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Friday, April 10, 2009
im still questioning my existence. life's been full of ups and downs this week. been rather emo and worried about some stuffs, talked to kexin and qianwen about everythinggg and found out some stuff which were quite hurtful. im so thankful for my teammates. it's been so destressing flicking with people after school, just forgetting everything and just flicking. flicking on wednesday before band was the best. just the bunch of us namely shaun, melvin, weijie, oli, jiaming, jiajie, shengjie, nelson, matthew, xinmei etc etc etc running in the field flicking and huckinggg. omg the feeling was great. just so blissful and carefree. nothing but the disc. band's been pretty okay. i just need to focus more. and prac more. the bow sucks though, and i told leng to buy the wrong bow. WIN. roarrr what was i thinkinggg. screwed auditions today too. totally messed up hymm due to nerves URGHH. i could have done it seriously. it's not difficult. >< ------ thankyou for being there. for worrying and caring for me. i mean, dont worry, but thankyou. :D ------- sometimes i wonder what i am to you. that's probably why we cant or dont talk now. it's like, we cant really talk to each other anymore. am i imposing on you? i feel like everything's falling apart. relations, friends, family, studies etc. if frisbee and band hadnt been my source of comfort, they'd be on the list too. i miss you guys so much. D: but it seems like im the only one who cares. life sucks, but trudge on. Labels: HCband, HCult, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 12:20 AM |
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