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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
 from vi.sualize.us.com it's never enough. ------- saw some stuffs on that site, one which read LOVE= LIKE X LIKE. and i remember myself debating with david what love is. maybe love is just an obsession; it's not something that we all seek for, but it's something that we're all obsessed with. subconsciously, we all "seek to find" that feeling of being in love, the feeling of being loved, but not love itself. it's an obsession very few of us can get rid of, and even for some whom we think are already rid of it, are subconsciously finding our way back into that feeling. it's an obsession, so much so that the few of us whom think or know it isn't really love, are still stuck with it. maybe there isn't such thing as love at all. or else there wouldn't be things like breakups or divorces. ------ yesterday was eventful, with shengjie trying to get frisbee people to dance and zihigh together during mass dance but fail, cause people like oli and jiajie just went to camp at the 4th floor LOL. zihighed with my class girls instead, danced with szemin! :DD crashed teachers' day concert in the audi with brudders ian, shengjie, oli, jiajie, jiaming and sista e-hui, with their friend wangchi. was just totally randoming around, with ian and shengjie niaoing each other, laming around, and then jiajie and oli niaoing about almost everything. had much fun laughing at them, jiajie makes the most hilarious remarks about the smallest things man. (epecially the malay dance) LOL! then don and jingwei trying to imitate super junior was darn hilarious, all of us were laughing like siao. talking with kexin and qian yesterday in nanyang made me rethink my situation haha. funnily enough, the three of us are in vastly different situations, but so much so still fretting over the same issue ._. learning about theirs made me reflect on mine, how much more i differ from their situation, which was actually not much. ._. cause ultimately, it's still the same issue. and both qianwen and i still very much in the same situation, though she's better off than me, and kexin in a vastly different situation, much worse off then me. >< going back to nanyang made me feel so much more at home, seeing the juniors (mianjun, sharky, tabby, celine, liting, sandy etc etc etc.), the familiar faces, the exciting teachers! lol. and of course (and naturally), kexin, qianwen and i started going crazy once we got back to nanyang and saw it each other LOL. we totally acted like kids again, both of them with their "I TELL YOU I TELL YOU!" or "LISTEEENNNNNN TOOOO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" hahahaha totally. talking and laughing at the top of our voices while eating icecream ("OMG OMG LET'S GO BUY ICE CREAMMMMM VERY LONG NEVER EAT LE.") in the empty canteen, cause nothing else mattered. it was really good to be hanging out with them once again, talking about stupid stuffs, bickering over the smallest and stupidest things, and listening to their silliest stories like the "flower of hatred" (LOL!), becoming the "tree of hatred" ! HAHAHA. kexin went back soon after, then i accompanied dear qianwen to coro where she met up with her class. ._. she totally dragged me around with her class cause she was the only girl there and she didnt want to be the only girl there. ._. zzzz. then we were supposed to go curry wok to eat, but then her class guys complained that curry wok was full so they stoned outside starbucks bickering over where to go for lunch. (and all the while shengjie, jiaming and david were at curry wok LOL.) went off to beauty world after that, bought macs for lunch then went down to irc, where i met jiaming and jax hahah. :D waited for coms cause there wasnt any, then jiajie was playing pool with his sec 4 classmates lol. david messaged me to say he saw me left the coro busstop lol. fated. then after that some of jiaming's friends came, many who i dont know, then suddenly there were like 12 of us waiting for coms to lan together. ZZZZ. super sian diao. they left after waiting for 20 minutes or so, and then shengjie, jiaming and i continued waiting lol. met people like nelson, jiajie (band) hongguang, yongquan brudder, don and JUNDE (hello best friend! :D). waited somemore until oli came with xining, yuhui and wangchi. so in the end 9 of us, (shengjie, jiajie, oli, yuhui, xining, wangchi, me, ivan and qihan) managed to get coms and played together lol. played cs at first, where yuhui and i were just at loggerheads; either he killed me or i killed him LOL. then oli was owning lol. then changed to play dota, where shengjie helped me alot cause i didnt know how to play at all. liwen came later and helped me alot too, until he decided to join us in the game. then the 10 of us were playing dota, i was dying like siao cause again, stupid yuhui was bullying me hahaha. then jiaming, kevin, thomson and someone else whom i didnt know came down from pool and jiaming helped me play LOL. hahaha. went home a short while after. was with shengjie at the busstop until we met yongquan there too. (LOL fate again) then took 67 home together. :D was darn tired, i just plopped down on my bed and slept when i reached home. ._. so dumb lah. -------
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