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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

How To Save A Life - The Fray

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all nigh
tHad I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

sometimes, it's the people who seem strong on the outside, crumbling inside.

the weekend's been crazily busy and tiring, but otherwise filled with fun, laughter and love. :D

had bio lecture in the morning on saturday, then chionged for band prac after that, which was quite fruitful i guess haha. we started to sound better.

oh leng bought a new bow for me. which cost 400 bucks. but the tone was freaking nice (cause there were more hair) and the bows really light. i was so happy with it i started to get high over it and was totally zihighing in front of jiachen.

which was a stupid thing to do, cause i broke the bow after 3 hours i got it. ._.

totally stunned diao cause i didnt know what to do, cause it was the first time i broke a bow (after 3 hours of using it somemore. ) and i totally couldnt believe what happened. literally wanted to dig a hole when daniel saw what happened and exclaimed "WHAT YOU BROKE THE 400 BUCKS BOW?!". omggg -stabs self- then i didnt dare to tell leng what happened. i mean, it a 400 bucks bow that i broke, not some cheapo bow. ><

but when leng heard he was totally like "huh the bow broke?! oh okay. get another one lorh."

._. omg lah.

met up with teammates at coro after that, eat besaide golden rooster and was chased away by thrice. ><

then after the super long lunch hahaha, oli, nelson, shaun, e-hui and i went off to beauty world/bukit timah plaza. haha. shaun, oli and i went to lan while nelson and e-hui played pool haha. played L4D, which was quite fun, especially when you're playing with teammates and you're playing beside shaun, who's damn loud, which just adds on the fun and laughter. jiajie, jiaming and their classmate joined us after that, and we started playing 3 on 3. yay thanks to shaun and oli that i learned how to play properly and long enough HAHA. cause they're always covering me cause im damn blurrr. hahaha.

then went off with nelson and ehui to queensway to get our boots. walked around for an hours and a half before finally getting our boots haha. nelson and i chose the same adidas model, but he wanted the red and black one, while i wanted the gold and white one. but THE GOLD AND WHITE ONE I WANTED DIDNT HAVE MY SIZE ANYMORE T.T so nelson persuaded into getting the same colour as his. so now both of us have the same boots hahah. and 35 bucks was a steal for adidas, how could we miss it. :D

so now we go "EH NELSONN. YOUR BOOTS DAMN NICE." hahah.

sunday morning had band prac at republic poly. bus rides with bandees were kinda hilarious hahahah. oh thanks kexin for letting me kope your food, cause i had no lunch or breakfast. >< thanks! :D

anyway, prac at republic poly was kinda weird, cause i couldnt hear the tubas at all, and trombones sounded really loud. then everything was muffled and echo-y, it was hard to follow. D: but leng says we sound okay, so. :/ oh but i think our singing was not bad HAHA.

went back to school to put bass down, then chionged off to sengkang for summer league.

when i reached, the score was still 6-6, EAT DISC v.s. ZERO DISPLACEMENT from singapore poly haha. then after that, ZD caught up with us, and the final score was 6-10. it was a good game though, considering the fact that we were still leading at half time, and we fought hard against SP, who were much more exprienced than us i guess.

at least they had fun, they played hard, fought well, no regrets. everyone was all smiles after that and they just sat down and ate bananas hahaha. peter came soon after, then kexin, yongquan, peter and i started flicking at the side field. then we went off with the team to compass point, where the team went to the toilet to change. took peter and i eons to decide where to go mug cause we were unfamiliar with the place >< before we decided to go grab some food first then head off to the library.

felt good to be mugging with peter again. haha. stupid guy still niaos me, even though it's not as frequent anymore, but the laughter and joy remains. quite productive i must say, almost completing my bio tutorial. we were contemplating whether to get the food from the cafe galileo in the library, but it was so ex we didnt dare to. until i said i was hungry and peter treated me to their wedges, which were damn nice. omg thanks peter! :D

yesterday was fun. felt damn screwed in the morning cause all the projects were due this week and i wasnt ready cause my whole weekend was burnt, but then econs lecture was fun! i went to crash nelson and xinyu's class for econs, then shaun and matthew saw me crashing and came to join us. so xinyu, nelson, me, shaun and matthew ended up sitting in a row. like frisbee people! :D LOVE. then we were like having picnic in the lcture lah hahah soooo funnnn! :D

after school, headed down to the track with bihyee, christabel, kelly, john, junde, ben and elffred for heats. which was quite a sucess cause the girls came in 3rd for 4x 100, the guys came in 4th for 4x100 and our class came in 1st for 8x200! :D WOOOOO our class is zai. jiu shi zhe yang JIGOULI. :D

rushed for audi prac after that, it was freeezing cold and i was in my fbts, so i was like jumping up and down and the whole band just keep laughing at me ._.

today was sleepy. heh. saw shaun and matthew crash nelson's class for bio again. then shaun, david and i just sat together for PW. the both of them just took turns to doze off, which was pretty hilarious. went off to meet up with band people after that. ate in fishtank before attempting to carry my bass back to SALT center, but to no avail. so i called edwin to help me after that and the nice guy helped me carry the bass all the way back to salt. :D THANKS! :D

band prac was okay i guess. i dont know why i still feel insecure. maybe it's just me. >< im still looking for the overwhelming feeling, waiting and waiting and waiting for it. and each time, i just dont get it. i dont get the heartwrenching feeling from playing hymm, the feeling that makes everyone cries.

rushed down to the field after band prac for training, it feels good to be running in boots (wait. i bet that's just psychological. ><) haha. training was fun! even though i didnt really get the disc during the matches at all. >< just felt good to be running again.

there's like 2 hours of lessons/lectures tmr i think. cause of BMTC. then im just going to flick and then CHIONG for band. 2 more days (now 1 more.) GO HCBANDDD.

Labels: CT 09S71, HCband, HCult, ramblings

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