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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
listening to one desire by hillsong from ky's blog now. somehow the songs that ky plays on his blog never fail to calm me down. it's only wednesday and so much has happened in this week already. today's life in a summary:
had so many mass convos when i reached home, it's quite scary sometimes. >< roarr i should really get my priorities right. 8 more days to SYF.
from tokio hotel's "Übers Ende der Welt" (over the end of the world) german version of "Ready Set Go." 8 more days. we'll make it together. thanks nelson, david and peter for being there for me. :D Labels: HCband, HCult, OG 13, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 11:59 PM believe me, i want to. imperfections are what make things perfect. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 12:47 AM Sunday, April 26, 2009
while trying to find a name for our frisbee team for summer league:
lol. win. Labels: HCult ich liebe Tom! 4:51 PM we all had disappointments. now it's time to let go. it's time to move on. this time, im going to give it my all. im going to give it beyond my 100%. 11 more days to syf. go hcband! :D ich liebe Tom! 2:52 PM Thursday, April 23, 2009
wenhao: you realise it's been almost 3 months since orientation? & i dawned on me how fast time has flown. missing our og so much, it's such a bittersweet feeling. it's amazing what one week of bonding can leave such a damn impact to you. well, also partly because i have such wonderful and nice people in my og. :D OG13 FTW. LOVES. <3 it's been a while since i laughed so hard. flicking after school on monday and today was really fun. it's just nice to see all your teammates again, flicking for the love of frisbee in the central plaza. :D just love. flicked in the central plaza with loads of people today, namely shaun, cynthia, jasmine, xinyu, marcus, lincoln, yu zheng, sijie, yangxuan, ehui, nelson, ollie, jia ming, shengjie, ian, wei jie, etc etc etc omg there's so many people i cant remember. and it was really fun. :D yayyyy. thanks yangxuan for flicking with me, which helped me train my backhand alot haha. after that, nelson, ollie, xinyu and i were left in the central plaza with kevin from bboy, flicking and flicking away. went to fishtank to get drinks and food, then we went back to class benches, met up with marcus yangxuan and cynthia. oh THANKS OLLIE NELSON AND XINYU for letting me kope their drinks HAHA. :D yayy. then cynthia, xinyu, nel, ollie, yangxuan, marcus and i went off to coro to get drinks due to nelson's pleas for milo haha. went there, got drinks then sat down to talk crap for awhile before going home with xinyu. had one of the rare heart to heart talks i had for a few weeks with xinyu on the way home, and something she quoted from huiqing made so much sense. "everyone wants to see a happy and smiling person." yes xinyu, we'll jiayou together. :D for frisbee and everything :D & thanks for listening to me today :D in the midst of ups and downs, i found love. i found true friends, the ones i can really lean back on. thanks peter & david. for really being there for me. :D and SIAH XINYUU. (i wonder if you ever come here.) CRASH LECTUREESSS :D HAHA. okay now i've got to worry about band. i found the real true friends whom i can really lean back on. ich liebe Tom! 10:37 PM Tuesday, April 21, 2009
random quirks of my dear captain and prawn xinyu:
hhahahahaahah 09S7G] xinyu- Seems like some things just not the same says:
LOL. putting prawn xinyu and marcus quek in the same convo is very dangerous. training tmr! too bad there's no ben and jerry's free cone. (roarrrr marcus!) Labels: HCult ich liebe Tom! 12:26 AM Sunday, April 19, 2009
dear ________, please grant me the courage to face the next gruelling 3 weeks. grant me the courage to do the right thing. give me strength to continue to fight and persevere, in times when i think i cant go on. help me stay strong on the outside, even when im weak and crumbling on the inside. help me strive for the best in school and at home, in band and frisbee and for my studies. help me put on a smile for my friends even when im down, help me stay grateful for the things i have, for the friends i've got, and will never forget. please help me through the next 3 weeks, help me stay positive and look on the brighter side of life. cause we know life's not just all of this. it's only 17 more days to SYF. press on. Labels: HCband, HCult, ramblings, school ich liebe Tom! 11:58 PM Thursday, April 16, 2009
sometimes you realise everything's hell & you just wanna get out of here. i've been selfish. you've been crazy. if those lines become scars on the flesh, you're it. this shouldnt be happening. this shouldnt even be here. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 11:33 PM Tuesday, April 14, 2009
im tired. D: emotions overwhelmed. it's like friends, zoo, band, frisbee, og, ct, family, studies everything piling up onto this plate and then coming right straight at your face. im so tired of your mood swings/fluctuations. you tell me one thing today and then scold me for another tmr. i gave up trying to please you. you're never happy with whatever i do. please understand that i have other commitments in school other than you. and i've already gave my all. roar sucks. after all these and im still expected to concentrate & do well in school. sucks sucks sucks. things aside, i've got to:
uh okayy. not really helpful actually. ♥siew HC Ultimate! says: haha then go study math! hauntho <3OG8. says: studying. hahaha. but im also losing alot of friends. ♥siew HC Ultimate! says: arent we all D: marcus quek: "dont worry. you still have frisbee! :D" many thanks to my teammates :D and captain haha. love you guys. Labels: HCband, HCult, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 10:03 PM Monday, April 13, 2009
i've found some stuff on someone's blog. which made me feel so empty. D: i guess i've gained so much, and missed out on so much more. oh well, i cant have everything. :/ on the other hand, im really thankful for those i've spent my days with. :D for those on friday, saturday and today. cause at the end of the day, it's not what we do, but the company that really matters. <3 & ID! thankyou for letting me spend my sunday with you. :D hahaha! Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 1:36 AM Saturday, April 11, 2009
so much stuff has happened. :D band's been great. we had mr surapon taking us, which was really helpful cause he's really good! he finally made us sound like a whole band, and helped us paint the picture we were supposed to paint with our music. :D i finally understood what hymm to the sun was all about, how the story goes, and how to tell it the audience. hahahaha. "MR APOLLO." HAHAHA. :D okay i shall just kope jiaying's post.
so there you go! :D for the full story of hymm to the sun. :D and thankyou our wonderful welfare officers, namely cynthia and liangsai, for providing the whole hungry band with apple pies after prac. and xiangjing was so hungry he koped 2 apple pies, hence eating liangsai's share HAHA so mean! D: after prac on thurs, qian, xiangjing, germaine, lionel, guanteng, quin, jiaying, yiyi, liangsai, liuzhen, peirong, jason, edwin, and i forgot who else went to kap for dinner together. talk qian about alot of stuff on the way there. emoing and whatnot. lol. and dinner was quite fun. found out that lionel's so hilarious LOL. hahaha. one fry= one cent. hence 55 fries= save 55 cents = one bustrip home LOL. friday, was supposed to reach nat's house at9 for ILP but i overslept and woke up at 11 cause my phone was screwed. D: omgggg sorry sorry sorry! D: nat's house is like damn far in watten view. D: i almost died walking there haha. but the meeting was quite failure, i was quite unproductive and was totally not contributing at all. all of us werent thinking at all so yea. :/ oh nat's house is huge! O.o omggg. and sean's damn cute lah. "hi sean! shaun says hi to sean! :D "-shaunlum. hahahaha. left her house at around 5 due to the heavy rain, then reached parkway and met hcult, namely marcus, lincoln, jiawei, daryl, dayong, nelson, oli, weijie, jiajie, yongquan, shaun, cynthia, chinteck, at like 6. they were playing pool lah hahahahah. :D our original plan was to go east coast park to FLICK. but it rained. so plan failed. then they just went to play pool instead. hahaha. then cynthia and i were like stoning cause we didnt know how to play at all. :/ then the j3s koped cynthia to sub in and taught her how to play lol. hahah damn hilarious lah. it's damn hialrious watching marcus, shaun, chinteck and yongquan play pool cause they just do really stupid stuffs. like marcus hitting the black ball in before the game ends. THRICE. hahahaha damn funny. and apparently weijie's damn pro in pool. O.O pro people. oh i shall kope from jiawei's blog HAHA.
LOLLL HAHAHA. cynthia and i jiu shi zhe yang jigouli! :D omg sounds like elffred toh. yea but anyway daryl and jiawei got owned by cynthia and i at pool lah. and the situation was damn hilarious cause daryl or jiawei will be like "we cannot lose we cannot lose!" then cynthia and i will be like "huh what's happening? oh our turn arh. -hits ball-" LOL. after that cynthia got hungry, so we went to get food in case she died. everywhere was packed and we couldnt find a place that could fit 13 people, or find a place where everyone wanted to go. so we just da paoed our food and found some ulu place in parkway to gather and eat. LOL jiawei named this as EPIC FAIL III. HAHAH. so we just gathered and "eat and talk cock" got amused with "daryl language" as i know it. HAHA. "SUCK THUMB." damn hilarious. and then marcus, nelson, cynthia and i still werent very full so we went giant to get more food. marcus started acting gay with nelson, cause they wanted to share a cheesecake and they bought a purple knife to cut it. LOL. damn hilarious. the knife was like 29 cents so marcus was like "AIYA JUST GET IT LAH." and purposely chose purple. haha. bused home with lincoln, weijie, shaun, yongquan and chinteck. just kept niaoing chinteck about xinyu HAHA hilarious. then took mrt home with shaun. :D had band today, we had mr surapon again! :D he's really nice and good lahh haha. after band qian, kexin and i went to eat poolside with clarinets and horns. joined clarinets for lunch and stupid liu zhen just keep disturbing me. roarrrr. immature 5 year old kid LOL. walked to college with qian, then left for ACSI for OM. :D then called up qian to ask for directions on how to get to ACSI, and that girl decided that she wanted to come along too, so the both of us ended up going to ACSI together to watch. haha. the performance teams from ACSI for the superstition problem were really good. their team dynamics were AWESOME omg and they were damn hilarious. "HEAVENNN! " hahahahha. saw akilan and some other HC people there. watching OM made me hyped up over the whole odyssey of the mind thing again! :D saw so many juniors like jingyi, huizhen, pauline, peiway, valerie and i forgot who else. omg zighighed like siao, qian and i were just cheering for everyschool except our rival school when they announced the results hahahahah. damn hilarious. then we turned AC by cheering AC's cheers HAHA. just damn zihigh and sharky was damn amused with us HAH. OH OH OH WE SAW GARY TANGGGG OMGGGGGG GARY TANGGGGGGGG! :D he's some OM coach for some other school lah OMGGGGGG GARYYY TANGGGGGGGG!!!! qian and i saw him and immediately went crazy HAHAHA. debated over going up to him to say hi, since we doubt that he'll know us. realised that we're the last batch that he took in nanyang. D: omgg sad. he's really good lah. poor juniors dont know how high the real standard is. my sis's team won so apparently they'll be flying to U.S. some time in june/july? :/ ayee. so basically qianwen and i just went crazy and zihighed like siao at OM. OM is soo fun! :D we should participate in it again one day! :D hahahaha. okay i should go off. there's still ILP, PI and loads of other small tutorials like chem, gp, bio, math roarrr. omggg. tmr's a brand new day! :D im going out with david to mug again. HAHA. i need chem tuition roarr. Labels: HCband, HCult, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 11:06 PM Friday, April 10, 2009
09S71 LINGO YO! : WHOWAIYO! & JIGOULI. :D haha. it's probably only bengs like our class who would understand what the above two words mean LOLLL. :D okay i should stop slacking and go read the econs notes in preparation for ILP project tmr. set your priorities right man! D: gahhhh. look at the time now haha. i miss OG 13 alot. D: ich liebe Tom! 1:41 AM im still questioning my existence. life's been full of ups and downs this week. been rather emo and worried about some stuffs, talked to kexin and qianwen about everythinggg and found out some stuff which were quite hurtful. im so thankful for my teammates. it's been so destressing flicking with people after school, just forgetting everything and just flicking. flicking on wednesday before band was the best. just the bunch of us namely shaun, melvin, weijie, oli, jiaming, jiajie, shengjie, nelson, matthew, xinmei etc etc etc running in the field flicking and huckinggg. omg the feeling was great. just so blissful and carefree. nothing but the disc. band's been pretty okay. i just need to focus more. and prac more. the bow sucks though, and i told leng to buy the wrong bow. WIN. roarrr what was i thinkinggg. screwed auditions today too. totally messed up hymm due to nerves URGHH. i could have done it seriously. it's not difficult. >< ------ thankyou for being there. for worrying and caring for me. i mean, dont worry, but thankyou. :D ------- sometimes i wonder what i am to you. that's probably why we cant or dont talk now. it's like, we cant really talk to each other anymore. am i imposing on you? i feel like everything's falling apart. relations, friends, family, studies etc. if frisbee and band hadnt been my source of comfort, they'd be on the list too. i miss you guys so much. D: but it seems like im the only one who cares. life sucks, but trudge on. Labels: HCband, HCult, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 12:20 AM Monday, April 6, 2009
now that you're finding new passions and friendships, are you forgetting your old ones? 24 hours a day is too short. life's too short. i just want to hold onto everything. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 9:37 PM sometimes, sorry just isnt a solution. words can be expressed just from your mouth, or deep from your heart. i cant tell which is which anymore. maybe during that period of time we just delusional kids, searching for comfort in each other's presence. well, that doesnt work anymore. i still search for that comfort, that assurance. to no avail. maybe im jumping to conclusions. maybe im the only one paranoid. maybe im the only one left holding onto things. why do things keep going in circles? D: after all these, i still hope. am i being dumb or dumb. ----- what the hell am i thinking. D: it's time to focus on tmr's econ's test and SYFFFF. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 12:25 AM Sunday, April 5, 2009
BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND BAND! :D this is how i feel when i listen to nycb's syf recording of hymm to the infinite sky, or when i read the comments on bandfusion about our performance. :D BAND BAND! :D <3 roarr my PI/econs test/econs ILP and all the other itsy-bitsy bits of tutorials and homework are all untouched and dyinggggggg. D: Labels: band ich liebe Tom! 12:41 AM Saturday, April 4, 2009
LOVE NYCB! the passion lives on... :D Labels: band ich liebe Tom! 2:16 AM Friday, April 3, 2009
it's tmr. or in about 16 and a half hours time. went back to nyband today and managed to catch them playing the last few bits of hymm. & then everything came flowing back to me. emotions running high, overwhelmed. everything sounded perfect. when it reached the climax, kexin and i looked at each other, feeling goosebumps all over. it's the warm fuzzy feeling inside when you play it that makes you never want to forget. and it's all the memories that come back to you when you hear it that makes you never want to let go. when you guys go down to SCH to play tmr, you dont just play any song, you play hymm to the infinite sky. you play for your passion, for the audience, for us, for yourselves. you play like the sky is your home. jiayou NYCB. cause we're nothing you can beat. :D okay i really should go. i have to finish up my econs essay, do gp compre and study for lipids test tmr. ._. and someone tell me what time it is now. Labels: band ich liebe Tom! 12:06 AM Wednesday, April 1, 2009
 our class at apollo fac cip. :D ♥nothingyoucanbeat ,siew says: heyyy did cynthia tell you :/ ian* says: did she tell me what =o ♥nothingyoucanbeat ,siew says: sijie's hospitalised. ian* says: oh, no why? ♥nothingyoucanbeat ,siew says: he broke his leg! ian* says: EH, JUST YESTERDAY? ♥nothingyoucanbeat ,siew says: eh idk :/ ian* says: he was fine on tuesday ._. omg is it serious? ♥nothingyoucanbeat ,siew says: ._. and no it's not serious.-.- HAPPY APRIL FOOLS :D HAHAHHA. HAHA that was what marcus did to cynthia LOL. but what kanzy asked marcus to do to me was worse. he was like "band and frisbee. choose one give up the other." roarr wthhh i was damn freaked out. went to SALT center for sectionals. fortunately there was lorraine, janabel and sarah to keep company, if not i'd have died. went back after prac-ing finish, and the high school trombones wanted the room, and met up with the rest of the band. they all had auditions/sectionals. but we all ended up flicking afterawhile. flicked with jiaying, xiangjing, val, weiqi, liangsai, liu zhen & jason. liu zhen's damn hilarious lah. the way he tries to pivot and fake, he just ends up looking like a hyperactive monkey LOL. and he was totally towering for valerie and me when he was trying to mark the both of us. fine lah TALL LAH. D: xiangjing and liangsai are both pro though. jiaying and xiangjing are zai lah. D: -zibei- wheeee i had fun today. :D okay i shall go off to do proteins tutorial and math practice questions, and econs essay :/ Labels: CT 09S71, HCband, HCult, school ich liebe Tom! 7:55 PM |
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