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Monday, September 7, 2009
 is it nature's way of helping us find our paths? secretly pointing out directions to us, just that we didnt know. talked to peter til 3 am this morning over the phone. :D loves. haha it's been long since we last talk. there's so much similarities between us. our problems, most of them of the same situations. >< though he doesnt tell me what exactly his problems are about, i guess i kinda know. some of them perhaps, not all. i hope i did understand. i'd really not be fit to be called your friend if i didnt. that's the least i could do, not knowing what you've been up to, after not seeing you for such a long time, the least i could do was hear you out, be that someone you'd confide in, and really try to understand your situation. maybe i've been really selfish. always just thinking about me and myself. urghhhh others before self, others before self. anyway, thanks. :D what you said last night, i guess those words were what i wanted to hear. reassurance. to know that we're still here for each other. <3  we need to broaden our visions. the world is big out there. went to school for econs this morning, then stayed back to mug abit. did managed to talk abit with nat for awhile, cause we lunched together hahaha. then met kexin in school, and once again, we just sat down to talk, to hear her out again. (: haha maybe it's coincidental or what, but so many of us are troubled over the SAME issue zzzz. like kexin, qian, me, peter, brudder. we all know this isnt the right time, but we're still into it, we just cant get rid of it. ._. urgh. D: focus, focus. >< went back up to mug math. fail lah. cannot do 7B at all. D: saw e-hui, kanzy, hiippy and sijie hahaha. then met yangxuan and marcus who helped me abit. then i left school at about 3. :/ ---- reading someone else's post that reflects my own feelings somehow always leaves me feeling conflicted. somehow, it feels like de javu to know how he or she is feeling, cause you've felt it too, or rather, you're going through it too. but the pain and hurt, or the sense of loss you've felt, it's certainly something whicn you hope your friends dont have to go through. D: and then again, you feel lost and hopeless, cause you cant do anything to help minimise that sickening feeling for your friend either. ._. sucks.
uhh hahah i dont know what to feel. loads of us reminisce the old times we had with our close ones, our loved ones. the memories made but times lost. :/ i guess it acts as a reminder for me to really treasure those around me now. for me, even though i might not be their priority, i dont see why they cant be mine? though i might not be of the utmost importance to them, i guess it's the gratitude towards them that leaves me putting them as my priority. i owe it to them. yup, live now. not in the past or in the future. treasure every moment i have with them now. (: Labels: ramblings, school, thoughts ich liebe Tom! 8:08 PM |
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