Wednesday, June 10, 2009

i feel so dumb.





i thought i've sorted everything out last night. but today when it happened, the feeling just came back again. ._.


haha. how old are we again?
6? 7?











but then again, who likes it?
who likes the feeling of being replaced in someone's heart, the feeling of being looked down on,
the feeling of being the lowest in the hierarchy?








okay. somehow i realised i shouldnt be the one complaining/ranting about this.
i mean, afterall, i do have another cca to channel all my energies to haha.
quotes qianwen: "somehow being in a sports cca is better. everyone's energies are all channeled into a better use."
LOL. maybe. :D





aye.
as quoted from qianwen again,
"but after all, WHO CARES?
i shouldn't care either. i should care more about how markets fail, what colour is the chronium ion, how to integrate(!!!!), and how the ball drops from the sky."

HAHA. YEA. even though the last bit didnt apply.
i should know how DNA replicates and how we multiply. ._.

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"每个人的身上,
都有一个对不起。"



for the past for weeks, i've been pretty selfish.
after the whole no training issue, it's been me, me and me.









im sorry. ><><>< & i miss you guys alot. somehow, we've undeniably drifted. but i guess it's normal right. :/ meet-up please! i wanna see you guys again. -------

OG13 <3 why isnt cindy online. D:
friday how! :D


cant wait.


edit:

you know. all these shouldnt be happening.



you know it should have been better than this.
why is history repating itself again?


now you make me wanna sleep and never wake up again.

/edit.

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