Tuesday, November 3, 2009

the following is dedicated to peter, e-hui, sheng jie brudder, kexin, and anyone else who's struggling to deal with their own problems, one way or another. ><



Jeremy Camp- Understand

Every time I fall down on my face
I see the one who bore all my shame
Well To know that you are everything I need you be
You're my ever present help in time of need

I know you understand it all
So why don't I get back on my feet again
I know you understand it all
So why don't I get back on my feet again
I know you understand it all

Every pain I feel inside my heart
It takes a faith I know I can't depart
Well To know that you hear every cry I raise to you
Bringing thoughts of hope the words I bring I know are few



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took bus home with jiawen today, training was quite tiring, partly because mentally i wasn't really prepared. D: sian.

brooded over some stuffs on the bus ride home again, which kinda wore me out even more. D:








it hurts when your parents tell you that you can't pursue what you want or am passionate about,
but it hurts even more when you have your grandparents coming to say that to you.

wth, when i reached home, my grandparents were there.

worse still, they said i should stop just because "girls don't do these type of things. you have no future!"


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i really love my teammates. :D they never fail to make my day. :D haha.
they're the only reason why i havent given up now.
i must hold on.

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Automatic-tokio hotel

It's automatic
And your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
And your voice is electric
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you





you keep sending me mixed messages, leaving me confused.
i shouldn't even be bothered; i don't know why i'm feeling this.

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hello dear, it's been months since we last talked. but now when i read your blog, i have a feeling i don't even know who you really are anymore.

did i even know you back then, when we shared those perfect memories together, so young and carefree before college came to ruin and mess up our lives for us?

maybe that was just another pretty facade. i never knew you before.

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