Saturday, August 18, 2007

finally.


i cried. and i really cried like i did during aiwen's batch's passing down when i was sec 1. really heartfelt and desperate.

i now it sounds so cliche but no words can really describe all my feelings. there's so much to tell them, yet i dont know how to say to them. i'll really miss the sec 4s. i already do. it's just so scary thinking about the future without them, and thinking back, they've really done alot alot alot of things for the band. which we failed to really appreciate and be thankful for. like i've said, this year's sec 4 comm has been the best comm and band was really fun with them.

what's going to happen now?

dedicated to jasmine:

'On The Side of Me'
By Corrinne May

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...


thanks jasmine, for all the things you've done, and all the fun memories you've gave me. will always remember all the fun bus rides we had, the bass lessons, the talks and whisperings during intervals (even when we werent supposed to), the walks together, the silly stuff we did, all our "ER4 REN2 SHI4 JIE4" and the small stuff you did for me and everything else. plus all the times we laughed like nobody's business, and cried like no one else cared. i cant thank you enough for everything, and I MISS YOU. ): im already at a loss. and as you know, WO3 HEN3 AI4 KU1. even when i pretend to be damn strong and a very carefree, happy go lucky, boucy and crazy person in school, you still saw through me. :/ so smart lah.

THANKS AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING.
i'll never forget you.




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im really confused.

im damn pissed with what kexin told me, yet i still dont know if it's true. cause one end says this while the other says another.

but it cant just be coincidence, can it? is she THAT confident?
but like what kexin said, WE CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.

THAT'S WHY.

THAT'S WHY im so pissed about it. why cant we? DONT WE HAVE A SAY?




everything's so superficial.
and i just cant believe she actually said it.

ich liebe Tom! 12:38 AM


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