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Thursday, August 16, 2007
jiaying's nic: actions speaks louder than words. passing down today. there's loads i want to say, but i dont know how to. :/ they'll just come out like crap. haha. i just cant believe it's 3 years already. everything happened so fast. it seems like yesterday that i was sec 1. and now, we're going to be the leading batch. it's time to change. things should have been done about it a long time ago. i realised i changed alot from when i was sec 1. i changed in many ways. some for the good and some for the bad. which adds up to: bad. and it's time to change again. i dont know what's happening- i have split personalities. im a totally different person in band and in class AND at home. and the best thing is: i dont know why. im so freaking high during band and so emo at home that i can just cry like shit at home cause of passing down. but today i didnt. im surprised at myself. or maybe it's more of i want to cry but i cant. 3 years of NYCB experience, I HAVE FEELINGS ONE OKAY. i'll miss sec 4s alot alot ALOT. even those whom i wasnt very close to. thinking back, i was more close to sec 4s than sec 3s. mainly because our pathetic section only had jasmine and i that's why i was always hanging around with sec 4s. i respected tham alot. even though i dont show it (yes i dont show it at all. ) but really, we couldnt have made it without the sec 4s. and this year's sec 4 batch is like the best i've known so far. and now they're gone. no more bus rides with germaine, sabrina, jasmine or pearlynne; no more messing around with huijuan and jiaying; NO MORE NUTCASE. and i cant believe that the next person that im going to look up to is not shimin or cynthia, it's CHERYL and TIANHUI. which kind of feels weird. no more TALLEST PERSON a.k.a. THE HIGHEST POINT a.k.a. MELLISSA YEO in band. i really dont know what we're going to do without them. i really dont know what I'M going to do without them. i guess i should start socialising with the juniors- something which i really havent done, except with MIAN JUN. but i realised im closing up again. sometimes i just really feel like crawling back into my own "shell" and just live in my own world, cutting all my communications means with the outside world. live in self-denial. live like an orstrich and hide her head underground. im at a loss. anyway, congrats to the newly elected comm members! (namely, cheryl tianhui yunjia valerie ros ziyan!) yay! i think we have a very nice comm! all very competent! must give them all our support! (: and haha! suddenly feel quite happy and relieved that im not in comm! if not i'll be so stressed out by all these SMART SMART PEOPLE. i'll just be a loner inside lah! haha! jiayous to the new comm! (: kudos to the old comm! HAHA. (: ich liebe Tom! 11:57 PM |
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