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big bang- Babo (fool)


Happy 2010 anyway. (:

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ich liebe Tom! 2:30 AM

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

because lj died on me, im posting here.



Foolish Love - Big Bang

[SR] (yea, yea) i think (of you) again like a bad habit
i get tired of this hard life so I countlessly
laugh when i think of you, cry when i miss you
i got tired (of it) and fell asleep

[TY] your love makes you feel difficult, so you turn around like a rough wind
my lack of understanding, uncertain future, i couldn’t take it anymore

[DS] i wanted to wipe the tears around (your) wetted eyes
but the image reflected in your eyes
isn’t me, it’s someone else baby

Chorus:
[TY] don’t lie baby, tell me ‘this isn’t it’
your head looks down and you can’t say anything; why are you making me miserable
[DS/SR] why do you feel sorry for me? stop now, leave after making me hate you foolish love left with wounds; bye bye
[SR] everything’s gonna be alright, right

[TOP] (uh) love came and left again like a migratory bird
“my heart hurts more,” i tell you endlessly but you were stubborn everyday
[GD] (just like) smoking a hit (you can) forget about (us) already as if it’s easy
“meet another woman and live well,” huh?
(T/N: he means she can throw away their relationship and wish him well like it’s easy)

[TOP] friend, what did i tell you, i’m not sure about her
[SR] (once a glass cup is broken, it’s hard to put it back together)
yo a game with an expected ending, nothin’ never ever change
i felt more anxious while i was watching from the sidelines

[GD] look, she will fall asleep while nestling in another guy’s arms
she will come looking for you a year or 2 later (let him go girl)
(T/N: this verse gets confusing b/c TOP & GD are having a dialogue with e/o)

Repeat Chorus

[DS] i hoped that you would hold me a bit more, but it’s useless now
[TY] my stupid shadow is now left alone and wandering around on this dimmed street
i think i am still waiting for you

[TOP] i feel pity, you aren’t that bad;
[GD] i feel pity, why do you end up with those kind of girls
[TOP] i feel pity, what she gave you is a nightmare;
[GD] i feel pity, for you, not your girl

Repeat Chorus

[SR] everything’s gonna be alright, right, yea yea… foolish person.






there's just some stuff where no one can help you with.
some stuff where you have to deal with alone.

it's a burden which you & only you must carry. no one else.
no one else because it's regarding you, because it concerns only you and yourself.

now i get how peter feels really.




somehow, no matter how hard i try, i seem to be going nowhere.
& i keep asking myself, how much longer?

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ich liebe Tom! 12:59 AM

Saturday, December 19, 2009

finally sat down to listen to concert recordings properly today. surprisingly enough i could hear myself play in john williams but not as loud in jap graff. -.- but ahh listening to jap graff just helped to relieve all the concert memories! :D haha can hear the crowd cheering for all the solos and sections haha. :D omg i loveeee jap graff. :D

and oh now that i re-listen to xinyao, i can hear myself pretty loud in the beginning. o.O AMAZINGGG. i think our audi acoustics suck lah. but the euphos and horns sound really loud. o.O like in xinyao and jap graff.

flight and orient both sound so-so to me. :/ okay flight sounds nicer cause the bass sounds louder. orient has the whole balance off. D: sad. i think mainly cause both jiajie and i were tired out and dead by orient. but the sound effects for the train by the woodwinds still sound as cool as ever. :D and the whole middle part which was supposed to be dark and dangerous didnt sound as bad as i thought it would be on concert day, so yup, cool.




omg i just saw the passing down role-play video of nycb on facebook. and OMGGG OUR JUNIORS ARH. darn dorky and lame omggggg. -.- and surprisinglyyy, all the lameness come from tabitha and yiyingg OMG. ZZZZZ. please dont tell me our juniors got it from us. but haha the video's pretty hilarious LOL. yiying and her whining in the band uniform scene HAHA darn funny. zzz both yiying and tabby remind me of someoneeee. :D HAHA. and urgh speaking of band uni, i miss our nanyang band uniformmm. DD:




"reality is just an illusion,
albeit a very persistent one."

-albert einstein.



yesterday was spent at the science center with family. it was good time spent, although i was tired, and wishing for something else ><, i had fun with family. the cold war at home hasnt ended so some time outside the house was good i guess, even though it's still with the family. plus it was at the science center, (technically my second home since primary school LOL), the place i loved, so yup. (:

today. yet another day at home. (missing out on some really badass action. D:) but still.

urgh. i need to learn take one thing at a time, solve one at a time.
though it's overloading, i should learn to cope.





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i guess i'll always be neither here nor there.
im always stuck in between both worlds.

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ich liebe Tom! 12:21 AM

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

yesterday after training our team went to sakae buffet at LOT 1 with some of the seniors.

haha it was really fun, and omg the girls who all ate together had alot of fun haha. and the food was good. we ate alot alot alot. i really dont think i've ever ate so much for lunch before. (omg fat. ><) but yes we laughed alot. mainly at the wasabi buffet thingy and the camera on the conveyor belt, and tricking the guys and tickling each other and zhong ji mi ma to choose who would finish up the food LOL. darn hilarious, especially the pac man part, and xinmei tricking the guys into wanting the bowl of mochi wrappers by saying there's still more mochi inside LOL HAHA. and tickling tess and evelyn LOL. and iris's funny expressions and wanting to try everything omggg darn funny hahaha.


plus the guys at the next table were trying to aim to eat 100 plates, which i think they did managed to in the end. the first thing they ordered were 7 of the steam eggs thing. and they were at they're 63th plate when we were still at our 27th. and that was just in the first hour. zzz omgg they sure eat alot lahhh.

after lunch/dinner (since the buffet was from 3-6 LOL) some of us went up to the arcade to play. it was fun watching ian, jiaming and shengjie brudder play haha. and omg IAN IS DARN ZAI WTH. i bet he everyday secretly go arcade and play lah wts. -.- and so smart some more WTH WTH. but yea it was super hilarious cause you see shengjie and jiaming struggling to survive but ian just laxing-ly playing the games omg hahaha. so basically ian owned at every game except at the racing games haha.

and zzzzz yesterday brudder was on high lah. whole day niao ian then niao me somemore. PLUS e-hui sista joined in. win. both of them come own me lah thanks. just imitate peter (ROARRR PETERRR. T.T) then win liao. sian. -.-

but on a brighter note, peter should be back tmr! :D i'll have my entertainment! :DDD

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ich liebe Tom! 1:05 AM

Monday, December 14, 2009

went out on thursday with e-hui, jasmine and ian. nelson and sheng brudder were supposed to join us, but then brudder couldnt get out of his house, and nelson had some stuff at home, so both of them didnt come. D:

the original plan, (or what e-hui had told me) was for the original 6 of us to go bugis and shop together. :D

what really happened?

ian and i met up with jasmine and e-hui at bugis, then e-hui, jasmine and the surprise guest, david surprised me with the belated birthday cake haha. :D oh man but thankyou thankyou thankyou! :D to everyone who took part in the "conspiracy" and planned everything since like a long time ago but only happened now cause our outing kept being postponed. thanks to all the teammates and seniors who helped wrote in the card! :D so prettyyy! :DDD and haha yes thanks for the present omg daeeee! :DD

it was a really pleasant surprise since i really didnt expect or suspect anything to happen. even when everything was supposedly happening right under my nose omg. from the way jasmine and e-hui puts it, i've been really blur and blind for the past few days, or even weeks. D: and e-hui's scary, she knows like my whole world now. even being able to get david to come along and surprise me, and she said she even asked ky/peter/kexin beforehand. like O.O scaryyy! but still thankyou thankyou for those who planned it or took part in it, and especially david who came out from church camp just for this lol.

but yes it was a wonderful day! (day 4 of happy days during the holiday) with all of us getting lunch at mos burger first before cutting cake. :D then ian went off to arcade and kexin called jasmine to wish me happy birthday (oh yea and i dreamt of her!) LOL. that woman woke up at 1. when we were supposed to meet up 1, so she gave up coming to surprise me. then david went back to his church camp while jasmine, e-hui and i went off to shop! :D

went to iluma first, see see look look, then went off to far east to shop. saw loads of pretty shoes and clothes. and omggg the caps at 77th street! D: but they were like 40 bucksss D: (i wanttt! D:) and then the hoodie dress! :D omg so pretty but it was like 80 bucks -.- sian i have expensive taste. D:

shopped abit until 5/6? before jasmine and i went home, and e-hui continued shopping at far east with charis haha. :D

yayyy loves!
(e-hui! pictures! :DDDD)

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ich liebe Tom! 12:28 AM

Friday, December 4, 2009

today is day 3 of my happy day count during this holiday! :D (concert day was first, yesterday was second)


im happy happyyy! :D

because training today was really fun. circle drill and standard throws. it rained abit during training, like showers on and off. and then it began to pour during our debrief and the field became a swimming pool! then the guys decided to go back down to the field and do layouts LOL. then the girls followed. it was quite fun watching everyone trying to layout in the mud in the rain and water splashing and spraying all over. the girls then did their own circle drill and they just took turn laying out in the puddles of water haha omggg. and tess and iris were crazyyy they both meng chiong lay outs lahh. we just took off our cleats and ran barefooted in the field, splashing muddy water at each other, laying out, rolling around in the mud like kids, and the guys started to taupok each other by carrying each other and then throwing them into the puddles omgg hahahaha.

after relieving our inner child, we then decided to play game in the the rain, and the rule was set that you had to layout/slide to score with the disc in the end zone LOL. so then we started the game with the whites vs darks, and everyone was running barefooted with water splashing everywhere whoo! then you could see everyone chionging and like sliding, laying out, and falling just to get the disc LOL. the most epic one was probably from ian who caught the disc in the end zone and fake a fall to score LOL. and daryl and marcus (or was it nelson? ><) who both laid out for a disc in the end zone but missed it together. then there was sheng and oli and melvin and i think splashing tess with muddy water by sliding together into the puddles of water omggg. hahaha darn fun! :D

after we had enough fun in the "swimming pools" LOL, we went to wash up and bathe then went over to thai noodle house to eat. met up with e-hui! :D then after lunch the guys wanted to go play pool so then we went off to play at irc :D

played pool with melvin, yongquan, jiajie, oli, jiaming, sheng, nelson, weijie. the j2s were at the other table. omg yongquan is darn zai at pool wth he kept zhamming the balls LOL. then oli, jiajie and melvin always tyco get the balls in, on top of their already pro-ness LOL. sheng was totally off today. the guys kept niaoing him ><

oh then thanks jonny for providing us with all the food omgggg. that crazy guy bought some chips and sweets cause he was hungry, then we all koped it. then he went back to buy more. he practically bought the whole ntuc lah. he bought like 3 tubes of pringles, yupi sweets, hi-chew, one box of oreo omggg. then us frisbee people just like picnic-ed at the place. ><

after playing pool for quite some time, we went back to have dinner hahah :D because hansheng messaged me to ask to treat me to dinner for my birthday, i went back home and then met up with him. :D lol poor guy has training everyday ><

nice guy treated me to hong kong cafe, which i must say was pretty good. haha thankss alot! :D talked quite abit about band and stuffs, and our trainings LOL. oh and his mango ice cream thingy was huge LOL haha but it was really awesomeeeeeeee! :DDDD

okay tired ><

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ich liebe Tom! 10:42 PM

Thursday, December 3, 2009


David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
......................
loll.
lucky daesung is like me
not me like him!
siew says:
you're like him!
how can you compare a star to be like you
tsk
† Petar! says:
ouch
siew says:
and he's so much cuter lahhh
David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
LOL
100!
HAAHAHAH
100 is super low rite
siew says:
LOL hahah a
yea
i think ><
† Petar! says:
yeah
below average
siew says:
eh chunhee's darn smart leh
David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
hahahaha
its super funny!
ollol
siew says:
LOL
eh oh you didnt watch the gd one
omggg that one's darn hilarious
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rkc0sjeCwog&feature=related
remember
† Petar! says:
orh orh
ya ya ya
WOOO~
siew says:
and the daesung WOOOOOOOO~~~~~~````
HAHAHAH
† Petar! says:
HAHA.
WOOOOOOO~
YAM THIS IS YOUR HIGHLIGHT EPISODE!
siew says:
AND DAESUNG'S SMILE OMGGGG. <3
David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
daesung lol
† Petar! says:
haha
siew says:
DARN CUTE LAH
David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
ahahaha
† Petar! says:
hahahaha
David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
HAHAHA
oops i didn't even touch it
siew says:
o.O
† Petar! says:
lol.
David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
hahaha
† Petar! says:
david(daesung)'s famous woo
David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
got some guy screw up 3 times
lol
daesung~ daesung~ i'm coming to join you!
lol
siew says:
LOL HAHAH
† Petar! says:
HAHA
David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
lol.
4:21
hahahah
LOL
siew says:
O.O
HAHA omg peter he's sounding like you when you first watched it hahaha
David - three-way booking. ( need help to start IS! ahhh.) says:
HAHA




yay i love this bunch of people. :D

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ich liebe Tom! 11:29 PM


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