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Thursday, May 21, 2009
  just when i thought i was beginning to see the light, i lost it again. i feel so messed up now, nothing i do seems to go right. & today is such a sucky day. to my dear friend: im sorry for being such a lousy friend. D: i guess im losing your trust, cause you never tell me going on anymore. we've drifted. can it be saved? maybe i've been imposing on you, maybe i've been a burden to you. im sorry. D: your friendship means alot to me. you're the only person im dying to see now. D: i cant wait till tmr. i'll just die with all my unanswered questions. i've waited for the last 3 months. but at the same time i fear for tmr. this is stupid. i spent the whole week anticipating tmr, only to start dreading it today. urgh. great. i fear that it'll be a disappointment again. life is ironic. ----------------------- roarr i feel damn sucky now. there's so much more to say, but im too tired to think anymore. pw & its gpp is sucking up half of my life. this whole week's been strainous, but thankfully i had my friends around. :D thanks nelson and e-hui for tuesday night after training, for waiting for my bus with me, being there for me. :D & thanks jasmine for letting me rant to you today. :D loves! :D sorry peter for today! D: called me thrice but i was all distracted by flicking all 3 times. roarr i cant focus on the stuff i do nowdays, totally messed up. >< thanks for talking to me about everything today btw. thanks for being there 24/7 hahahahah. for rubbishing with me and brightening up my day, for cheering me up (by niaoing me HAHA.) for everything lah. :D & sorry i couldnt go with you to PS to get the stuffs today. =x gaaahhhh i owe you alot. SORRY SORRY SORRY. D: thanks for helping sok and i get the stuffs. :D LOVES.  HAHAHAHHA peter koh YOU WIN. :D flicking today with oli, jasmine, nelson, shengjie, weijie, chongwei, johnny, marcus, yangxuan, cynthia and whoever else was present (im sorry i forgot who else ><) helped me to distress alot. just flick, and forget everything. no worries, just play and have fun. & thanks to marcus, i laughed like siao today. stupid marcus bully me ROARRR. he just kept tekaning me, which ended up with me laughing like nobody's business, and resulting in a stomachache from laughing too much. ._. omg so dumb lah. must have acted like a retard in front of jasmine and oli. ._. oh remember? but yea, thanks for cheering me up. :D HAHA. even if it means tekaning me ._. omg and peter was like "i wanna meet your captain. then can DOUBLE NIAO." omg NOOOO. then it'll be a nightmare. peter and marcus should never meet each other, if not i'll suffer lah. i realised i dont have a HCult picture. D: roarrr i want photo! D: sometimes the people seemingly the strongest on the outside, may be the weakest on the inside. ich liebe Tom! 7:15 PM |
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