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Sunday, October 25, 2009
WARNING: THIS IS A FANGIRLING POST. :DDD Daesung's solo- try and smile. omg his voice is awesommmeeeeeeeeee. :D love love love. :D and the song's lyrics. heh. i think it's something some of us can sort of relate to. (: beautiful song. :D oh this made me crack up totally. :DDDD OMG HAHAHAHAA. DAESUNG IS DARN CUTEEEE. especially the part where daesung had his "cuteness explosion" HAHA WTH. and the beginning when he asked if he could stay at jaesuk's house instead cause he was afraid TOP would make him pay for bullying him. and the part where TOP got into the house with daesung and tried to beat him up but daesung escaped from the house through the windowwww omg darn hilarious! :DDD and and and, BINGU TOP! :DDD HAHAHAHAHAHA. anyway, other links like daesung day, family outing and comeback concert ------ i had the worst dream last night btw. D: i dread tmr terribly. D: Labels: fangirling, music, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 11:14 PM Hymm to the infinite sky, by K U Wind Symphony, Thailand. i just found this on youtube, cause i missed hymm suddenly, and omgggg HAHA. the conductor's the thai guy that came to coach us for SYF!!! i think i think. looks like him. OMGGG THIS IS SO COOL. :DDD. this is not the full song by the way. D: but K U Winds sound really good. like expression, tone, dynamics, phrasing and stuff. pro people. i need to fall in love with band again. desperately. i need that passion for the music to come back. >< sadly i couldnt find any videos on the pieces that we're going to play for noel this year. D: rahhhh. i loveeeee hymmmmmmmm. <3 i miss that feeling. that feeling which we all embraced for every concert or SYF with an emotional piece, the whole band putting their heart and soul into the soul, expressing their emotions by telling the story of the song. like hymm to the infinite sky, painting the picture of the birds, the serenity, the clear blue sky and the heavens above. i miss the feeling of being able to do that. satoshi yagishawa actually composed hymm to the sun too, which was our SYF piece this year. somehow, sadly i dont feel the same connection to the song that i had with hymm to the infinite sky. D: maybe because i couldnt see the picture that the song was trying to paint. but that thai guy who came to coach us during syf really helped us alot. he helped us paint the picture, describing each scene that the song was trying to depict, helped us expressed and put in our own emotions into the song and together, helped us to tell the story of the song- the fight between the sun and the dark clouds. hahaha. and our singing part! :DDDDD loveeeeeee! the scene where the sun has won the fight, and all is good and hopeful. calm, reassurance, and then triumph. then there's other songs that never fail to make me love band again. like persis! 7th night of july! machu picchu! fate of the gods! with heart and voice! Jalan-jalan! omggggg. it seemed eons ago that we played persis together as a whole ny band on the VCH stage. and i still remember the percussion practicing hard for Brazilian, and finally making it on the concert day, rocking the house downn. :DDD loveeee! and SYF '07 had us playing jericho as a whole ny band on the SCH stage. still remembered that day we totally played our hearts out, screamed and shouted our lungs for the walls to crumbled like we never dared to before in our practices haha. it was so amazing, how all of us on stage just knew what to do, what the picture we wanted to paint was. and after syf, we would all play the jericho recording in our classrooms, sometimes blasting it cause we would be proud to hear it, for it was our performance, us on stage playing as one, expressing as one. these memories seem so far away. D: i kinda regret not taking music. maybe that would have reminded me of my love for band. but then every choice comes with an opportunity cost. maybe then i wouldnt have fell in love with frisbee then. so, it's always a give or take situation. ----  yesterday was horrendously horrible. thanks for the people who were there, especially e-hui, shengjie brudder, nelson, edwin and yangxuan hahah who surprisingly talked to me about it. he kinda enlightened me about some stuffs, and helped me look on the positive side of things. i suck. i kinda brought it on myself i guess. finally, when the truth would be revealed, the days to come would be tough and hellish. the time would come where i would have to make a choice once again. a sacrifice. forced to, rather. cause no matter how reluctant i am, i would still have to do it. perhaps the above was trying to get me prepared for what's to come, and to help me get through life without seeing the people i loved and cared for, or doing the things i loved and am passionate about again. ------ today was spent out at westmall with family. omg dressed all girly for the first time in eons haha and i kinda felt good. went to the library cause i needed books to indulge in desperately. i found some books by haruki murakami which reminded me of last year's memories with zoo once again. the book which sok, ee and i bought for ky for christmas. haha. why do i even remember stuffs like these. ._. it's like the littlest and insignificant things that i tend to remember. probably because those were the days that were really carefree and fun-filled. >< i miss them alot. now, we're like non-existent. ---- this week has been rather screwed up, with loads of weird things and slacking around happening at the same time. like uh monday at david's house with peter for example, and wednesday slacking around with frisbee people, flicking, and uh the whole weird incident. and then thursday with kexin emoing to me and then he came over again incident, and then yesterday's david and i stuff in the morning, and then daryl's comment at night. :/ kexin just came to emo to me again. haha lucky girl went to scream with some lucky group of friends LOL. -smirks- but then again she kinda made me realised some stuffs that i werent too sensitive to, or rather, never seemed to notice about. heh. like the stuff that the people around me do to show care and concern for me. sometimes even the simplest word that they say can mean alot. but i seem to take that for granted these days. like im getting used to it. i think im hanging out with guys too much for my own good. -.- badd. the smallest things kexin noticed about really made me realized how insensitive i've been to other's actions. idk, i used to notice and would remember their actions, and then feel touched by their intentions, but nowadays i'd just notice and not feel anything anymore. cause i dont know if they really mean what they say or do anymore i guess. i shouldnt think that way. like kexin, i should just notice and appreciate their actions once again, regardless of what their real intentions are. i guess. :/ heh thinking is tiring. D: i shall return to my books though it's already 2. oh no i still have to wake up tmr and do Series and sequences for my math tuition. D: sian. Labels: band, HCband, ramblings, zoo ich liebe Tom! 12:53 AM Thursday, October 22, 2009
 today was very fei. went to school for 2.5 hours of lessons. win. like math in the morning from 8-9, then break till 1 where we had chem till 2.30. epic. so during my very long break, i went to watch nicholas's and derrick's class play frisbee hahah. derrick's class guys quite zai. ayee. pro people. then after that, went to find kexin and talked. heh sorry e-hui for pangsehing you today, like almost the whole day. >< watched jordon, qianwen and jonathan flick in the inner plaza also haha. after that sian diao, found jichao hiding in the band room trying to play dota LOL. epic lah. then talked about some random stuffs for abit while i watched him play CD4 lol. darn zai lah him, aiming so good. lol. nothing much happened until after school, went down to flick for abit with melvin's new disc! :D then met kexin again. hahah tuesday was me ranting and emoing to e-hui, today was kexin's turn to rant and emo to me. heh. talked about band and everything. :/ which made me think about my own choices too. or the choices that i soon will have to make. >< after emoing for quite long, we went onto talking, ranting and even screaming our frustrations out hahaha. darn stupid, both of us super aa, gaying and ranting in front of rugby and frisbee people. -.- then after she got abit better, we decided to go down and join the others to flick (cause i couldnt resist anymore. >< heh sorry!) we joined portia, xinyu and jasmine who were flicking, and surprisingly, kexin's backhand is quite good! O.O (cue for you to go "omg im darn shocked") lol okay wait i forgot, basketballer. haha. but it was darn hilarious afterwards when both kexin and i were talking on the field, then suddenly a disc flew towards kexin cause it was a off throw, and kexin screamed like siaoo. LOL. in the field, right in front of the rugby and frisbee people. LOL. WELL DONE. i couldnt stop laughing at her lah, totally made my day, EPIC. zzz i wonder how she play basketball like that. -.- the ball come she scream and run LOL. okay okay j.k.j.k. laxxx. oh then i commented her about being blind. LOL. for some other matters, besides the disc thingy haha. and she laughed like siao over that one simple comment. -.- talk about self-amusement. kexin left a while later, but heh everything that was left, or that she said just made me think again :/ sian. the trip home was alone, it was spent sleeping cause i was so mentally tired. i think too much. ---------- what way is it better to end a sian day than to talk to david and peter haha. thanks guys for being there, talking to me, helping me keep my sanity in the midst of this mess. oh and peter got onto tumblr! and posted quite alot of heartfelt stuff, which i surprisingly found i can kinda connect to, possibly cause he's been telling me everything. :/
i think this applies to some others i know, :/ and i think most of us feel the same way too, so yea. you guys are not alone. >< -------------- okay. now im dreading tmr. D: seriously. Labels: brudders/sistas, david/peter, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 11:11 PM Monday, October 19, 2009
how it kills me everytime i hear this song. ------ went to junning's house to do pw ytd. did op and script. i need to memorise my script! >< went to david's house with peter todayy. :D it feels really great to see them again, since we don't really get to see each other much. met david at the mrt station first, then both of us went to his house first cause PETER KOH OVERSLEPT AGAIN. zzzz. hahaha okay. so david and i went to his house first, talked about stuffs, watched him play dota when he was supposed to do his wr. -.- slacked around in his room. i concluded that his house is a very nice and fun place hahah. so bigg! :D then peter came at around 11.30, 12. that poor guy almost got lost lah, david's house so ulu. then david continued playing his dota, while peter started breaking in his room. peter tried teaching me break, and oh cwalk! :DDD funnn. then the 3 of us went down for lunch. then the both of them started niaoing me over lunch again, as always. -.- zzzz. used to it liao. sian diaooo. oh then we saw his dogggg! :D so cuteeeeeee omg love love love love love. :D it doesnt bark or bite lah so good! :D nice dogggy. :DDDD after lunch and ice cream LOL haha, we went up to his attic and played guitar hero/rock band hahah. darn funnnn! i realised peter's darn pro on the drums, and david's godlike. -.- wl i bet he whole day hide in his attic and play lah LOL. okay j.k. but seriously, both of them darn prooo. and it was really fun. had fun singing our favourite songs, and oh MONSOOOOONNNNNNNNN! <333 hahaha. and david kept going on about the stalker song hahahah darn hilariousss. stupid guy haha. oh then peter took over the vocals and omggg darn funny hahah. we just sang our hearts out without a care for the world outside. funnnnnn. :DDD oh then david kept showing off his darn pro guitar skills. zzzz. haha like not looking at his notes and playing and looking at me or disturbing me while im trying to figure out the notes on the basssss. roarrrr. played from 2-4.30, then we went back down to david's room cause he needed to do his wr. so peter and i slacked around his room, sat on his bed, explored his room, played with his soft toys and talked and rubbished LOL. hahah. oh and stupid peter koh kept BRIDGING ME WTH. (lol if you know what it is.) SIAN. then i cannot poke him back roarrrr. one day i'll get him LOL. before peter and i left we went back down to play with his dogg. :DDD omg LOVEEEEEEE HIS DOG IS DARN CUTEEE. :D she kept jumping and pawing at us awwwww such a nice and friendly dogggg! :D love love love. and the fur darn nice lahhhh. :D david walked both peter and i out from his house to the bus stop, then peter left for vivo to shop while i headed home. heh sorry peter i couldnt follow you to vivo to shop, leaving you in such awkwardness >< LOL. okay erm not funny. okay i go shop with you again some other time. :D and one day both david and i need to go your houseeee. :DDD thanks david for todayy. :DDD -----
i had myself thinking on the way back again. cause i was alone heh. after seeing all these, after hearing from all of them, i really starting to doubt it actually exists. maybe she was right. :/ maybe it doesn't exist at it. maybe it's just something that we all imagine and believe in. alot of us are going through the same thing. >< urgh. once again, others before self, others before self. ---- oh by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEO KEXINNNN!!!! I KNOW YOU COME HERE YOU STALKERR. NEXT TIME IT'S MY TURN TO GO YOUR HOUSE AND PLAY WII. :D I NEVER PLAY BEFOREEE HAHAHA. Labels: david/peter, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 8:07 PM Sunday, October 18, 2009
after talking to kexin on thursday, she made me realised what i havent realised. i still dont know what my heart wants. --- i've been tired mentally, thus spamming sports yesterday and hence getting myself the worst sunburnt ever. jiajie said i looked drunk yesterday during band. he was so wrong. i look like a freaking lobster wth. and it hurts quite alot. >< so there, my worst sunburnt ever. but then yesterday was kinda fun. doing sports helped me take my mind off some stuffs, sports and music = good distractions hahaha. unlike today. >< i really need distractions so i wouldnt think. D: ----- why is it that after promos life seem to be going downhill. urgh. i used to hate being alone, but right now, i think some loneliness helps. need to clear my mind off stuff. sometimes company makes you think more. :/ urgh what is this. im like contradicting myself. i hate being alone, but now i need to be alone. -.- im sorry i havent talked to you in ages. im not ready yet. im still too weak. the hurt hasnt stopped yet. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 1:15 AM Saturday, October 17, 2009
lalala- big bang. music cures the soul. :D & daesung is darn cute i cannot stand it! & taeyang's dreadlockssss! :DDD ---- today was kinda tiring. we got dismissed early so our class kinda wanted to play volleyball but there wasnt enough courts, so they decided not to instead. -.- so i went to crash david's class instead. alot of zai people, kinda scary for a noob like me lol. thanks tess and liqin for helping hahahah. forcing me to serve LOL. after the sun came out and everyone stopped playing, liqin, tess and i continued playing basketball for awhile. then at about 12 i went back to flick with brudders and gang. lol. then after that, went to eat with e-hui haha. talked about some stuffs again. when we went back, we saw that soccer people koped the field, then we just sian diao. sat down there stone and tell lame jokes lol. then shengjie wanted to go down to flick at 2, so ian, shengjie, weijie and i went to the mini field at the side of the whole field (LOL) to play. the whole JC field was like divided into three, for rugby, soccer and frisbee. then our field become very small, sian diao. then the 4 of us just started play 2 on 2, but whichever guy (shengjie or ian) who paired up with me sure gg lah, cause im so noob. D: rahhhh. darn sian. then got burnt in the sun cause it was darn freaking hot. then after that we changed to the side field, and then started having drills and then just had pick-ups. it was good to see everyone on field again (well almost everyone), good to be playing on field again. :D though we all got literally burnt from the freaking hot sun. then left for band at 4.30. band was okay. i like flight to the future! :D it's the only nice sounding piece that we're playing i guess. when we reached the guys were all playing bridge or dota-ing on their com. win lahhh. oh then my bass went missing. -.- darn epic. like so big an instru still can go missing wth. oh then jason was darn hilarious. "omg you're purple!" EPIC. everyone just kept commenting on how red i was lah. after band, went back to jc to meet teammates for dinner. haha. shengjie and i went to buy drink for marcus, then the machine ate up his 1.20 LOL. played bridge with brudder, marcus and zhiyang, then went down to flick with yongquan's flashlight disc in the dark with weijie and shengjie brudder. OMGGGGG DARN COOL. IT'S DARN NICE AND PRETTY I WANT ONE TOOO. :D THEN WE CAN HAVE NIGHT TRAININGGGG HAHAHAH. it's darn pretty lahhhhh i wannntttttt! T.T after that the girls went off for dinner first, before me, shengjie brudder, weijie, jonny and chinteck took after them to serene's. when we reached serene's there werent exactly enough space for us, so we sat outside macs but next to the girls, so there was like a glass partition in between us 5 and e-hui, jiawen, iris, jingqing and evelyn LOL. we were like communicating through hand signs and handphone messages LOL. darn hilarious hahaha. oh then jiawen and i were taking photos together. :D then it was like cause we were separated by the glass partition so we were like leaning against the glass to take photo. then shengjie keep laughing at us saying we darn retarded LOL. after that e-hui and evelyn left, then jiawen, iris and jingqing came out to join us hahahah. :D then jiaming melvin and yongquan brudders came to join us too. :D played i never never and zhong ji mi ma darn fun hahaha. weijie, shengjie and jiaming kept tio-ing but then we didnt have stuff to ask them so they were like safe LOL. hahaha. oh then something darn weird and retarded happened to me. zzzzz like wth. why do such weird stuff keep happening to me. -.- roar. after that we went home. was supposed to go home with brudders but then something else happened. >< heh sorry i pangsehed you guys. and thanks for the day! :D ----- anyway, tumblr Labels: brudders/sistas, david/peter, fangirling, HCult, music, school ich liebe Tom! 1:03 AM Thursday, October 15, 2009
 & mentally i started pleading with myself, "stop! stop! make it stop! make it go away! D:" my heart's faltering. im losing hope. im dead tired. emotionally dead tired. Labels: ramblings ich liebe Tom! 9:04 PM Wednesday, October 14, 2009
george nozuka's talk to me. this was the song we danced to today. :D darn nice. and andy's choreo to this song is darnnnn niceeeeeeee. especially the ending! :D i think we all agreed that today was more manageable than yesterday haha, cause today's new school hip hop was more lyrical and slower, smoother. yesterday's fusion hip hop was really hard, accented, locking popping, more technical. >< i kinda want to know how street jazz went hahah. dance! :D after new school hip hop today, nelson, jiajie, oli, shengjie and i once again had the whole studio to ourselves and we started trying to break again. oh we talked to andy our instructor for awhile, he's really nice lol. and darn flexible wth. he can do split lah! D: (i fail. ._.) thanks nelson, shengjie and oli brudder for helping me with my freeze again lol. i fail lah my freeze darn lousy, i kept falling and hitting my shoulder. D: then shengjie, nelson and jiajie were all trying to balance their handstands, while oli was practicing his six steps lol. i need to practice my six steps too, not clean. D: then after that we were all tired out, and jiajie and nelson started trying to taupok shengjie LOL. unfortunately shengjie was too strong liao, he flipped over and then nelson became underneath and jiajie and shengjie started to taupok nelson instead lol. darn hilarious. left the studio afterwards, then we saw SMU people flicking outside the library like at the small patches of grass (LOL) so we started to flick with yongquan's disc. omggg i miss flicking, darn fun. but my throws are darn screwed up. D: and there were 2 tyco passes to nelson and jiajie that slipped from my hands and flew through this narrow gap between some sculpture we were flicking beside LOL. then nelson and jiajie kept laughing at me lol. oh oh then nelson started to do a wave before he threw, or a wave before he tried to catch a disc. fail lah hahaha, but his wave not bad LOL. then after that, me, nelson, jiajie and shengjie brudder went down to meridian to play pool. the 3 pros were teaching me how to play lah. nelson's darn zai, and jiajie is tyco hahaha. today is not shengjie's day. he kept missing lah lol. darn hilarious. oh then we kept getting scolded by the guy! first nelson just poured all the balls onto the table, then he kena scolded. then shengjie put his drink on the side of the table, kena scolding again. then after using his cue stick to help me align mine, nelson swung his cue stick upwards, which hit the lights accidentally with a huge sound and the uncle stared at us again. LOL. darn hilarious. after 2 games, the just started to practice different strokes, and just got me exposed to the different situations. haha i still cant do the scratching thing, keep missing the ball. D: but anyway, thanks nelson, jiajie and brudder for todayyy! :DD happy happy. :D after that, nelson and jiajie took mrt home while brudder and i took bus home again. :D haha talked about stuffs. thanks brudder for bringing there, and taking me home again, or else i wont really have gotten lost. so thanks thanks. :D  dance, flick, pool all in one day with loved ones, today is a happy happy day! :D Labels: brudders/sistas ich liebe Tom! 11:47 PM Tuesday, October 13, 2009
today was eventful. it was physically, mentally and emotionally tiring. >< today's sabbaticals was fun! had sok, shengjie, nelson, cynthia, oli, jiajie for company. :D but very tiring also D: learnt alot of stuffs, so it was fruitful i guess. after the sabbats, when everyone left the studio, nelson, oli, jiajie, shengjie and i stayed behind to slack abit more, so the guys were all bboying LOL. then nelson and shengjie helped me with my freeze, and shengjie taught me six step properly LOL. brudder tried to teach me toprock but fail lah, i cannot get the feel at all. >< after that e-hui, shengjie and i went to watch 500 days of summer together at ps after our sabbaticals today. there were some pretty hilarious parts, shengjie and e-hui kept making fun of my noobness with cinema. after the movie, i saw qian and her TOPG gang. win, we were watching the same movie in the same theatre and we didnt know lol. the movie was pretty good i guess. but it left me half-confused LOL. set the 3 of us thinking about our own stuffs, so shengjie and my trip home together wasnt really pleasant for me, cause roarrr i kept thinking about stuffs, and how stupid i was. -.- talked to shengjie about some stuffs that uhh left me really thinking lah. :/ reached home, talked to peter, david, kexin and brudder sheng jie hahaha. hmm. mentally tiring. ><
------- i think after going through all of that, i've become tougher. or maybe immune to feelings? >< somehow i think i think im strong but im not as strong. if you get what i mean. :/ im not as strong as i wish i could be. Labels: brudders/sistas, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 10:43 PM  you make me feel so dumb. you make me feel like a total fool. urgh im such a stupid girl. D: ---- went back to school, kajiao-ed e-hui haha, (sorry sista. >< ) then after they came out from their physics paper, went to flick abit before qian and i went island creamery for HTHT again. talked about our problems again haha. thanks qianwen for listening. :D roarrr jc life sucksss. oh and both of us almost died crossing the road. omg darn scary, but looking back it was quite retarded and hilarious. went back to school, met up with e-hui again before i joined david's class to play lan. :D haha went to makan first before we went to play L4D. his class guys keep bullying their class girls! >< poor tess, hahah omg tess is darn retarded lol. ivan and weisheng kept bullying her ayee. played campaign with david and some other guy (eh i forgot his name ><) first before josh, hsiu chin, david and i played campaign together. haha darn retarded, stupid david went crazy and started killing his own teammates e.g. ME. woah thanks arh. -.- then we played the last level of the hospital thingy and omg i was the only one who managed to get to the helicopter, cause david and hsiu chin got killed by 2 tanks, and josh was hurt by triple attacks from a hunter, a smoker and a boomer. win lahh. their class decided to watch movie after that so i went home haha. but still thanks david. (but okay he wont see this, but still thanks. :D) hmm tmr will be a better day, hopefully. >< Labels: david/peter, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 12:08 AM Monday, October 12, 2009
 today's weird. i fell in love with big bang! :D but for a weird reason. okay i dont think i should say it here, but lol peter and e-hui knows, i've been going crazy about it to them LOL. the fangirl in me is back, and this time it's about big bang. this is very bad. i like them for a bad reason. wth im liking something i shouldnt. -.- grahhh this sucks. oh but then again, liking them helped me take my mind of some stuffs LOL. this is like. haiya idk. talked to david, kexin, e-hui, oli, jiaming and peter today. :D was going crazy with kexin lol. HELLO DEAR, OUTINGGGGG. :DDDD hahaha. okay im like really bored at home lah. just spamming videos everyday or talking to people everyday to like get my mind off stuffs, now that promos are over, there's like not much mugging i can do to distract myself. D: so uh yea. i feel darn loser lahh. D: siann.  pretty pretty. :D okay im going school tmr! :D edit: OMG OMG OMG I HEARD AUTOMATISCH AGAIN AND OMGGGG THOSE GUITAR RIFFSSS. :DDDDDD it's tom kaulitz doing it to my heart againn. :DDDD love love love! :D i wanna learn how to play guitarrrrrrrrrrr! :DDD OKAY im just going mad. it's 2 am in the morning and because of those guitar riffs, im too high i cant sleep. LOL. /edit. Labels: fangirling, music, ramblings ich liebe Tom! 1:23 AM Saturday, October 10, 2009
 promos were a horror. im going to fail econs math and bio gg. yesterday's bio paper was terror. D: but thankfully i saw oli, shengjie and weijie after that, kinda cheered me up abit. then nelson, shengjie, melvin, shaun, oli, weijie, yongquan, and i went to makan together. melvin kept going on about writing an essay about why people need to yawn. full of rubbish lah he hahaha. played and flicked abit after that before weijie, oli and shengjie went back to mug. oh cynthia jiawen nelson and i played fei ji qi hahaha. darn lame. then cynthia and jiawen went to play badminton while i went to flick with henry and hiippy. got tired then went to "mug" physics with oli and shengjie. kinda chased jiaming away. (im sorry! ><) tried to sleep but failed, nelson and i tried to study physics, fail also. hahah help shengjie decorate his lecture notes instead. "talked" to e-hui about some stuffs after that, more of whispered lah hahahah. then qian called me to go lunch with her, talked about stuffs again, caught with her on loads of stuff oh my. talked for pretty long in ages. after talking for like 2 hours (LOL), she went back reading room to mug physics, i dropped by bandroom. liangsai, jiachen, luther and nicholas all inside playing bridge lah winnnn. then they were like "eh go lan!" LOL. haha almost wanted to join them before i found out that cynthia had extra shirt and i could go train, so i went to the side field to train instead. it's been so long since we last trained! felt the adrenaline pumping again while playing match on the field, scored for the first time in ages. did a couple of pretty bad passes while handling with marcus and melvin on field though (sorry! ><) ayee i still suck man. did reading after that, and omggg my hucks are goneeeee. D: im sad. D: it's heartening to see people like henry who arent in HCULT, but so passionate about frisbee haha. he joined us for training for the very first time yesterday, roarrrr stupid marcus kept bullying him, but henry did great lah. he prolly better than me lol. D: oh and how could we forget, shengjie the superman actually did a layout against daryl yesterday hahaha. and he scored like dunno how many times lahh. superman showing his true colours LOL. yesterday night was horrible. sorry and thanks to e-hui who messaged me about stuffs while i complained and ranted to her about stuffs. heh sorry. >< sorry peter too, i didnt know you had your own problems to deal with last night as well. D: sorry sorry sorry. >< once again thanks jiawei for making me feel better. :D -----  today was wasted totally. i feel like some loser lah, stuck at home watching stupid videos off youtube. oh but jiajie and oli just showed me the left 4 dead trailer in hokkien video, hahahah darn hilarious omggg. oh and i love this. :D i want one too! :D darn cool. hahaha. i fell in love with brooklyn jai's choreography once again hahah darn nice lahhh. :D like this: brooklyn jai and amanda dancing to "when i grow up" by pussycat dolls and this: all guys, dancing to ciara's "that's right" tight and energetic. niceeee. :D oh and i wanna learn this! :DDD brooklyn jai's choreo for ciara's "get up" niceeee! :D haiya you can tell how bored i am. i wanna go out and play. breathe some fresh air, get some exercise, lie on green grass and just stare at the sky. Labels: brudders/sistas, HCult, school ich liebe Tom! 11:46 PM Friday, October 9, 2009
 promos finally over, the company for the past week has made it so much more bearable. many thanks to ian, yongquan, weijie, shengjie, oli, jiaming, jasmine, e-hui, nelson, shaun, henry. especially ian, yongquan, shengjie, my 3 brudders who i always go home with, jiaming and ian for teaching me math, shengjie for being my chem tutor, yongquan and nelson for being my bio consults LOL. :D thanks e-hui and jasmine for being my confidents. :D haha thanks alot alot alot, wouldnt have survived it without you guys. oh quote of the week:
oh by the way, sorry brudder shengjie, looking back i realised i've been pretty mean to you this whole week, never failing to niao you everyday (oops. ><) haha. but aiyaaaa you're too easy to bully liao, if you're being bullied by me. jiu4 shi4 yi1 ge4 hao3 ren2! :D ---- jiawei just cheered my disastrous night up by talking to me after i told him about tmr. hahah I FOUND HIS HIDDEN SUPER POWERRR. LOL. like totally. now we're both having fun with http://www.cesmes.fi/ LOL.
you get what i mean HAHA. thanks to him, if he ever comes here. i was really upset about tmr before, (pretty much to the point of cursing swearing and emoing) but then now he cheered me up LOL. Labels: brudders/sistas, HCult, school ich liebe Tom! 11:30 PM |
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