPA tmr. we're going to dissect pig's/cow's/ sheep's heart. soooooooooo fun. we get to squeeze the heart and slash it all up.

im getting sick myself.



oh. im changing to LJ soon. but im still having difficulty with the blog (QIANWENNNN! HELP! ) and since it's going to be friends locked, i'll still be keeping this to blog other stuffs. (: heh.







anyway, sabbaticals choosing is today. and OH MAN i regretted not going for the flying module! cause i met all the requirements lah. (162 cm and above and degree less than 300) and it's only 10 bucks! and I STUPIDLY JUST GAVE UP ON IT cause im afraid of heights. OH MAN OH MAN. HOW STUPID AM I?

urgh now im trying for career guidance and the chinese cuisine (cause i need for huo dong. ): ) but CAREER GUIDANCE IS 150 BUCKS. FOR 5 DAYS. FOR 3 HOURS. 50 bucks for an hour.
i am SO amazed. -.-

1 more hour to the open of sabbatical modules.




and qianwen. WOW YOU FINALLY GOT WHAT I MEAN. so fast lah. -.-








IT'S 9 DAYS AND 4 PRACS TO APPASSIONATA XI!

oh man. JIAYOU NYCB. rock the house down! (:

ich liebe Tom! 10:27 AM

Sunday, July 8, 2007

LIVE EARTH.



i think the message was put quite clearly: look at the world today.

and:

quote from vera shaw:

I PROMISE TO NOT TAKE A PLASTIC BAG UNLESS NECESSARY
I PROMISE TO USE THE YELLOW RECYCLE BAGS THE GOVERNMENT GIVES ME
I PROMISE TO SWITCH OFF ALL ELECTRICAL APPLIANCES AFTER USE
I PROMISE TO NOT LET THE WATER RUN WHEN IM SOAPING MYSELF
I PROMISE TO TAKE PUBLIC TRANSPORT IF POSSIBLE AND NOT CAB UNNECESSARILY


dont you feel inspired to do the same? (:








went to east coast park with gemma, stephanie, grace, kaiyun, ayan and chelsea. supposed to meet samantha and mehica (is that how you spell her name?!) there but apparently we were at section A and they were at section G. omgg. they tried walking to macs but died halfway and gave up, cabbing home. :/ sorry! ):

met liuyi and lydia over there with andrea. they were rollerblading and liuyi's so pro at that lah please. anyway. chelsea wanted to go swimming and at first no one else wanted to go cause steph was like "eh the sea very dirty leh. got rubbish one." and the new zealanders freaked out. ayan brought 2 sets of swimming costumes but didnt feel like swimming, so she went rollerblading and cycling instead. in the end chelsea, gemma and grace went swimming in the sea. grace and gemma borrowed ayan's swimming costume though.

at first when chelsea went into the water, she drifted so far out to sea that she fell over and started choking. we got so worried that we started souting to her to swim back and she shouted "i cant!"

we panicked, and gracewas like laughing at her! gemma was fliming her and kaiyun and steph were like standing at the bay shouting for her to come back. :/ i was like "omg is she okay is she okay?"

but she eventually managed to come back and she laughed at the scene of us from the sea. must have been hilarious hurhur. :/

while the new zealanders enjoyed themselves in the sea, and ayan from UK went biking, kaiyun sat on the beach to read magazines (when she was supposed to be doing her homework.) and steph and i were like wading in the water at bay. SHE BULLIED ME by splashing sea water at me while grace and chelsea were trying to drown gemma. hurhur. and chelsea ran up shore to give me a big wet huggg. oh i was so grateful. -.- and grace came to join her, wetting my favourite top. ):

then steph and i went to get icecreams for the group and we forgot that ice creams were stuff that can melt. so we walked the distance back with 7 ice creams melting like mad under the hot sun. haha so damn hilarious lah. :/ omggg. haha.

and i realised steph and i have alot of things in common! we have the same shoe size, (which is rare since my feet are so big.) and her chinese name is ying xiu, while im xiu ying in hanyu pinyin. and it's written with the same chinese chracters! but then again, she's 167 while im only 164! and she's wayyy much madder then me! im more sane. HAHA.






on the other hand:

it's TWELVE DAYS to APPASSIONATA XI.

and siewying, you're not doing anything. and you're so freaking screwed for bass exams. it's only 6 weeks away. and you cant even play a single exam piece properly.

and mian jun! i need to get your piano scores from edwyna for bass exams. :/ remind me.

i think im turning down mrs ee's offer for me to play for CO for the HMP concert. sorry mrs ee, but i think my bass exam's around there. sorryyy! ): but aye it's safe with edwyna around. she's like wayyyyyy much pro-er than me. i'll probably play everything wrongly and ruin everything.

I PROMISE TO GO BACK TO BANDROOM EVERY LUNCH TO PRAC FROM TMR ONWARDS.

cause really, band is like the most important thing to me now. nothing else matters, not even _______.

cause i realised, they dont deserve it at all.






and i realised my NYAA is so freaking screwed. URGHHH. i havent started any sessions of it at all! omggg.

i NEED to revise maths. and bio. and music. and geog.
and there's geog test this week OMGG. ):

can someone freaking teach me geog? JASMINEEEE. ): industry right!!! you can teach me maths at the same time! (:

and SHENA. i need music notes!!! ): test is comingggggggg. ):







and we need to grow up.

ich liebe Tom! 9:31 PM


and it just worsens.




she just left me hanging when i asked her, and yet she blogged another thing.




im starting to feel tianhui's point.
our class is full of fake asses.



and i am pissed again.

ich liebe Tom! 12:50 AM

Saturday, July 7, 2007

IT'S THE 7TH NIGHT OF JULYYYY. (:






AND MY HEART IS THUMPING.

i dont know out of heartthrob or heartache.








went to clarke quay with gemme today, and i saw him with her.

i was shocked, and still am, when i saw them although i knew.
and im still awed by destiny.

cause
if that night she hadnt talked to me and i hadnt talked to him,
they wouldnt be together now.




weird how it all works, fate.





it's 12 midnight


it's 8th july
it's his birthday.

ich liebe Tom! 11:56 PM

Friday, July 6, 2007

im so freaking pissed.









i borrowed it from her and lent it to L. and when L got it, it was already spoiled. i even smsed her to make see if it was already like this and she said yes, just glue it back. L volunteered to repair it although she didnt mange to get it repaired in the end. and now she says she'll get it repaired and I have to pay for it.

and i've never even played on it.










next they tell me i've got no duty, then they say i've got duty from 9.15 to 2.30 tmr.

which means i cant go for band.

and HELLO. ive got a concert coming up? it's just 15 days away. and i still cant play very well? and the stupid shift has to be THE WHOLE DAY.

^%#$%*







and now they say we're freaking screwed for project and they made it sound like it was my fault. i've been asking what i can do for the project for ages and they never said a single word. and now suddenly it's my fault that i dont know anything or do anything at all.

like they ever said a word about it. im like invisible to them. im never there. im only a punchbag.








the point is: im damn tired from walking at the asian civilisation museum and at the esplande and im so screwed for homework tmr and suddenly these 3 things happen just all at once.





im pissed okay.


PISSED OFF.

ich liebe Tom! 11:30 PM

Thursday, July 5, 2007

look at this!
















SO CUTE RIGHT! I STARE AT THE BASSIST AND HYPERVENTILATES. HAHA OH MAN. STAND ON THE CHAIR. THAT MUST BE MIANJUN! :D
awww ok mianjun dont be sad. YOU'LL GROWWW. (:

i look at it and i miss band. ):

and i've been missing band for the past few weeks cause of the exchange thing. like today! went ot little india today with the exchange girls and they were so excited about getting hennas. haha.
i've never done one before so dont ask me about it. but it was pretty cool! they couldnt stop getting hennas done on their hands and wrists and ankles and their backs. so they ended up walking around with half of their tops staying up and walking around saying "dont touch me! dont touch me!"
they were fascinated by the saris. gemma couldnt get around without stopping and taking a look at each shop. and grace was like "i came here and spent 600 bucks! and i've only got 100 bucks left! im so not going to survive this. " haha!
yet they were quite shocked and frightened by the people there. the many shopkeepers were very nice people, yet the people who frequent there were weird! and being tourists, many people made rude gestures at them , especially with them having half of their tops up. :/
and grace claims that she's scarred for life. after what she saw today. -.-
OH OH. then there was this photographer who were taking photos there. and he took loads of pictures of the exchange girls with their hennas. o.O at the end of all of it he was like "im a photographer for BBC." and the girls were like "WHAT?!" he gave them his namecard after that. :/
here's him:
weirdd.
i was dead tired after little india today. just dropped dead after coming back from school.

and i havent finished my ying yong wen! ):
i cant wait for tmr! (: youth day funfair!

ich liebe Tom! 11:54 PM

Monday, July 2, 2007

busy weekend!


went out to orchard with the exchange girls on saturday and went to chinatown at night with gemma. then stayed over in sentosa with gemma from sunday to monday.



now im dead tired.



but I TRIED THE TRAPEZE! it's fun! (: but our hands and arms ached after that. ):




and im screwed for homework NOW. cause being sick for 2 days means alot of homework to catch up on. ):

oh and SOMEONE GET ME THE ACCESSORIES HANGER THING THING i saw in sentosa! it's like 40 bucks but it's so pretty! the dress is so so so so nice! but gemma says it costs around 20 bucks in new zealand so i'll be there to get these definitely! (: haha.

i miss holidays already. and the next ones arent here till december.



yet i cant wait for funfair. a major break from all the tests and homework!



oh btw, we've got the tablet classroom! that means we've got tablets for classes! (:
well everything would be fine if that stupid classroom didnt have to be on the fourth floor.
they should really let us use the lifts!



but then again, we really need the exercise.
just dont fall over the railing like how the R.I. guy did.

that guy was one lucky guy though.















and I NEED A BREAKK.

from all the SIAs.

ich liebe Tom! 10:35 PM


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