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Saturday, September 5, 2009

from vi.sualize.us

remember those times we had at the beach?

i saw ky today.
"heyy it's been long since we've last met. oh no i just met you a couple of days ago." -ky.

擦身而过

suddenly the world seems so big. we're studying in the same school, but time makes fools of us. we hardly see each other and it's been long, so long since we've last had a good talk. we've probably changed, so much so we dont even know each other anymore.

you've become a familiar face i recognise in the crowd, someone i once connected with, but now a stranger.
i dont know who you are anymore.

& no this isnt your fault.
it's mine.

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from vi.sualize.us

quite alot going on lately. did surgery and got retainers today. moodswing like siao the whole day until after school lol. the ct session was fun though. :D cool stuff!

lunched with sista, omggg missed her much. >< feels weird not being able to see her in school haha. talked about stuff, thought about stuffs hahaha.

after school was kinda disastrous, learning so much from her. she's proven that life can be so dramatic. a 180 degrees change from the day before. who really knows what tmr brings, where we would be in a few years time, or just next year? how many of us will still be together, treasure the times we once had and relieve these memories?

i felt so dumb. so helpless, useless. urgh. i felt bad. i've let her down, when she was distressed from time to time again, i just wasnt there.

i dont want it to happen again. things change so drastically. i dont know when's the next time i'll ever see her again. who knows, the next time she'll probably in america, she'll probably only tell me like a week before she flies off, and i'll just panic again.

talked to david for quite abit. >< thanks alot for accompanying me <3 thanks loadss.

today was totally mass talking session lah. after david just talked to e-hui then jasmine hahah. thanks jiaming for cheering me up with his songs! and then talked to oli also hahahah. :DDD

went down to flick abit with oli after that, before both shengjie and oli went to sub in for the last match point in their pick-ups. then jiaming came to flick with me instead. helped me alot alot alot with hammers omg thankss. :DDD yayyy. cheered up by flicking (once again LOL) and yup, the day ended rather happily. :DD thanks to the people there for me. :DD love loads.

the night before, went down to macs to study with hansheng. total fail lah, both of us started talking about our school lives and haha frisbee. :DDD it seems that RJ is like super open. ._. zzzzz and hwachong very conservative. i feel blessed to be here then, it'd be rather scary to be in RJ if it was really what he described it to be; guys pulling each others' pants down, and guys piggybacking girls, running along corridors yada yada yada. quite scary. O.O

tmr's back to school, mugging with peter, david and e-hui. yayyy i miss peter much. :D cant wait.

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"what dumbledore said was right. it was my friends that saved me."
"and they're all that's worth to keep fighting for." -harry potter

"always look on the bright side of life! focus on the positive things. :DDDD" -david

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oh by the way, tokio hotel's automatic MV is rather disappointing for me. D:
i mean, knowing it's TOKIO HOTEL, i would have expected something more powerful, impactful and unique then what they produced?

what they had was rather okay. nice set, stage, beautiful scenery, big machines and robots, CARS. but it seemed like a remake of transformers to me. ._. no originality! >< and i would have liked more scenes of the cars, or something more fanciful with them LOL hahah.

okay lah, at least i got to see tom. :DDD HAHA. eye candyy!

Labels: ramblings, school, thoughts, tokio hotel

ich liebe Tom! 12:38 AM

♥ willkommen

"WIR STERBEN NIEMALS AUS "

Viel zu viel Liebe an der Musik
Viel zu viele Grenzen unbesiegt
So viele Gedanken
und Wörter nicht beendet
Ich glaub nicht das das bald endet

Wir bleiben immer
schreiben uns in die Ewigkeit
Ich weiß das immer
irgendwo was bleibt
Wir fühlen
wir sind fürs Ende nicht bereit
Wir sterben niemals aus
Ihr tragt uns bis in alle Zeit

this is a slightly fangirly blog of a girl, who loves tokio hotel.
komm shon, wir schaffen es zusammen.

♥ das ist mich

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APOLLO!!! :D
HC BAND! ♥♥♥
HC Ultimate! ♥♥♥
swimming!
TOKIO HOTEL! :D ♥♥
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more As
tokio hotel caught on cam dvd!
reach 168 D:
drums!
guitarrrrr!
bass!
lernen Deutsch!
~~get a job~~
fly to Europe!
stop procrastinating.
to be a global citizen

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