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Friday, August 31, 2007
     wasted the whole of this week away! ): maths retest was crap. i bet i failed the test again! and i dont see the point of 350 of us retaking the stupid test. -.- anyway, i didnt manage to do much revision. MUST MUG HARD DURING HOLIDAYS. oh man. and PRAC FOR MUSIC ASSESSMENT. i bet im like the lousiest music student in my class lah. ): things have been happening in band. we're selling MOONCAKES at 35 BUCKS to RAISE FUND FOR OUR BAND'S TRIP TO JAPAN NEXT YEAR. please support us and BUY FROM US. you'll be doing us a very big favour by helping us getting out of this small little overpopulated sunny island called SINGAPORE for THE VERY FIRST TIME. (: and well, other stuffs has been happening also. :/ teachers' day today was a a blast. loved the sec 1's class performance where they had PCK inside, and the o levels performance also. (: SO CUTE LAH . <3> oh oh! and THE MATHS DEPARTMENT! SO CUTE LAHHHHHHHH. <3333> went to kap with yihui and kexin, then talked alot alot alot. then went to dlss with yihui. contemplated on whether to go in or not, then decided not to. WE MET YANYI. and yanyi and i decided to chill out at yihui's place. haha. (: talked. alot alot alot. lots changed lah. WE MUST HAVE A DLS CHALET. ): haha. AND WALIAO. why is everybody around me SO TALL NOW. I FEEL SHORT. THAT'S BAAAAADDDDDDDD. I WANT TO BE TALLLLL. ): (WAILS) I CANT BELIEVE HOW MUCH THE GUYS HAVE GROWN. IT'S SO UNFAIR! ): and scary at the same time. :/ im addicted to sha1 shou3 by lin jun jie. it's such a morbid song! but i love it. :/ liuyi lah! made me addicted haha! j.k.j.k. (: ich liebe Tom! 10:48 PM Sunday, August 26, 2007
this weekend's been rather unfruitful. :/ i simply havent started revising! which is BADDD. and the maths retest is just this thursda. eoys are drawing nearer. on the other hand, grandma's been in hospital for a week. i've never seen her like this. never this weak and frail. and i've never seen him like this before. so afraid. so much so that he has to act brave to cover it up. maybe it's because of 5 months of NS and the things he has been through. and im not used to seeing him like that. he's always so carefree and confident. he's always so firm and he ALWAYS know what's best and what to do. but this time round, he doesnt. im just afraid that i have to go through what i dont want to go through. i regretted not spending more time with her. and now when i want to, i cant cause of all these exams coming up. ): but i seriously wouldnt care about all these exams if my parents didnt emphasize on them so much. family is more important to me. why cant human to made to treasure the people and the things they have now, rather than regretting when everything's gone? koped from chai jiaying. language you speak or understand... [] hakka [x] hokkien [] cantonese [x] mandarin [] other chinese languages total - 2 food you fancy.. [x] wanton mee [x] tangyuan [x] chicken rice [x] char kuay teow [x] porridge/broth total - 5 festivals you celebrate.. [x] chinese new yr [] vesak day [] hungry ghost fest. [] chengbeng [] chap goh meh total - 1 habits.. [x] use slangs while speakin english [x] prefers chopsticks [ ] speaks chinese most of the time [ ] prefer chinese tea over english tea [x] reads chinese news and mags total - 3 movies watched.. [ ] happy birthday [ ] the eye part i, ii & iii [ ] super fans [ ] kungfu mahjong part i & ii [x] the banquet total - 1 others.. [x] prefers soy sauce over ketchup [x] been to a buddhist temple [x] able to sing chinese songs [x] attended concert of a chinese star [x] remembers your chinese zodiac total - 5 believes in... [ ] believes in chinese gods [ ] believes in karma [ ] believes in ghosts [ ] believes in the reborn cycle [ ] believes in buddha total - 0 family.. [x] both parents speak chinese [ ] both parents from chinese jr sch [ ] siblings studied in a chinese sch (NYPS hahaha) [ ] have a chinese picture in the hse [ ] been to china with family total - 1 features.. [x] have black hair [x] have chinese color skin [ ] have small eyes (idk) [ ] have small sized feet [ ] wears dark lipstick colours total - 2 Home... [ ] has a pet dog [ ] has a pet fish [ ] has a pet cat [ ] has a fengshui item [ ] has a statue of a chinese god total - 0 TAKE THE GRAND TOTAL AND MULTIPLY BY 2.EQUALS.. below 20 - abit chinese 20 - 49 - half chinese 50 - 79 - just chinese 80 - 100 - pure chinese GRAND TOTAL = 40 oh right im half chinese. :/ ich liebe Tom! 9:50 PM Thursday, August 23, 2007
why do i always miss the batch stuff. ): after watching all the concert videos and relieving all the memories, the concert feeling's rushing back to me. i love band. after all that i've been through, after all the conflicts that i've heard, all the criticisms from others, all the comparision of us being in band or being in string enzem, all the neglect from the teachers, i think back at all the applause and encore screams that we received that night. and i love band. i really do. and you want me to play for hcjc strings? and you expect me to hate band after all these? after all the tears, the hugs, the encouragement, the bonds between us? sorry i cant do it. when i said that band bassists usually cant play string's stuff, i was giving a FAKE answer. did you even think i could make it? or was it just band getting onto your nerves. after everybody's judgement that im better off somewhere else, i still choose band. why cant others just do the same? why cant YOU? ich liebe Tom! 10:14 PM Tuesday, August 21, 2007
you know. i realised im so freaking screwed cause I HAVENT FREAKING STARTED ON NYAA. ): which is pretty much more than "freaking screwed". :/ im sad okay! okay that doesnt sound sad at all. ): rawrrr. i just cant find AN INSPIRATION TO MUG. so amazing lah. jasmine: "your batch is suicidal lah." and then i look at qianwen and im so amused. ich liebe Tom! 8:23 PM Monday, August 20, 2007
im such a genius. so much so that i'll fail terribly for math. i SUCK at functions. ): it's my worst nightmare. ich liebe Tom! 10:04 PM Sunday, August 19, 2007
i took this personality test :http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx and i found it amazingly true. Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. (which is sad, but true!) The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. (which is what i would do, but i didnt.) Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (hmm. :/) The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (YESS. oh man. ): ) How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (THIS IS SO TRUE. ): ) What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. (again, SAD. but true.) Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (haha. so true.) and this quiz:http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test94.aspx Your Handwriting Here is the analysis: You are a sociable and outgoing person. You enjoy attending parties and seek attention from people wherever you can. The closer you place your words together, the more afraid you are of being left alone. Loneliness is your one great fear. and some other quizzes lah. Bright and Cheerful You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well. What are the causes of your conflicts with friends? A map and a compass are a sign of seriousness. However, you often forget the time and place for your appointment with friends which bores them right? So, don't mix up your schedule and recheck it in order to follow the schedule correctly. The Mass Communicator You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help. The House Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are talkative and sociable. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You always have plans on your mind. This might cause a lot of stress if things don't go the way you expect. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself. Here is the analysis: Your ideal mate has a good figure. You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true. You are in despair about your lack of success. That's your attitudes towards success. You realize that there are always ups and downs. Joy and sorrow are constant companions. You are emotional, sincere and optimistic. What Would You Do? Do you have a chance with the one you love?You have no confidence. You try to take chances but always miss them since you are too scared to really jump in and try. In any case, if you don't make any efforts to meet people, no relationship is going to get started. The Eating Test You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over. You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals. yea im bored. like seriously ich liebe Tom! 2:04 PM Saturday, August 18, 2007
i hate it nobody gets anything done. it doesnt get any better. --- aye. it's just 31 more days (in 10 more minutes, it's 30 more days.) to EOYs. i need to focus and study. after that happened, i didnt want to care anymore. cause we're nothing in the eyes of her. i need to direct my attention on other stuff! i dont need another heartbreak. ich liebe Tom! 11:43 PM finally. i cried. and i really cried like i did during aiwen's batch's passing down when i was sec 1. really heartfelt and desperate. i now it sounds so cliche but no words can really describe all my feelings. there's so much to tell them, yet i dont know how to say to them. i'll really miss the sec 4s. i already do. it's just so scary thinking about the future without them, and thinking back, they've really done alot alot alot of things for the band. which we failed to really appreciate and be thankful for. like i've said, this year's sec 4 comm has been the best comm and band was really fun with them. what's going to happen now? dedicated to jasmine: 'On The Side of Me' By Corrinne May I'm not the easiest person to love I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me I'm not too proud of some things I've done in my life The skeletons in my closet Are too big for me to hide Yet you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me Blessed Charity You're on the side of me on the side of me Everyone needs a friend to hold when it's cold outside and there's no place to go Everyone needs a friend to hold all alone I cried there was no place to go I remember when nobody cared but you I'm not the easiest person to love But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth 'Cause you choose to be on the side of me on the side of me What a mystery You're on the side of me on the side of me Everyone needs a friend to hold when it's cold outside and there's no place to go Everyone needs a friend to hold all alone I cried there was no place to go I remember when nobody cared Nobody cared But you... thanks jasmine, for all the things you've done, and all the fun memories you've gave me. will always remember all the fun bus rides we had, the bass lessons, the talks and whisperings during intervals (even when we werent supposed to), the walks together, the silly stuff we did, all our "ER4 REN2 SHI4 JIE4" and the small stuff you did for me and everything else. plus all the times we laughed like nobody's business, and cried like no one else cared. i cant thank you enough for everything, and I MISS YOU. ): im already at a loss. and as you know, WO3 HEN3 AI4 KU1. even when i pretend to be damn strong and a very carefree, happy go lucky, boucy and crazy person in school, you still saw through me. :/ so smart lah. THANKS AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING. i'll never forget you. --- im really confused. im damn pissed with what kexin told me, yet i still dont know if it's true. cause one end says this while the other says another. but it cant just be coincidence, can it? is she THAT confident? but like what kexin said, WE CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. THAT'S WHY. THAT'S WHY im so pissed about it. why cant we? DONT WE HAVE A SAY? everything's so superficial. and i just cant believe she actually said it. ich liebe Tom! 12:38 AM Thursday, August 16, 2007
jiaying's nic: actions speaks louder than words. passing down today. there's loads i want to say, but i dont know how to. :/ they'll just come out like crap. haha. i just cant believe it's 3 years already. everything happened so fast. it seems like yesterday that i was sec 1. and now, we're going to be the leading batch. it's time to change. things should have been done about it a long time ago. i realised i changed alot from when i was sec 1. i changed in many ways. some for the good and some for the bad. which adds up to: bad. and it's time to change again. i dont know what's happening- i have split personalities. im a totally different person in band and in class AND at home. and the best thing is: i dont know why. im so freaking high during band and so emo at home that i can just cry like shit at home cause of passing down. but today i didnt. im surprised at myself. or maybe it's more of i want to cry but i cant. 3 years of NYCB experience, I HAVE FEELINGS ONE OKAY. i'll miss sec 4s alot alot ALOT. even those whom i wasnt very close to. thinking back, i was more close to sec 4s than sec 3s. mainly because our pathetic section only had jasmine and i that's why i was always hanging around with sec 4s. i respected tham alot. even though i dont show it (yes i dont show it at all. ) but really, we couldnt have made it without the sec 4s. and this year's sec 4 batch is like the best i've known so far. and now they're gone. no more bus rides with germaine, sabrina, jasmine or pearlynne; no more messing around with huijuan and jiaying; NO MORE NUTCASE. and i cant believe that the next person that im going to look up to is not shimin or cynthia, it's CHERYL and TIANHUI. which kind of feels weird. no more TALLEST PERSON a.k.a. THE HIGHEST POINT a.k.a. MELLISSA YEO in band. i really dont know what we're going to do without them. i really dont know what I'M going to do without them. i guess i should start socialising with the juniors- something which i really havent done, except with MIAN JUN. but i realised im closing up again. sometimes i just really feel like crawling back into my own "shell" and just live in my own world, cutting all my communications means with the outside world. live in self-denial. live like an orstrich and hide her head underground. im at a loss. anyway, congrats to the newly elected comm members! (namely, cheryl tianhui yunjia valerie ros ziyan!) yay! i think we have a very nice comm! all very competent! must give them all our support! (: and haha! suddenly feel quite happy and relieved that im not in comm! if not i'll be so stressed out by all these SMART SMART PEOPLE. i'll just be a loner inside lah! haha! jiayous to the new comm! (: kudos to the old comm! HAHA. (: ich liebe Tom! 11:57 PM Wednesday, August 15, 2007
everything's gone wrong. i mean, so what if today's nanyang 90th anniversary. today sucked. why cant people just have respect for us lah. if some uniform group like NPCC or GUIDES having their CCA, and they're like marching or pitching a tent, you dont just walk through them right? similarly, you dont just walk through the band. it's very rude. it's not like we invisible or something. and it's not like you're some big shot that the band has to move their stands or chairs or instruments just for YOU to walk pass us, WHILE WE'RE PLAYING. no. we're not transparent. you dont just walk through a guzheng or CO performance do you. dont understand why some people just have to cut through the WHOLE BAND every monday before national anthem lah. yes there is a BIG BIG PATH OVER THERE IT'S SO TEMPTING TO JUST RUN ACROSS IT AND RUSH DOWN. but please lah, some CCA is here practicing and you just cut through the whole practice? respect can? and the best thing is, some people must choose to cut through the band. when they know it's impossible. i mean, even if WE'RE not there, our chairs and stands and INSTRUMENTS are there. and you choose to walk there? some others are smarter. they just STEP on our instruments like NOTHING HAPPENED. the next one steps on it again, and the next one, and the next one. like ?! SO BLIND ARH. CANNOT SEE A INSTRUMENT THERE ISIT. your legs so short for you to STEP OVER the instrument isit? and you can just walk away like nothing happened. hello? you just step on an instrument that costs $12000?! spoil YOU PAY ISIT. the next time, JUST DONT CUT ACROSS THE BAND. you're just asking for trouble. and i cant believe i broke down twice over that freaking incident lah. it just proves to show how much the school ostrasize us. and when photo taking came, ccas like guides and chinese dance could wear their costumes and uniforms and take as a cca. what were we told to do? "go back to your own class." ?! i mean! ya lah, ALL WE DID WAS play for the march past. HOW HARD CAN THAT BE? so WHY SHOULD WE GET TO WEAR OUR UNIFORM AND TAKE AS A CCA? the best thing is : we got scolded TWICE by our chinese teacher and mrs chew. :/ i understand why lah. but it just adds to my depressing mood. URGH. ); on a "BRIGHTER" note, it's 12 MORE HOURS TO MY BASS EXAM. so exciting! -.- i cant sight read! i cant do aural! i cant play A SINGLE SCALE properly! and my pieces SUCK! im SOOOOOOOOOO going to "PASS!" wow im so amazed. im going to die twice tmr. like, thanks? i died so many times today. how many more lives do i have? ich liebe Tom! 9:29 PM Monday, August 13, 2007
     why's everything so surreal? ich liebe Tom! 10:58 PM Friday, August 10, 2007
dad: "you're too thin. but you're too heavy." me: "huh?!" --- it's 5 MORE DAYS TO BASS EXAMS. and before that, I STILL HAVE LOADS TO DO. -chem ws. -maths ws 13.2 -maths ws 13.3 -bio revision ws -maths revision ws -music assginment ws -MUSIC SIA. -revise for culture test! -FINISH OVERDUE CHINESE HOMEWORK. (e.g. baozhangbaodao, yuedubaogao, shigaoyuwo etc.) AND RECOVER FROM SORE THROAT. i freaking need to get my voice back FOR BASS EXAM or else i dont need to go le. HOW TO DO AURAL LIKE THAT? im panicking. and the best thing is: the person before me is the PRO DARREN GUY. im so freaking screwed. ich liebe Tom! 9:10 PM Thursday, August 9, 2007
it's national day. and IM SICK. im afraid that i cant make it for the gala dinner. ): anyway, koped this from qianwen's blog. HI EVERYONE! TODAY, we will be going to advertise my school, which is NANYANG GIRLS' HIGH. what is so great about nanyang girls high? WELL! we all go to HCI straight! Do you know that we don't have to take our O lvls? And that our curriculum is not based on the O lvl syllabus!And the discipline in our school is great! If you don't bring your name tag, did you know you could get demerits? Isn't that cool? Such strict enforcement of school rules! Don't you parents love it? Yeah, right. Parents, if you have any sense left in you; if you haven't gone insane like all the other kiasu parents of Singapore, please do NOT send your daughter to nanyang. It would be the greatest regret of your entire life, and really, if you doubt what i say, just send your girl to nanyang and see how her life becomes ruined. For me, really, after spending 2 and a half years of hell in there, i don't really care anymore. My only motivation to go to school is to see my friends, and to try to make the best out of my schooling career. And you know, try to keep my record clean, but apparently, we know its so impossible. Not bringing name tags calls for demerits? Does that even make sense to you? YES, i understand that children should learn the importance of discipline, BUT DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT A DEMERIT DOES TO YOUR KID? It robs her of ALOT of chances in life! And you know what? The teachers don't even set a good example themselves. Just because they are more "senior", more "superior" (and this cannot be justified), they dont have to wear name tags. And we do. Why? I have no idea. If you have questions, maybe you should try interrogating the school's management. But its not like you're going to get any answers out of them, so don't bother. I think you get the picture, so we'll be moving on to the next part of the advertisement. (okay maybe im exaggerating too much. *comes back down to earth*) OUR CURRICULUM IS NOT BASED ON O LVL's SYLLABUS! wow, parents, that's great! right? wrong. what's so great about learning a lvl stuff right now? what's so great about being different from the rest? In fact, i don't feel any different. We learn such difficult stuff now, we learn such stuff that we cannot absorb, the teachers impose such difficult standards upon us -- parents honestly, do you think your child will survive? They are failing. Of course, it looks nice and pretty on the straits times papers. But so? Do you know that for all our exams.. (with the exception of that o lvl) We fail badly? Sure, parents will agree that one should suffer and later reap the fruits of her hard labor. Yeah, maybe that is true. But now, i warn you, for the first 4 years of her life, you will scold her, and make her feel like killing herself inside, because she keeps failing the exams set by the school. The only time she gets it easy is during O lvls. Oh but now they are abolishing o levels! So she'll just fail constantly! SO EXCITING! maybe you should try interrogating the school's management. But its not like you're going to get any answers out of them, so don't bother. See parents? nanyang is just a name coated with honeyed praise from the ignorant public. there is no worth in the school.elitist school? It defames the word "elite". i hate that school, and i bet many nanyang girls share my exact sentiments. So what sets nanyang apart? Its ridiculous miscellaneous fees, its ridiculous CCA fees, ridiculous systems of embezzling our funds somehow, and ridiculous teachers. and the way it covers things up so perfectly. Nanyang, you can fool the people outside your school, but you will never fool the people INSIDE your school. This is one of the worst schools i've known. its not even democracy. Democracy is a system FOR THE INTERESTS OF THE MAJORITY. do you even know what we feel? have you even TRIED finding out? Whenever we post an objection to something, you just use your oh-so-politically-correct answer to silence us. What is wrong with you guys? Why can't you accept that we can't always be that nanyang girl sterotype, the one with thick glasses, five million library books and straight As? Cause we arent like that. Why are all our sabbaticals about studies? Wasn't the sabbatical week a week to learn USEFUL things that we will not usually learn in curriculum? And though i agree that biology is something unorthodox for us physics students, but why force us physics students to learn biology when we are CLEARLY not interested? it is... NOT USEFUL TO US. Oh don't go saying we should know as much as possible, OUR BRAIN IS JUST AS BIG AS YOURS, AND I DONT REMEMBER YOU LEARNING 11 SUBJECTS AT ONCE. and next we're going to learn ALL THE CHINESE DIALECTS JUST BECAUSE CHINA IS A RISING POWER? Right? Yeah i know. This is how you prepare us for the world! By making our teenage life so horrible, that it can only get better from the day we graduate. (of course, thats IF we graduate) Nanyang, nanyang. A school of its own kind. Face it parents. Send your daughter into nanyang, and one day she'll turn out to be like me. for me, i find it amusing. ich liebe Tom! 11:11 PM Tuesday, August 7, 2007
im obsessed- with window shopping online. i really love these! especially her version 2 and version 4. (: http://sugarfling.livejournal.com/4698.html#cutid1 but sadly i cant afford them. too ex. ): sugarfling's one of my few favourites! alongside with getplush, http://glitterydelight.livejournal.com/, http://petalthots.blogspot.com/, http://www.cherylbianca.blogspot.com/ and http://paperdoll-co.livejournal.com/ i want to know where they get their charms! so nice. ): im pretty bored. im worried sick for the long holiday, cause it means no time to prac for bass exam at all, and im really screwed for it. like REALLY SCREWED. it's 9 more days, maybe only 2 more lessons before the exam. it just doesnt work out. ich liebe Tom! 9:18 PM Monday, August 6, 2007
it's not like i want to be diagnosed with so many "sickness". it's not like i love the trips to these centers for all my different types of checkups. and i know, it's not like im going to die after 6 months or something, but still, all the pills are slowly killing my liver. and it's not like i enjoy missing band just to go for all these uselss stuff, where i sit and pay for my precious time to be wasted. it's not like i have too much money and nowhere to spend. so amazing. i failed both IH and GEOG THREE TIMES in a row. why am i not surprised. it's just 10 more days left to bass exam, and 43 more days to eoys. the panic's arisen. and smack in the middle of all of that, i have HMP concert and gala dinner to "contemplate" about. i feel conflicted. my life's freaking screwed. with the amount of homework that i owe and havent filed. and other stuffs like BAND and BASS and O LEVEL MUSIC. im so prepared to scrape music again. and maths isnt making me feel any better. trigo sucks. ): can you feel the intense insecurity overwhelming you? i need to start doing revision. i need HUIJUAN. ): ich liebe Tom! 8:19 PM Sunday, August 5, 2007
im damn pissed with myself now. partly because i slacked my whole weekend away trying to finish reading harry potter and the deathly hollows and i totally didnt start on huodong or hongloumeng, which means im so freaking screwed for tmr- but also because i didnt realised that IT'S sabbaticals week just passed so fast, i didnt realised it's august already. organic food's been really really fun! learnt alot of stuff about organic food and organic farms and HOW TO COOK. a very big accomplishment okay! (: and career planning's been really informative, both about the job society and our own personalities! (: and kendra's been constantly reminding me that IT'S 44 MORE DAYS TO EOYS. while people like tianhui and kendra have already started to study for eoys, im here worrying about HOMEWORK and CHINESE TEST THIS TUESDAY and FILING. and of course, BASS EXAM. i need to have serious lunch pracs now. :/ and start on study plan! rawrrr. and i realised that they didnt call me at all. ich liebe Tom! 9:42 PM Wednesday, August 1, 2007
i want to run. or swim. more for distressing and refreshing myself actually. nothing at home seems to go right anymore. ich liebe Tom! 9:06 PM |
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