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Thursday, November 13, 2008
"so now you know, better study hard, grown up next time and get a high-paying job." -Gordon. ziyan's blog saddens me. i've walked down the wrong road. 4 years wasted. i should have never picked up that instru. i picked it up without any intentions of really learning it anyway. seriously. it was just given to me by her. but when my parents asked (threatened, whatever) me to change my instru, i heeded her advice instead. only to regret it now. i've finally came to realise that music was my life, not hers. it meant everything to me, it meant the world. but to her, music's just entertainment. after enduring 4 years of hardship, pain (like really physically, emotionally and mentally) , dissing, sterotyping, assumptions and ostracizing, after all that arguments, fights, and quarrels i've put up with, its come down to nothing. nothing at all. and now i dont know how to go on. i dont want to give up something i've already learnt, and i dont want to be looked down upon forever. it's a dead end. im stuck here, watching others like val and ziyan achieving their dreams, getting into YO, it's just heartbreaking. hcband concert's just another stab into my heart. wth. aren't we made to pursue what we really really want in life? why the hell do we have limits? limits and perimeters prohibiting us from realising our own dreams and really getting what we really want?' now im really torn. you keep cutting me open when i've healed, over & over again. there's no turning back. you live life once. sometimes the things you love the most just come around to hurt you the most. and life sucks. especially when it's full of regrets. --------------------- shift A was observing the re applying , hipot testing and the packing of the reef products. finally socialised with the china boys, who were all really funny and nice, though i cant understand their chinese sometimes. -shoots self- the staff had testing and certifying of the different operations by the engineers today too. SH(dont know his full name =x) was testing the operators, and is apparently well-liked by the others. okay he's nice. they had this damn hilarious joke between may, chao hui, SH and 2 other people but i've no mood to say now. well tell tmr. :D shift B was observing datapower. think technicians and engineers very poor thing. they have about 20 datapowers which failed the initial short tests (half an hour), so the technicians and engineers have the open up the whole freaking thing and do troubleshooting again & again & again. then the operators have to do re-working, then send the datapowers to the short test again, then if they pass the test, send them to the long test (15-20 hours). okay need to check duration of long test. engineers are cool though, like SH's cool. haha. oh and LEK's really nice. he offered to show me around and tell me about the datapowers and the production line for datapower even though he was really busy (he's a technician), and is always being called for by the operators. he's gone next week! D: for reservice. okay die die must ask him tmr. oh then there's 2 engineers called eugene! :D then when the operators call for eugene, both eugenes will respond haha. really cute. one of the eugenes (not the datapower engineer) look like an older ben chai. ._. then at 5.30 gordon was like eh build chassis and i died. the whole operation was supposed to take 5 minutes by a normal operator, but i took an hour. WIN. and i got no strength to push in all the parts e.g. the midplane, bezel etc. D: and the scanning of barcode was horror. i took like 5 minutes to scan 1 barcode. BEST. i like using the screwdriver to screw the screws in though. that's prolly the thing i do best, though it still takes damn long. oh and i was doing the operation with sally, gordon, leelee and another supervisor watching me lah wth. i think they scared i spoil their thing, (which i think i did) ._. and i kinda caused leelee to kena scolding by gordon, about the wriststraps and all. D: and i ate into all of their dinner break. i ended at 6.15, and their break was at 6. D: omg i think if this continues, they'll all hate me by the end of the attachment. i better not do anything. -.- gordon: "eh 1 hour arh? 1 hour not bad for a new operator. :D" great. sacarsm works best. oh ADALYN. (right i doubt you'll see this.) I FOUND OUT WHAT'S POKEMON AND ATLANTIS. OH, AND SCALLOP! :D ------------ omg i want this so badly. anyone wants to help me order from amazon.de? the limited edition one? :D pretty pretty pretty pretty please?! D: it's out on 5th dec if you cant read german. :DDD Labels: IBM, ramblings, tokio hotel ich liebe Tom! 11:40 PM |
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