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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
 band farewells always make me cry. after every generation of seniors, each younger batch of seniors whom im closer to leaves, i always go home and cry. sounds like some loser, but yea, these things always leave me affected. this year's band farewell on saturday was abit different i guess. no tears were shed, but guilt was felt instead. i've gave so much to frisbee, neglected band, neglected the people, neglected the music. i havent given enough. i should have given more. maybe then i would have made more memories with my seniors. i must say im really blessed. :D i have a lovely section.  taken at our restaurant table without lester, cause he was late. ><  being the only rose among the thorns (LOL, metaphorically), im pretty well taken care of. hahaha. and the times we had together, them helping me with everything, even though they as tubist had their own big and heavy tuba to carry. i remember the SYF period, when i would go for friday band pracs after frisbee training all sweaty and hyped up, then i'll zi-high to jiachen, who sort of knows how i feel, seeing that he's in rugby and council too hahaha. then he'll laugh at me for all my stupid actions, silly words an stupid mistakes i'd make in band lol. i rememeber every morning's assembly, playing national anthem with them, jeremy would talk to me about random stuffs, jiachen would ask about training once again (hahaha) and lester wold crack lame jokes from nowhere. i'd tell jiachen how i screw up every training, or how i'd finally gotten the hang of the set play, or how i managed to touch the disc during matches LOL. i remember them helping me carry the scores during our SYF, playing next to jia chen on stage, playing next to xiaoen the bass clarinetist on stage, which was of great comfort to me, cause playing your part alone was terrifying. i remember how xiaoen and i used to look at each other in the eye before playing the bass solo, hoping that we'd be in tune, praying that everything would go al right. i remember playing my heart out to the "hymm to the sun" next to jiachen and xiaoen during SYF, and then again next to jeremy, lester and jiajie during arts fest. i remember jiajie and lester reading manga during band prac, jia chen and i doing stupid things during band prac, my malu-ing myself and him laughing at me. i remember laughing at xiaoen or junjie, xiangjing, or liangsai, or luther, or edwin and lionel and the flutes for niaoing leng during band prac. i'll remember the letters yaze my dear angel wrote to me in band, nomatter how entertaining they were, and jonathan, who was both my angel and mortal cause of coincidence or affinity? hahaha. thanks for all the wonderful letters and gifts. :D and oh i have 3 identical carebears now. all the sunshine yellow one LOL. somehow people seem to think that i like yellow.  looking back, it's a pity we had such a short time together, or it was my fault that i didnt appreciate their company. i wished i could have known them more, made many more better memories to take away and keep. and i realised frisbee seriously makes me guyish. im like so feminine in band lah please! :D LOL. okay random. and of course, i'll miss all the nanyang band seniors like CHAI LALA, MELLISSA, NUTCASE, went through 2 SYFs, 5 years of band together, creating and making music, playing with our heart and souls. music was what kept us together. and for that, im thankful. :D Labels: HCband ich liebe Tom! 11:48 PM |
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