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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
koped from sok: 1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before? uhhh working? working at IBM & research plus, dressed up glam/unglamly for graces camp, and 2. Did you keep your New Years’ resolutions, and will you make more for next year? uhhhh i cant find my new years' resolutions. come to think of it, i dont think i've made any. =x 3. Did anyone close to you give birth? nope. 4. Did anyone close to you die? uh nope. 5. What countries did you visit? none. stayed in sunny singapore for the whole of this year. 6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008? erm more determination to mug properly and do stuff, and think more positively. :D 7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory? uhhhhhhhhh. 5 november, HCL O Levels? :/ 4 AUGUST. LIMELIGHT. :D 8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? uhhh prolly none. D: none that i can think of/am really proud of. 9. What was your biggest failure? double bass exam D: zzzzomg. T.T 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? fever/cough/runny nose etc. common illnesses. 11. What was the best thing you bought? tokio hotel zimmer 483 live in europe. :D i want tokiohotel caught on camera! D: 12. Whose behaviour merited celebration? uhhh?! 13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? erm someone. D: 14. Where did most of your money go? on food and on unnecessary items. 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? LIMELIGHT. :DDDDD. eh i mean, we were INVITED by the esplanade to play there. :D & erm band fiesta? etc etc. lots of stuff i cant really remember. 16. What song/album will always remind you of 2008? none that i can really think of. 17. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier or sadder? uhh happier? if being more grateful is being happier. thinner or fatter? fatter. richer or poorer? prolly poorer. haha idk. 18. What do you wish you’d done more of? studying. and erm band. D: 19. What do you wish you’d done less of? procrastinating, procrastinating, procrastinating. & slacking & being rebellious & quarelling etc. 20. How will you be spending Christmas? SPENT it at ky's church and working. 21. Who did you spend the most time on the phone with? uhh i dont really spend time on the phone, but i think i talked to kexin alot. haha. 22. Did you fall in love in 2008? no. i fell in love the year before. HAHA. j.k. 23. How many one night stands in this last year? this question is weird. would someone remember how many one night stands he/she had, if he/she is really that type of person?! 24. What was your favourite TV program? i dont really follow a particular one. the news? 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year? Nope. 26. What was the best book(s) you read? none. i mean, none of them really impacted me. :/ 27. What was your greatest musical discovery? tabla players are cool. :D & you dont really need to compose a nice piece of music to score in matthew lim's class. ._. 28. What did you want and get? uhhh WEP? & i got a job. 29. What did you want and not get? my overseas trips. D: & erm th caught on camera dvd & erm. i want alot of stuffs. -.- this is reaaally bad. D: 30. What were your favourite films of this year? probably wall.e but i didnt watch that. 31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? sweet sixteen, and i was working at IBM. and the people showered me with lots of love and presents. listened to dileen, allyssa and eileen present to the managers and directors, and received alot of well wishes. :D 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? uhhh. probably socialise more with my class? & treasuring each and everyone in my life more. 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008? idk. erm, okay? 34. What kept you sane? the people around me. :D 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? erm i think question is redundant right? :D 36. What political issue stirred you the most? OBAMA. but im not really into that. ohh ohh. A BIAN. kena jailed for money embezzlements. or something like that. :/ 37. Who did you miss? NZ people, IBM people. miss them alot alot alot alot alot. 38. Who was the best new person you met? albert a.k.a 干爸爸！:D all the IBM people. & ky's church friends. 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008. from IBM: teamwork and collaboration between departments is very important. & working isnt easy at all. & public relations and people management is very important. and i've realised it's important to treasure what you have and the people around you. 40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year? "ich bin da, wenn du willst" from tokiohotel's an deiner seite. i feel heavily indebted to all my friends (including juniors). :D LOVES. <3 im going for work in about 2 and a half hours' time. :D and im excited cause today's new year's eve. and also partly because gemma told me that anisha's coming to singapore for a stopover on 24th jan. :D omg i really hope we get to meet up! :D i miss her so much! Labels: meme quizzes, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 10:28 AM Tuesday, December 30, 2008
awww i love this. craig david singing insomnia live. (acoustic) god i love his vocals, he sounds amazing. went to sok's house with liuyi and ky, and met birdbrain there. haha spent the whole time there playing piano/guitar/ eh ky pro already lah! can play guitar liao. haha. :D ahhhhh i want this! D: tom: those sunglasses were awesome. I LOST THEM. it TOTALLY pisses me OFF. bill: what, you weigh 90 kilos?!?! gustav, with your height that's far too much!!!!! O.O oh haha i loved how tom and bill fought over whose idea it was to have rain for the MTV EMAs 07. haha. omggggg listening to them makes me really want to learn german. D: Labels: music, ramblings, tokio hotel ich liebe Tom! 12:36 AM Sunday, December 28, 2008
i find myself lost. i have no idea where to go, what to do. my passion has stopped burning, a flicker of the light & it's gone. lost & alone in the darkness, manipulated by my surroundings, i have no one to turn to, no where to go. it sucks. all i have are doubts, & time's running out. sometimes i regret listening to you. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 10:15 PM gemma's gotten their christmas presents from all of us already. awww i really hoped they loved what we gave them. i still owe my dad 50 bucks for the postage. D: working helped me realise the true meaning of "time is money". i mean, if it took a tourist 10 mins to finish one survey, i can complete like 6 surveys in an hour, earning myself 24 bucks within an hour. but if it took like 20 mins to complete a survey, i'll only be able to finish 3 surveys in an hour, earning only 12 bucks. a vast difference. but it's almost impossible to do so many surveys in an hour. most of the time it's probably 2 or 3, given the fact that we had to spend time travelling around and look for our tourists to complete the surveys. hoho i hope ky's doing okay working tonight. hope he gets lots of people to do his surveys. haha. :D i wanna watch yesman. D: and i wanna work at night safari. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 10:05 PM Saturday, December 27, 2008
Iris by the goo goo dolls. (acoustic version) one of the classics which rzeznik wrote within 10 minutes. pure genius. and it's because of this song that i went crazy over the eighties, which band was playing. loved this, still do. christmas at ky's church was really nice and fun. loved the service and the people. oh and sarah and liuyi were really hilarious omg haha. sarah and liuyi kept laughing everytime ky entered the stage. it's like once he entered they'd start laughing for no reason. LOL. his presence is a joke to them. haha j.k. im so bored at home, i cant wait for monday. :D ich liebe Tom! 11:17 PM Monday, December 22, 2008
went for ky's church service on saturday, which i must say was pretty good. the drama and dance were really great. had this funny feeling watching it because of i dont know what but it was good haha. the people there were really nice and friendly too haha. now i know where ky gets his lameness from. LOL. :D past few days have been abit moody, but i'll get over it. okay im going off. got work tonight. i cant wait for the next few days. anticipation, on high. :D & i dont know why. ich liebe Tom! 4:20 PM Friday, December 19, 2008
in relation to liuyi's post on male band members; beethoven, chopin, mozart, bach, lizt, bartok, schumann, verdi, schubert, stravinsky, debussy, handel, hadyn, scarlatti, corelli, dvorak, gluck, mahler, wagner, bizet, gershwin, paganini, puccini, mendelssohn, strauss, joplin etc. why are all the great & famous composers whom we commemorate & celebrate males? i think qianwen is very smart. but i cant think and act like her. it's easier said then done. i just cant let go. even after today's long talk/ debating/ emoing with kexin and qianwen, both my heart and mind are still very much clouded. both kexin and i are so similar yet so different. we've got the same feelings, the same emotions, the same doubts and questions, yet for the diferent reasons and problems. for the first time in my life, i feel so trapped. it's like im stuck in this crystal snowball and i cant get out, and someone keeps turning the ball and letting it snow on me. kexin: "ccb says, in the end it all doesnt matter. all of them said the same thing to me." so why cant i let go? is it because letting go means half my life is gone, and i cant find anything else to fill it up with? because we dont know what to do after we let go? because we dont want to regret after letting go? i dont want to give it up, yet i dont want to get stuck here. if i continue, it feels like im just self-delusion, like im cheating myself to love something i dont really like. i dont want another replay of the last 2 years, i dont want all the political issues, i dont want to go through all the itty gritty issues that i had to go through, to have all the dilemmas i had. all the deceit, the "games", the pain etc. while i've loved it, i hated it; while i've enjoyed it, i dreaded it. i've learnt the stuff you love most are the stuff that can do the most harm to you. "sometimes the more you want and expect from it, the less it gives you, and the more disappointed you get." & when i thought i've let go, i still find myself holding onto it. raaahhhh -stabs self- farewell's over. so why hasnt it ended? & yes. farewell was great today. like what cheryl said, it's probably the best we've seen. the performances by the sec 1s and 2s were great, and the vid by the sec 3s was damn hilarious. next time when we need people to act as chikopeh, we know we can call chunhui HAHA. j.k. anyway, lots of love to my 2 dearest juniors, you're the ones i'll miss most. i'll remember all the band pracs we had, all the concerts we went through, the crazy gimmicks we did, for mianjun i'll always remember all the exams we took together, the bass lessons we attended (& sometimes dreaded), all the scoldings, the hugs, the blisters on our fingers, the tears etc. thankyou so much for the memories, for the things you've done. it mattered the world to me. & not forgetting SHARKY, omg how i missed you and your wackyness. silei, wenting, alicia, henna, cheryl, pauline, chingying, tabby, amanda, huizhen, chun hui, yunxin, suyi, sherlyn, sandy, joy, yiying etc etc etc. these are probably the few juniors i'll remember most. im sorry if your name's not listed cause i havent been back for band for a long time. D: thanks sec 3s for the great farewell, thankyou to all juniors for the wonderful memories, and of course, ms chong, mr lee and matthew lim for their guidance. D: omg. this is why i cant let go. (?) & yes jiayou for SYF next year, sec 3s you guys can do it. :D twilight's too overrated. everytime i see the movie's advert and people going gaga over it, i just go URGH. sometimes, LESS IS MORE. ich liebe Tom! 9:41 PM Tuesday, December 16, 2008
it seems like it was just yesterday that we were still there. gary and marcus had come over to our house before all of us headed over to our grandma's house. and it was marcus's birthday, so we just chucked a candle on top of a melvados brownie and presented it to him as a birthday cake. and sang him happy birthday after that. headed over to holland for lunch, then over to my grandma's house. i still remember the 6 of us, my mum, my 2 younger sisters, my 2 cousins (older brothers) just sitting in the living in the living room with my grandma, trying to entertain and cheer her up. we played solitaire with my grandma with marcus's poker cards since that was the only game she could play, then we played bluff, sabo-ing marcus and gary along the way. ._. i still remember the funny conversations between my grandma and gary. it was like when we first entered the house, my grandma was like "eh GARY. why are you so fat!" and gary was like -.-" with my grandma being senile, she kept forgetting the things she'd said, or just kept repeating herself. i remember her keep asking gary the same question every 10 or 15 minutes. like: (in hokkien) grandma: "gary! why are you so fat!" gary: "ask god why he always make me hungry lah. make me hungry then i no choice, have to eat right?" -15 minutes later- grandma: "eh gary! why you so fat? NS food so good arh!" gary: "ya NS food very good. and i got nothing to do in NS somemore." -15 minutes later- grandma: "gary! you're fatter then your dad!" gary: "HAIYA DONT SAY ALREADY LAH. T.T" i still remember that day we were watching the news, and it was mentioned that SM LKY had undergone a minor operation. gary's immediate reaction: (in hokkien) "HUH! DIE ALREADY ARH? WOOHOOO!" mum: "HUH. DIE ALREADY ARH?" gary: "HAHA no lah. if he really die then we will kena holiday already what! go operation only lah." grandma: "who? who?" gary: "LKY lah." grandma: "HUH! DIE ALREADY ARH?" must say the scene was darn hilarious, and i couldnt stop laughing for the next 5-10 minutes. and that day was probably the only amusing memory i had with my grandma. that day was less than 2 weeks ago. and now she's back in hospital again. and somehow i just feel guilty, i just feel like beating myself up again. havent i learnt anything? Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 11:53 PM Monday, December 15, 2008
im glad i have you guys around, viel viel dank. LIEBE! <3> Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 11:29 PM Thursday, December 4, 2008
HI PEOPLE. IM BANNED FROM MY COM. by my dad. so yea. BYE PEOPLE. ich liebe Tom! 12:59 PM |
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