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Saturday, August 29, 2009
if you could replay everything again the moments you've had with your loved ones, your friends, your family- every single moment, sweet or bitter, would you? -----
from itsybitsyspider.tumblr.com past few days (thursday, friday and today) have been rather, well, reflective? thursday was rather okay, nothing much exciting hahaa. morning assembly was cancelled. ._. kinda lame, since the band was already READY and set up for national anthem (after learning from the wednesday's mistake) and then ken yeow came over to tell us that there was no national anthem. ._. siannnn diaoooooo. then the band just started playing randomly hahahah. e-hui came over to the inner plaza! :DDD then talked about stuffs hahah. thanks loads, we really have to htht sometime. >< oh then jia chen passed me his very very long farewell letter (after so long) hahahah! thankss! happy happy. :DDDDDD math remedial after school, then went down to mug with brudders and jasmine. uhhh abit fail cause sijie came over awhile later and asked us if we wanted to go central plaza to flick. cause some other random people were flicking in the central plaza, newbies cause they werent from ultimate, so sijie wanted to go over to flick to show them what it really was. ._. tempted us, so yongquan, ian and sijie ended up flicking in the central plaza. i did some of econs essay, then they stopped flicking in the central plaza and came over to the class benches instead. ian and shengjie started flicking at the class wing after jax finished his chem, which sucessfully distracted jasmine, e-hui and me. went over to flick with them :DDD yayyy felt quite happy flicking HAHA. cause ian was being retarded. and something happened with elfred toh getting self-owned LOL but nvm hahah. brudder ian couldnt stop laughing lahhhh. tsk man EVILLL. heh. went back to do some more work then yongquan asked ian (the pro) some tyco math question, and then the three of them (yongquan, ian and shengjie) mulled over it for a pretty long time. saw liang sai a moment later, and then he offered to help solve the math question for my newsweek in return. ._. lame. spent an hour or so pouring over the math question, >< roarrrr math. but they managed to solve it in the end. went home with ian, shengjie and yongquan brudders after that. was rather late so yongquan was at it with his ghost stories again ._. in the bus ian and shengjie just kept guailan-ing each other, hahah was darn hilarious lahhh. went for dental early in the morning on friday, debonded, but not exactly happy with it. D: so yea.. went back to school, which was pretty much okay. tried to do yongquan's card during math and econs tutorial, then met brudder shengjie and asked him to pass the card around the 69 frisbee peeps to write during math lecture. break was spent looking for random frisbee people around to help write card. then went to flick with jiajie, melvin, kevin and henry for a bit. then sijie joined in and all of us zi bei liao hahaha. sijie so zai! zzzzzzz. went for ct, then after ct rushed out to get more people to write the card, then went for chem remedial. quite productive hahaha, then chiong down to watch pick-ups. i didnt realise then that it was the last match we would be playing with our beloved seniors, since they'd leave for study break next week. >< oh man. talked with e-hui hahah. sort of htht again. made me realise alot of stuff >< watched teammates flick around, and ahhh. the feeling just came back to me ._. serenity, yet i feel adrenaline and anxiety. conflicting, yet, a tad bit wonderful and nostalgic at the same time. did get to flick around with brudder shengjie for a bit. trained hammers. haha happily, i did manage to throw a rather okay hammer before i flew off to find david, and then we went to the audi to watch soultimate together. hahaha. sort of exchanged secrets again. i miss those old days. and it somehow made me miss peter even more. heh. performances were rather great. :DDD haha especially the bhangra dance hahahah omg made me crack up like siao. so many sijies dancing on stage, but omg zai, they can break. then the stunts were like woahhhh. siaoooo. hhahah. left early to find people at serene macs hahah. omg i was damn grateful for brudders plus weijie to wait for me oh mannnn. sorry sorry sorry, because of me you guys went home damn late >< haha but then after i bought my dinner from the counter, brudders shengjie, ian and jiaming started to bully me ._. zzzzzz okay lah quite hilarious, cause stupid jiaming was snatching my wallet to see my ez-link card, then omg the other two brudders werent helping. then they stole my drink when i wasnt looking cause i was seeing if zhiyang was okay (cause he had muscle cramp in his calf). then after that, ian and jiaming were both taking turns to snap and burst my straw so that i couldnt drink from it. ZZZZZ. went to take a new one and they burst it once again. SIAN DIAOOOO. then jiaming sucessfully stole a glance at my ez-link card and wl just started niaoinggggg. oh but his picture isnt any better HAHAH. shengjie and ian both look damn cute when they were young lahhhh! :D haha being the "joke" or rather "entertainment" or just the item for niaoing made me miss zoo again. haha remembered the times where peter koh would niao me like siaooooo. until i really go crazy and give up retaliating. LOL. then sok, liuyi and ky wouldnt be helping, cause sok and liuyi will just laugh at me getting niaoed at by peter, and ky would just add cold jokes to the humour LOL. oh mannnn. nostalgia. >< was supposed to go home with brudder yongquan, ian and shengjie but then ma called to say they would pick me up from school ZZZZZ. so i took bus back to school ._. wts lah. went to school to mug in the morning, saw loads of people haha. was really unproductive cause i was just super sian diao. didnt want to do anything at all. coincidentally i met kexin, cause her class (xinyu and nelson's class) was having remedial. then after eons we finally got to talk! :D talking to her made me realised how much has happened. she used to tell me stuffs, her problems, happenings, but today made me realised how much has changed. there has been a change of heart, a change of soul, an ending, and probably a new beginning, (if she permits i guess). time has flown, much has happened, where do we go from here? and then her happenings made me realised some stuffs cannot be achieved. no matter how strong we are, how much we want it, or how much we believe in it, ultimately, we might still have to bow down to fate. (if you believe in fate anyway.) okay im not making sense here. >< and her situation made me realise how much better off i actually i am i guess. so why the hell am i still confused about everything, feeling so insecure or unsure? david came later, then we just talked and did chem together lol. he slept for awhile while i continued doing chem, then woke up, did physics and then left lol. hmmm it's the company that mattered i guess haha. XD on the way out of school we just kept niaoing each other about stuffs lah. haha hilariousss. luckily peter wasnt there to team up with him, if not i seriously gg liao. just beng kui and DIE. ------
from sijie's blog life isnt just about from the cradle to the grave. we just dont look at life and see it from the time when we are born, to the time of our deaths. what makes life life is probably the things we've went through, or would go through, alongside with our loved ones, soulmates or partners. the smallest things that made us smile or feel joyful, the memories that made us appreciate life. what defines our life, is probably the beauty of life itself. and if you seek, you will find the beauty. --------
from itsybitsyspider.tumblr.com haha why is this so true. i trusted you. now when i think back, i see that i've been stupid and naive all along. i was probably a replacement, something temporary. never permanent. i was nothing, nothing at all. dont worry. time will pass, people forget. i think i already cease to exist. Labels: brudders/sistas, music, ramblings, school, thoughts ich liebe Tom! 9:50 PM |
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