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Friday, June 26, 2009
this is amazing. beautiful. i've never seen anyone so sucessfully use the piano so percussive before haha. maybe the cello helped abit at the beginning, loved the percussive part on te cello too. the whole arrangement's absolutely amazing and mersmirising. :D loves. okay back to chem, must finish chem by tonight. edit: okay fine, i listened to the whole thing again the second time and realised they used digital editions, to insert the suspenders (especially for viva la vida), which kinda makes a slight difference to the whole feeling i guess, but still worth a listening. :D /edit Labels: music ich liebe Tom! 1:08 AM Saturday, June 20, 2009
hahah omg i must post this
win liaooo. today was fun btw. :D went back to ny band in the morning, then went for training, where i learnt alot alot alot. then yuzheng, lincoln, kanzy jiaming and gang went off to coro to help us get lunch and we had lunch together in the school canteen. laughed like siao at daryl's amusing dialogues LOL. then oli, jiaming, kanzy, yongquan, chin teck, ian, shengjie, jonny and i went to lan together. :D happy day. oh yea. now david, liuyi, e-hui and peter koh knows my secret. this is getting dumb, and more dumb. ich liebe Tom! 2:14 AM Thursday, June 18, 2009
Labels: HCult, tokio hotel ich liebe Tom! 9:18 PM Wednesday, June 17, 2009
it takes 2 hands to clap. there's alot on my mind today. 1. band stuff. 2. some pres thingy i read on ____ blog last night. 3. frisbee. D: so many thoughts running through my head, and i cant seem to capture any properly. im tired. D: maybe i'll blog about them some other day. maybe i'll just let it go. urgh. im getting the nerves for blocks already. & i was supposed to finish Issues and Ideas by today. great. 10 more articles to complete. ._. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 1:15 AM Monday, June 15, 2009
 image credits to deviantartthe past 2 days have been spent finding back old memories. saturday was peaceful. visited grand's place again at night, then went down to marina barrage for the first time. i love the roof! :D it has such a nice big field! :DD would be a perfect place for flicking. :D i love long car rides. listening to the nineties on the radio and taking in the singapore sights. because the marina barrage was in town, we passed by so many places. we passed by chinatown and orchard, making me remember the times ky and i were working as street surveyors till 11 at night, (on christmas eve, till 12.30 i think hahah.) the streets we walked together for hours, asking passersby again and again to help us out with our 7 pages long surveys lol. we passed by marina bay, where liuyi, ky, yuting, peter, kimfong and i went to catch the fireworks on new year's eve after work. then we walked the streets of town, sat around and talk cock, did random stuff to strangers, sang our hearts out hahha. memorable night and start of this year. :D we passed by the esplanade, where sok, adelbert and i went to during the biennale. where we had fun camwhoring, and appreciating artworks and the sights of singapore. how much we adored the esplanade concert hall haha. we drove on the roads we used to drive on to get from from jason's when i was sec 2, making me remember everything about jason's again. the people, the laughter, the fun, the freaking lame (and horny cause of jason) jokes. aye. it seems like yesterday that this year just started. where all of us went through orientation, met new friends, created new goals and passions. for me, where i found my new home. now half the year is gone, it's about a year more to a levels for us, less than 6 months for the j2s. 2 years just isnt enough. i feel like im the only one holding onto everything. the memories we had, it's probably the only thing we have left. ------- sunday morning, my family decided to climb mount faber. hahaha. walked 9 km for 3 hours under the sourching sun (we decided to climb mount faber, and then walk to alexandra and back LOL) and i received a new tanline after that. climbing mount faber made me realised how much i loved the nature. haha. i still remember studying the types of trees, lichens and the flora with lim chow hoon on the trip to bukit timah hill back in sec 3. urgh why why why did i choose to give up geog! D: -----
haha this was posted last dec. this coming sunday will be the 100th day after her passing. i remembered last year, after finding out that her conditioned worsened, i really wanted to visit her more. and since she lived near the school, i thought i could just pop by anytime. i never did it. now i realise, besides the above memory, i dont really have any memories of her. ---- haha i found these in my archives.
oh yea, which reminds me, i still jump about and act like a kid in front of frisbee people. ._. omgggg embarassing. i should stop that. D: aye. hahaha. totally made me smile again. :D love you guys. thanks for filling the start of this year with wonderful memories. :D omg i miss you guys loads. >< ich liebe Tom! 9:59 PM Friday, June 12, 2009
 things are starting to look better. :D the past 2 days have been pretty decent. though i slacked the whole of yesterday away, doing nothing, i did managed to catch up with ky. haha oh man it's been eons since we last talked. the last time we talked so much was, before school reopened? hahaha. but it was fun. all the scandals came spilling out HAHAH tsk man. hohum. then actually texted peter and david at night. talked about alot of stuffs :D since the last time we actually talked. hahaha. caught up on alot of stuff. especially peter! :D hahaha. jiayou jiayou for your music. dont give up on your passions! :D was supposed to have og outing today, but fail lahh. i reached amk hub at about 10, then met up with jasmine at about 10.45 then went to amk library together cause i didnt know how to get there. jiaming came to join us afterwards, and the 3 of us ended up mugging math. quite productive haha, i finished attempting all the graphs questions! :D yayy. left for lunch afterwards, where jasmine and i both ate fried fish noodle soup. haha damn nice. the 3 of us had such a heavy lunch, jiaming couldnt even walk afterthat lol. then went to get bubbletea after that. walked back to amk hub together, chooyi texted us to say that she'd be 20 minutes late, and zhaofeng was already here, and we felt bad pangsehing zhaofeng all alone for 20 minutes, so we waited with him for chooyi and the others. lol. went to arcade, went gaga over the huge pooh bear soft toy inside! :D hahaha. hung around until 2, then the 3 of us had to run for training, and chooyi hasnt appeared. >< so zhaofeng decided to zhao with us also, then went to school. on the bus ride to school talked to liuyi about alot of stuffs, and did some catching up with her too. :D hahahha. but oh man, now both david and liuyi knows my secret. roar. D: oh noes. flicked around in school after that hahah. :D did the hoop drill HAHAH damn fun wheeee. :D but roarr i huck until my arm pain, hucks still damn sucky. roarr pphhhaaaaillll. D: felt good to see everyone again. haha, just made me feel secure, made me feel alive. the colours are getting back into my life. i wanna see you guys again. ich liebe Tom! 9:32 PM Thursday, June 11, 2009
       thanks to peter, i found loads of lovely pictures on deviantart hahaha. :D totally made my day! :D pretty pretty pictures :D oh and i love this hahaha.  LOL. :D LAYOUTTTT! :DD oh and this is cute. :D the graphics and music are love!!! :D http://www.fastgames.com/littlewheel.html -------- went to lot 1 for dinner just now, just so happen to find this percussionist group busking outside. their loud, energetic, lovely drumbeats reminded me of my love for performing. the performance, the feeling, the stage, the applause. the fun. how much i miss that. D: ich liebe Tom! 10:00 PM Wednesday, June 10, 2009
i feel so dumb. i thought i've sorted everything out last night. but today when it happened, the feeling just came back again. ._. haha. how old are we again? 6? 7? but then again, who likes it? who likes the feeling of being replaced in someone's heart, the feeling of being looked down on, the feeling of being the lowest in the hierarchy? okay. somehow i realised i shouldnt be the one complaining/ranting about this. i mean, afterall, i do have another cca to channel all my energies to haha. quotes qianwen: "somehow being in a sports cca is better. everyone's energies are all channeled into a better use." LOL. maybe. :D aye. as quoted from qianwen again, "but after all, WHO CARES? i shouldn't care either. i should care more about how markets fail, what colour is the chronium ion, how to integrate(!!!!), and how the ball drops from the sky." HAHA. YEA. even though the last bit didnt apply. i should know how DNA replicates and how we multiply. ._. -------- "每个人的身上， 都有一个对不起。" for the past for weeks, i've been pretty selfish. after the whole no training issue, it's been me, me and me. im sorry. ><><>< & i miss you guys alot. somehow, we've undeniably drifted. but i guess it's normal right. :/ meet-up please! i wanna see you guys again. -------  OG13 <3 why isnt cindy online. D: friday how! :D cant wait. edit: you know. all these shouldnt be happening. you know it should have been better than this. why is history repating itself again? now you make me wanna sleep and never wake up again. /edit. Labels: HCband, OG 13, ramblings, zoo ich liebe Tom! 9:13 PM Tuesday, June 9, 2009
tmr is elections. which marks a new chapter for hcband. tmr reminds me of what i've done. it reminds me once again the choices i've made, the things i've given up. my priorities, whether they were right or wrong. questioning once again where my heart lies. whether my sacrifice was worth it. & then i realise, if i had a chance to go through it all again, i probably would have done the same thing. even when i know that i'll once again, end up with nothing at all. cause i know where my heart lies. it's time to say farewell to seniors and hello to a new comm. & i still wonder where it goes from here. ----- i wanna know you- miley cyrus & david archuleta hello my dear og mates, i miss ya'll loads. let's meet up again! :D we'll have endless stuff to talk and gossip about. <3 LOVES LOVES LOVES. -----
hahahah omg my batchmates are so hilarious. LOVES. :D ich liebe Tom! 11:33 PM Monday, June 8, 2009
today was a happy day. :D
rushed to e-hui's house to shower and interview her maid and her mom for pw afterwards, then us girls (meaning e-hui, cynthia, danette, jingyi, lily. jasmine, xinyu and portia left earlier.) met up with nelson and shaun downstairs then we went to city hall. met up with the other guys including jiajie, oli, jiaming, melvin, weijie, yongquan and chinteck later and then we walked to suntec together. met up at pepper lunch restaurant with the other j2s and j1s plus jiawei! hahaha. huge crowd there. :D ultimate! had loads of fun and a scrumptious dinner omg. although it's like damn salty lol. shaun is damn hilarious lah. XUANXUAN GONGZHU lol. and oli eats damn fast. hahah jiaming, jiajie and gang were like asking for extra food cause not enough. LOL. left after dinner cause parents were angry liao. but it was worth it anyway. at least i got to see the people i loved. :D
I <3> im really fortunate to have these group of people in my life. the people whom i can truly hang out with and be myself, have fun with and trust them wholeheartedly. :D i mean, besides ultimate and zoo people + bestie haha, i dont think i've anyone i'll really trust, and i dont think i've ever really been myself with others. >< so i should be happy. LOVE HCULT! :D Labels: HCult ich liebe Tom! 12:50 AM Friday, June 5, 2009
& then everything comes crashing down. today was of highs and lows. urgh. emotional rollar coaster once again. after not training for a week, my throws deproved like idk what D: urgh my forehand really sucks now. and my hucks are not straight at all. URGHHHH. i need to flick more. fortunately i still went to run abit. thanks to nelson for pacing me (he was on his second round, i was on my first) haha stamina deproved like shit lah. but i thought his pacing was nice. :D we should do that more often. or else i wouldnt have the motivation to run at all. ._. i just found out that my mum expects me to quit frisbee completely. im like, WTS? seriously, asking me to give up the only thing i find joy in in school is a no go. not when i've come this far with the people i love. urgh, i just dont get it. why doesnt she understand. it's not like she hasnt gone through the same stuff. she was a softballer and a bandee. wts. it's almost the same as what im going through now. sports and music. that's it. and to think she used to despise band. now it's the other way round. urghhhhhhhh. i dont get it. why is everything so messed up. D: urgh. angry, saddened, disappointed. edit: tears of sadness are now tears of anger. seriously. things are getting more ridiculous. %$#@. ROARR. D: damn angry lah RAH RAH RAH. some sacrifices made are worth it. others, you dont get anything in return. /edit ich liebe Tom! 10:19 PM Thursday, June 4, 2009
witnessed something rather saddening on the way back home today. like always, i took 302 back home from the interchange today. but today, there was lady who was blind in the queue in front of me. so i, being after her, helped her up the bus. since we were at the front of the queue, we managed find our seats quite easily, and i sat next to her, preparing to help her off the bus when she needed to alight at her stop. but cause it was during the peak hours, the bus soon began to be flooded, and all the seats were taken up. another lady with 2 toddlers, and a pram, came up the bus and stood beside me, looking around for seats. when the bus started moving, she realised her two toddlers were lost admist the crowd of people standing, and no one had given up their seats to them. she started saying very loudly: "walao! 为什么没有人让位的?!" i started feeling guilty and looked around. behind me sat a malay mother with 2 children. across the aisle sat another mother and child. the lady began staring at me. i rose to get up, but realised that the blind lady had her hand on my arm, so i couldnt exactly give up my seat. & so i did nothing. the journey was painful. i could feel the lady's eyes staring at me, but i was helpless. torn between the decisions to make, unsure of what to do. i looked ahead and saw some other middle age ladies and a guy in his mid fourties sitting in front. pretending to be unaware of whatever's happening. we take our seats for granted. the bus began to sway, and worried for her daughter's safety, the lady decided to carry her younger toddler instead. with only one hand to support her balance on the bus ride, anyone could tell she was having difficulty. yet no one did anything. it was painful just to watch it. are singaporeans really that complacent to their surroundings? i mean. okay. maybe i had a fault too. maybe i should have just given up my seat to her kid and when it was the blind lady's stop, tell her to get up and lead her down the bus. but really. it isnt my first time witnessing this type of situations, where nobody does anything to give up their own seats to the people in need. D: finally, two stops before it was time to help the blind lady off the bus, a couple alighted, and the lady saw the seats. immediately, -points to the seats- "TONG TONG! QUICK GO SIT THERE NOW. DONT LET OTHER PEOPLE SIT." heh. is this what we have to resort to? ----- today is a happy day! :D (besides the above incident) went to school for econs today, thinking that i wouldnt see alot of people in school today, but hey! i spotted alot of people! :D like half the frisbee team, band people and loads of other random people. :D totally made my day hahah. makan with e-hui, then went to 7N class bench to mug with e-hui, yang xuan, kanzy, nelson and jasmine hahaha. quite effective, despite the times where jansen, melvin, and kevin hung around and began to flick (with totally tempted me so much. D: ) and them saying super hilarious stuff. kevin is damn rubbish lah. totally. HAHA. hilarious. melvin and jansen went to coro to makan and help us buy bubbletea. :D and the rest of us continued mugging, until they came back hahah. flicked around abit with xiangjing before going home. my hucks and forehand throws seriously sucks now D: roarrrrr. just finished attempting all the questions that lee chay koon asked us to do, though i spent like 2 hours in school trying to do 2 questions (with alot alot of help from e-hui, haha THANKS! <3) and went home to attempt the rest, so i have alot which i dont know how to do ._. ayeee. have yet to study for tmr's econs, there's still issues and ideas which i planned to touch today ._. urgh and i havent started on math and bio D: gg. there's training tmr! -------- often, i let my heart lead my head. shouldnt it be the other way round? urgh. lovelovelovelovelove. D: Labels: HCult, ramblings, school ich liebe Tom! 11:41 PM Tuesday, June 2, 2009
somehow i could have gotten it. it just slipped right through my fingers. again & again & again. ich liebe Tom! 11:25 PM Monday, June 1, 2009
300th post on florette-style.
love this. another from tokio hotel. im back to listening all of their songs again. LOVES! eh peter. HEILIGGGGGGGG. :D something xinyu posted caught my eye and made my day. :D
:D that meant alot to some of us i guess. it's probably why i love hcult so much. an deiner seite (ich bin da) means (im here) by your side in german. which, i feel applies to whatever happens in hcult. and of course, liuyi, the song's for you too. :D we're both kinda in the same boat. ><
this is probably why i find it hard to let go. links rechts oben unten, ich komm nirgendwo an. Labels: HCult, tokio hotel ich liebe Tom! 11:45 PM |
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