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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
RAHH IM DYINGGG. today is a very sad and depressed day. D: i got poked in my bubble so many times. D: i feel so dejected now. to know whatever that i inspire to be next time can never be fulfilled, cause i chose the wrong path to walk in the first place. D: okay i feel like #$%&*^$ now but HAIYA. nobody knows how important it is to me. D: i really really wanted it. and now it's like all over cause i realised i cant go on from here. at all. there's hardly any route left to go, it's like a dead. it's like telling me, it's time to let go. something which i cant do at all. i cant imagine how life without band would be. seriously. and yet it seems like i really have to let it go. band in JC? nein. i cant play any instrument they offer, and they dont offer the instru i play. and to see others so close to achieving their dreams, MY DREAMS, is just so agonizing D; i feel freaking helpless, like im standing rooted to a spot and the whole world is just passing by, with me in the shadows. i seriously dont know what to do anymore. it's like im now at a dead end, and i cant turn back, turning back would mean square 1, that far away from my dreams AGAIN. and best lah. SHE snatched the other dream away from me. --- okay im stressed. music presentation's tmr and the rubrics are MADNESS. D: it's like:
GREAT. i "smartly" went to choose stravinsky's symphony on NEOCLASSICISM. D: and now i dont understand a single thing im about to present to my music class with a pathetic population of only 6 people. and i cant mark out the points on the score! i still dont understand the concept of neoclassicism, which means im going to die. im going to fail tmr's presentation.
and passing down's on coming thursday! D: im sorry my dear section, im not really for gifts. HOW BOUT A GREAT BIG HUG. :D ich liebe Tom! 8:18 PM |
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