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Saturday, November 1, 2008
after yesterday's graduation, i can finally say this.
couldnt get the lyrics for the whole song, cause tokiohotelinternational.com was down. but nvm, you get the idea. the rest of the song was just bill dissing his plastic friend in the most unfriendly way. this video never fails to cheer me up after a really bad day in school. :D how nice. aber, we'll have to see each other again in jc. and i'll have to face all the fakeness and the whole plastic issue again. im beginning to appreaciate gegen meinen willen. i used to hate it, cause i didnt really understand it i guess. it was written by bill when he was 7, during his parents' divorce. but i think he didnt just write it for tom and himself, he wrote it for georg too, whose parents are also divorced. how painful it must have been, i guess i cant really know or understand. but tom always looks very sad performing this song, and even bill cant sing the whole chorus part during a live performance. he always throws it to the audience. it's all too emotional. oh gustav's got a great voice. he sings the backup for gegen meinen willen, and when bill doesnt sing, you can hear him singing while playing the drums in the background. --------- i cant find cotton on's singapore official website. D: yesterday's halloween was terrible. yesterday was just boring. besides the whole photowhoring thing, and the bus trip home with yihui, sok, xinyu and kimyung. xinyu and kimyung were damn funny lah. :D quotes sok: -takes picture- "this is siewying laughing her head off." the two jokers were comparing their houses and reading each others testimonials out, and purposely emphasizing on each other's achievements. e.g. xinyu: "she has attained a DISTINCTION for her GRADE 8 PIANO EXAM, and a DISTINCTION for her GRADE 6 VIOLA EXAM!" kimyung: "xinyu has competed in (some international environment competition), becoming the CHAMPION." xinyu: "eh dont read already lah, i got nothing to read from yours already!" and kimyung: "my house (in malaysia) got PORCH." xinyu: "my house got corridor!" kimyung: "my house also have, from the hall to the bedroom got corridor what! who dont have!" xinyu: "my house corridor is outside one lah!" kimyung: "eh my house got GARAGE. can park car one." xinyu: "EH. my house also got place can park car! the carpark lorh! very big somemore." kimyung: -.- "my house got garden with trees!" xinyu: "eh my house have plants. my house also have trees surrounding around my house!" . (continues to argue about how great their houses are, while yihui and i laugh our heads off.) . . xinyu: "EH MY HOUSE GOT LIFT." win xinyu: "eh my house got rubbish chute. you open then you throw the rubbish and it goes all the way down to the ground floor. HA I BET YOUR HOUSE DONT HAVE." kimyung: O.O "eh really meh! got such thing one arh! how does it work!" haha kimyung's really cute, and xinyu's just very rubbish lah. damn hilarious. graduation ceremony was just ____ like that. nothing much. though the ny bear we got as grad gift from the juniors was really cute. :D i think the only thing i'll ever miss is band, and the lovely bandies, the nice teachers who really cared for us, and of course, the people who ever really know me. oh and thanks to ___ and ____ imcompetency, i've learnt not to expect too much from life. ---------------- WARNING: personal post from here onwards. it's for personal reflections only. do not take offense. feel free to NOT read it. some "musings" of last night: person A: "oh you know, i live at (landed property place)." person B: "oh! it's a (one of those row houses) right?" person A: "yea. but we've got a pool, and it's like 3 stories- high. we're going to a bungalow, cause our house is too small." person B: "i live in one of those bungalows at (another landed propety place). where do you live? person C: "i live at _______." person A and B: "where is that?!" (mocking voice) person C: "i live in a flat." person B: "in a flat?! your house not small meh?" and person A and B stops talking to person C. and the above is not made up. i actually experienced it. is this why we're working so hard? so that we'll grow up to live in a big mansion with lots of money, so that people wont look down on you for being poor? is this why we're studying? so that we'll grow up to be able to find a high-paying job, and be the upper-class of the society? to diss the poor? shouldnt we be questioning our society? where we hold material needs and meritocracy of higher values then our morals and character. with reference to liuyi's post on parents, my sentiments too. is it all in our upbringing, that we're conformed to think like this? for my parents, a msg of 1.7 isnt enough. hoho. yes i should have done better and get a msg of 1.00. "sometimes grades arent everything. what they said was right. getting a degree or even a PhD doesnt mean that you're garanteed a job after you graduate." "it doesnt mean you'll become rich." a good msg isnt enough. like ______, who just needs to take SATS (with no scholarships, no A level results), and then __ fly off to U.S. to study in a uni there, while we still have to stuggle through JC life. cause ___ rich enough to pay for it. ------------- i finally understood why my dad hates going to zoo. for as long as i remember, i've never seen him been there. cause as a child, as a much as he wanted to, he never got the chance to go there. it was too expensive, too high a price to pay. the more he wanted something, the more disappointed he got. he ended up hating the zoo, so that he didnt have to get hurt so much. and now im going through the same thing. the stuffs which i used to want, now becomes what i start to hate, cause i cant have them, and i just didnt want to get hurt. i didnt want to feel that heartwrenching feeling everytime someone else gets something i cant have. to feel envious of that person. but this is not how it's supposed to be isnt. just hating what i want, what i dream for, isnt helping me to go any further. but yet, i know i cant get it. i'll never reach there or get that. ------------------- i need a job desperately. D: i probably have to find a part time job next year if i ever want to get off this sunny island when the time comes. if i want to "buy" myself into an overseas university. chinese Os in 3 days time. wth am i not getting worried. Labels: ramblings, school, tokio hotel ich liebe Tom! 10:56 PM |
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