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Sunday, October 25, 2009

Hymm to the infinite sky, by K U Wind Symphony, Thailand.

i just found this on youtube, cause i missed hymm suddenly, and omgggg HAHA. the conductor's the thai guy that came to coach us for SYF!!! i think i think. looks like him. OMGGG THIS IS SO COOL. :DDD.

this is not the full song by the way. D: but K U Winds sound really good. like expression, tone, dynamics, phrasing and stuff. pro people.

i need to fall in love with band again. desperately.
i need that passion for the music to come back. ><
sadly i couldnt find any videos on the pieces that we're going to play for noel this year. D: rahhhh.

i loveeeee hymmmmmmmm. <3
i miss that feeling. that feeling which we all embraced for every concert or SYF with an emotional piece, the whole band putting their heart and soul into the soul, expressing their emotions by telling the story of the song. like hymm to the infinite sky, painting the picture of the birds, the serenity, the clear blue sky and the heavens above. i miss the feeling of being able to do that.

satoshi yagishawa actually composed hymm to the sun too, which was our SYF piece this year. somehow, sadly i dont feel the same connection to the song that i had with hymm to the infinite sky. D: maybe because i couldnt see the picture that the song was trying to paint. but that thai guy who came to coach us during syf really helped us alot. he helped us paint the picture, describing each scene that the song was trying to depict, helped us expressed and put in our own emotions into the song and together, helped us to tell the story of the song- the fight between the sun and the dark clouds. hahaha.

and our singing part! :DDDDD loveeeeeee! the scene where the sun has won the fight, and all is good and hopeful. calm, reassurance, and then triumph.

then there's other songs that never fail to make me love band again. like persis! 7th night of july! machu picchu! fate of the gods! with heart and voice! Jalan-jalan! omggggg. it seemed eons ago that we played persis together as a whole ny band on the VCH stage. and i still remember the percussion practicing hard for Brazilian, and finally making it on the concert day, rocking the house downn. :DDD loveeee!

and SYF '07 had us playing jericho as a whole ny band on the SCH stage. still remembered that day we totally played our hearts out, screamed and shouted our lungs for the walls to crumbled like we never dared to before in our practices haha. it was so amazing, how all of us on stage just knew what to do, what the picture we wanted to paint was. and after syf, we would all play the jericho recording in our classrooms, sometimes blasting it cause we would be proud to hear it, for it was our performance, us on stage playing as one, expressing as one.

these memories seem so far away. D: i kinda regret not taking music. maybe that would have reminded me of my love for band. but then every choice comes with an opportunity cost. maybe then i wouldnt have fell in love with frisbee then. so, it's always a give or take situation.

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yesterday was horrendously horrible. thanks for the people who were there, especially e-hui, shengjie brudder, nelson, edwin and yangxuan hahah who surprisingly talked to me about it. he kinda enlightened me about some stuffs, and helped me look on the positive side of things.

i suck. i kinda brought it on myself i guess.
finally, when the truth would be revealed, the days to come would be tough and hellish.
the time would come where i would have to make a choice once again. a sacrifice.
forced to, rather. cause no matter how reluctant i am, i would still have to do it.

perhaps the above was trying to get me prepared for what's to come, and to help me get through life without seeing the people i loved and cared for, or doing the things i loved and am passionate about again.

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today was spent out at westmall with family. omg dressed all girly for the first time in eons haha and i kinda felt good.

went to the library cause i needed books to indulge in desperately. i found some books by haruki murakami which reminded me of last year's memories with zoo once again. the book which sok, ee and i bought for ky for christmas. haha. why do i even remember stuffs like these. ._. it's like the littlest and insignificant things that i tend to remember. probably because those were the days that were really carefree and fun-filled. >< i miss them alot.

now, we're like non-existent.

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this week has been rather screwed up, with loads of weird things and slacking around happening at the same time. like uh monday at david's house with peter for example, and wednesday slacking around with frisbee people, flicking, and uh the whole weird incident. and then thursday with kexin emoing to me and then he came over again incident, and then yesterday's david and i stuff in the morning, and then daryl's comment at night. :/

kexin just came to emo to me again. haha lucky girl went to scream with some lucky group of friends LOL. -smirks-

but then again she kinda made me realised some stuffs that i werent too sensitive to, or rather, never seemed to notice about. heh. like the stuff that the people around me do to show care and concern for me. sometimes even the simplest word that they say can mean alot. but i seem to take that for granted these days. like im getting used to it.

i think im hanging out with guys too much for my own good. -.- badd.

the smallest things kexin noticed about really made me realized how insensitive i've been to other's actions. idk, i used to notice and would remember their actions, and then feel touched by their intentions, but nowadays i'd just notice and not feel anything anymore. cause i dont know if they really mean what they say or do anymore i guess.

i shouldnt think that way. like kexin, i should just notice and appreciate their actions once again, regardless of what their real intentions are. i guess. :/

heh thinking is tiring. D: i shall return to my books though it's already 2.

oh no i still have to wake up tmr and do Series and sequences for my math tuition. D: sian.

Labels: band, HCband, ramblings, zoo

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