lyrics:
Ihr guckt immer gerade aus
You always look straight ahead
Habt uns nicht kommen sehen
Haven’t seen us coming
Hallo ihr hab'n problem
Hello, you have a problem
Weil wir das kommando übernehmen
Because we take charge now

'tschuldigung - Du stehst im weg
Sorry, you're in the way
Und wir müssen hier vorbei
And we have to pass by

Wir sind jung und nicht mehr jugendfrei
We are young and not G-rated anymore
Tut mir leid ich weiß wir sollen nicht
I’m sorry I know we shouldn’t
Doch wir fangen schon mal zu leben an
But we’ll just start living now
Wir sind jung und nicht mehr jugendfrei
We are young and not G-rated anymore
Eure rechnung ist mit uns nicht aufgegangen
Your plan with us didn’t work
Wir fangen schon mal zu leben an
we’ll just start living now

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my nightmare for IH came true.
well sort of. :/

i dreamt that i failed one component for IH, and did really well in the other. but because i failed that one component, i failed that whole paper. then in my dream, i broke down. D: cause i was like wth!? and then geog lim was like comforting me. o.O

and in the end:
essay: 24/25
SBQ: 13/25 ._.

like urgh! it's almost the same as my "nightmare" just that it's like ONE mark to full marks, and ONE mark to fail. so extreme! D: and i didnt fail the paper. -phew!-

overall i thought i did pretty well, but obviously, i could have done much better. like always. ._.

estimated overall: 5 A1s, 2 A2s, 1 B4.
8 subjects due to additional music.

good? y/n?
the B4 is like ._. CHINESE... T.T rahh. and as mentioned, it's all estimated. cause im not sure about my CA1 marks D: and the final figures i got were firgures like 69.2 and 74.3 ._. round up?

rahh i just hecked and rounded up. -.-

if it's like that i think im quite satisfied. :D
if not, D:

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things to do after EOYs:

• read breaking dawn
• master debussy's reverie
• lernen deutsch und francias! :D
• work experience programme
• bass! :D
• i miss nycb. D:
• pack clothes closet.
• go do some volunteering. maybe i should go back to the library. >.<
• if im lucky im going to volunteer at science center or the ZOO! :D
• finish ISWACK 2.
• watch mona lisa smiles or WALLE. :D
• JC life.
• EXERCISE IS GOOD.
• if i feel rich, SHOP. (christmas presents for gemma and co. :D)
• gemma's button necklace
• go taka for job application. (and check out other opportunities?)
• if liuyi doesnt mind me, guitarr! :D
• oh and who can forget. CHINESE. D:

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italics- in the process

finished breaking dawn, but cant bear to return it to jerald. =x. halfway finishing ISWAK.

i need to start getting christmas presents. or at least have an idea of what to get. i know of a perfect gift for anisha! :D and im prolly going to make something for elise. i need to send the presents earlier this year cause last year's arrived late. D: and i need to figure out how to make the button necklace. :/ BUTTONS! :D

i miss new zealand. D: aww i forgot to reply gemma's bebo message. ._. scheisse.

and i need to go taka. and maybe search for other jobs. people like yinhwee applied for so many jobs e.g. fish & co, giordano so im like oh no.

okay. work experience briefing and chinese tmr. D: awww chinese. i know i should be working hard since i failed the last paper, but yet im still slacking off. ._.

du bist der Grund, warum ich den Regen liebe.
aber, die Schatten fall´n auf mich.

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